Home Actor Qing Han HD Instagram Photos and Wallpapers November 2019 Qing Han Instagram - Star Scattering ⭐️✨ • • Happy Holidays! I wasn't going to post this during the holidays cause I felt like no one would be online? But if I don't post it I'll keep "fixing" it and I can't stare at this any more 😂. I don't really celebrate anything tbh, despite the smol tree we got at home haha. What do people actually do on Christmas Day other than opening presents? Or do you guys celebrate at all? We only got those present-like chocolates under the tree so we're trying not to eat them all at once in one day 😂😂 • The new meds I'm taking is making me so sleepy tho, I've been sleeping 9-10 hours a day and still tired...but ahh won't talk about my heart condition today lol, hope you guys have a nice relaxing holiday 💕 • #art #stars #moon #illustration #star

Qing Han Instagram – Star Scattering ⭐️✨ • • Happy Holidays! I wasn’t going to post this during the holidays cause I felt like no one would be online? But if I don’t post it I’ll keep “fixing” it and I can’t stare at this any more 😂. I don’t really celebrate anything tbh, despite the smol tree we got at home haha. What do people actually do on Christmas Day other than opening presents? Or do you guys celebrate at all? We only got those present-like chocolates under the tree so we’re trying not to eat them all at once in one day 😂😂 • The new meds I’m taking is making me so sleepy tho, I’ve been sleeping 9-10 hours a day and still tired…but ahh won’t talk about my heart condition today lol, hope you guys have a nice relaxing holiday 💕 • #art #stars #moon #illustration #star

Qing Han Instagram - Star Scattering ⭐️✨ • • Happy Holidays! I wasn't going to post this during the holidays cause I felt like no one would be online? But if I don't post it I'll keep "fixing" it and I can't stare at this any more 😂. I don't really celebrate anything tbh, despite the smol tree we got at home haha. What do people actually do on Christmas Day other than opening presents? Or do you guys celebrate at all? We only got those present-like chocolates under the tree so we're trying not to eat them all at once in one day 😂😂 • The new meds I'm taking is making me so sleepy tho, I've been sleeping 9-10 hours a day and still tired...but ahh won't talk about my heart condition today lol, hope you guys have a nice relaxing holiday 💕 • #art #stars #moon #illustration #star

Qing Han Instagram – Star Scattering ⭐️✨


Happy Holidays! I wasn’t going to post this during the holidays cause I felt like no one would be online? But if I don’t post it I’ll keep “fixing” it and I can’t stare at this any more 😂.
I don’t really celebrate anything tbh, despite the smol tree we got at home haha. What do people actually do on Christmas Day other than opening presents? Or do you guys celebrate at all?
We only got those present-like chocolates under the tree so we’re trying not to eat them all at once in one day 😂😂

The new meds I’m taking is making me so sleepy tho, I’ve been sleeping 9-10 hours a day and still tired…but ahh won’t talk about my heart condition today lol, hope you guys have a nice relaxing holiday 💕

#art #stars #moon #illustration #star | Posted on 26/Dec/2018 02:49:43

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The sunny weather outside doesn’t match my mood…hahaha…
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Just some rambling as usual, feel free to ignore me hahaha.
sorry I haven’t really been posting much…
I’ve been a little stressed. No surprises there haha. The doctors don’t know what to do with me or my heart disease, I’m not getting call backs even after doing tests, but most of all as time goes on I feel more and more useless and like…a waste of space…? It’s just this feeling of guilt, inadequacy of not being able to do anything to help anyone or even earn a decent living, instead living off my parents because I’m too sick and stressed and busy with rehab stuff to work right now. It doesn’t help that my mom’s injured her arm and was diagnosed with low white blood cell (low immune system) a few weeks ago…we’re like two sick ppl taking care of each other lmao “orz
so yah I’ve been avoiding social media a bit…I drew this one thing that started off nice and sunny and as my mood worsened it turned sad 😂. I was randomly bursting into tears and shit, and that’s not fun lol…
I’m so tired. Thanks for all your support and kind words though….but I’m so tired…of just, like, everything hahaha…
Sorry, rambled again lmaooo you guys must be super tired of reading these depressing-ish shit lmaooo sry, I don’t mean to do it but there aren’t a lot of ppl I can talk to about this stuff, especially not my family cause it stresses them out lolll~ though if this stressed you out I’m sorrryyyy haha @-@;;; umm thanks for making it this far lol this is a true ramble. Here’s a cookie. Wait, it’s summer, so here’s some ice cream 🍦😆
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Qing Han Instagram – Empty ⭕️
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So I took a break from social media for about a month. This really just was a doodle for myself and I wasn’t even going to post it, but you know how sometimes messy doodles just kinda solidify… Well, anyways, stress got the better of me and I pretty much had to shut down and do something else for a bit. And by something else I mean nothing of significance at all lol.
I wish things had gotten better, but it hasn’t…my mom’s white blood cell count actually LOWERED, and she still insists on working -__-;;. My granddad’s tumour has…migrated… I’ll need to go back to China soon to see him. My mom’s preparing me for the worst and it’s kinda all just happening at once? The doctors here are thinking of sending me to the Mayo clinic in the US because my heart disease is so unusual, and the scar is STILL growing according to the CT reports…And US medical fees are so much I dunno if I’d wanna go or just die and save some money for my aging parents 😂😂
Anyways, I’m not sure how “back” I am, but I’m trying to get back to art and maybe draw my stress out haha…but tbh it felt better gaming and not thinking about anything. Haha, sorry, I feel like every time I post online it’s always so negative. I wish I was more positive these days~ Well, I’m more positive when I’m gaming and cooking? Lmaooo~~ I’m gonna go water my plants.
Thanks for dropping by and sticking w me :) 💕

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