Qing Han Instagram – Initial sketch vs final image. • I do have a sketchbook just filled with really rough doodles and shitty drawings that’ll never see the light of day unless I someday get a patreon and show my shitty sketches hahaha~~ • • • Sorry, I wanted to finish my drawing but my body just can’t keep up, and I still need to go to work 8 hours a day. I might be having more heart problems again, since my symptoms seems very much like referred pain where my heart is having a problem and it shows up as muscular pain…I do sometimes have muscular pain when I get anxious and my heart pounds hard…😢. I’m actually really stressed and scared these days but sometimes I’ll be too tired to think too hard about it haha… Got a heart exam scheduled for Feb 21-22, so I’ll know for sure after that. I’m going to Japan near the end of March so this is gonna be a headache….I hope it’ll be okay…but I’m going anyways =___= argghhhhhhhggggh. I deserve this vacation. Imma go no matter what. It’s the only highlight in my life right now, the light at the end of my tunnel of creeping despair and anxiety 😆…. Sorry. Rambled again haha…just ignore me xD. Here’s a cookie if you made it this far hahaha 🍪 • • #mood #illustration #sick #stars #drawing