Qing Han Instagram – Flower drops💧🌸 • • • This was an gouache watercolour experiment on hot-press watercolour paper, since I’ve never used hot-press before, and it really kinda morphed from just an eye into a full face sorta lmao ~ I filmed the process for this painting, though editing takes such a long time I’m not sure if I’m up to it, since my back pain is pretty bad. Also, I found out the reason for my back pain is cause of my heart surgeries hahaha. Apparently during open heart surgery, they kinda bend the ribs open and since the rib goes around to the back and the spine, it can fuck up the back. Sometimes ribs can even be broken so the surgeon can get to the heart better…so yeah, massages doesn’t really help me anymore either so that’s fun lol. I kinda want to try topical cannabis oil haha. I’ll ask the next time I see my cardiologist. I already got the ok from the pre-transplant clinic cardiologist, but it’s always good to make sure :p Thanks for sticking around guys :3 • • • #painting #illustration #flowers #tears #watercolor