Qinni (Qing Han) has passed away suddenly on 8 February, 2020.
Her journey, however, has not ended.
We begin a new chapter of continuing her legacy and her memory.
There will be more to come on this page.
As a reminder, and as a member of family, please be respectful of our privacy at this time.
Thank you for being part of this journey. She will forever remain living through her artwork. -Ze, Qing’s brother.
[Fragile] ☔️
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Consider joining my $1 patreon? Link in my profile :3~ Haha a girl’s gotta try xD~
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Hey guys, long time no update here. Not feeling the best today, but at least last round of chemo went better than my first round so I will take it. I feel so tired and weak but I’ve never had such strong urge to keep drawing, so I might have pushed my body a little too far yesterday….
I’ve made a list of all these old artwork I want to redo for an artbook so I’m slowly working through that. Thanks for sticking around, I know I don’t update nearly as much here…do you guys wanna see me take screenshots of my twitter updates and throw them up on my story? I don’t know how many of you guys follow me on twitter or even use it haha. I just wanna keep this a clean gallery-like place where I talk about my health stuff in the comments xD~ Lemme know in the comments?
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Not sure how much I’m making sense now, my chemo brain is still pretty bad haha, but yeah, thank you guys for all the support, seriously <3~
#illustration #artistsoninstagram #drawing
So…I have stage 4 Fibrosis Sarcoma cancer…..Doctor says I have about a year, year and a half left, so..
…I’m not really sure what to say tbh. I’ve been cracking jokes on twitter but, well, tbh I’m pretty stressed haha… though, I’m already pretty nihilistic so I really just need to get over my mortality haha…easier said than done tho xD. Uhh….well, I guess I don’t have to worry about recycling anymore, my emission’s about to get cut real short lmao. Still gotta crack jokes or it’s just sad man lol
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that’s all I have to say right now. I appreciate all the support on twitter and people becoming my patron is just so sweet, thank you guys so much. I apologize my condition might only get worse before it gets better though, I still have a lot of pain problems right now actually…i think that’s the worst part of this though, is the pain. god. I’m so tired.
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edit: I don’t JUST have cancer, I ALSO have a severe heart condition and I’m on a LOT of heart medication which I need to live, so please refrain from making medical advice unless you’re an oncologist, cardiologist, or both. Honestly. Please please.
So…I have stage 4 Fibrosis Sarcoma cancer…..Doctor says I have about a year, year and a half left, so..
…I’m not really sure what to say tbh. I’ve been cracking jokes on twitter but, well, tbh I’m pretty stressed haha… though, I’m already pretty nihilistic so I really just need to get over my mortality haha…easier said than done tho xD. Uhh….well, I guess I don’t have to worry about recycling anymore, my emission’s about to get cut real short lmao. Still gotta crack jokes or it’s just sad man lol
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that’s all I have to say right now. I appreciate all the support on twitter and people becoming my patron is just so sweet, thank you guys so much. I apologize my condition might only get worse before it gets better though, I still have a lot of pain problems right now actually…i think that’s the worst part of this though, is the pain. god. I’m so tired.
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edit: I don’t JUST have cancer, I ALSO have a severe heart condition and I’m on a LOT of heart medication which I need to live, so please refrain from making medical advice unless you’re an oncologist, cardiologist, or both. Honestly. Please please.
[Flowering Wounds]
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Sometimes I like to pretend my blue and purple hospital bruises are little galaxies 🌌
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//health update//
So I haven’t really been updating things here on insta, sorry; it’s just easier to update stuff on twitter and patreon xD;;. Basically I had my first chemo session; it made my body have some pretty bad fluid retention, so I ended up gaining about 7kg of liquid in my body and they had to transfer me to the emergency room. It took about a week for them to finally remove this liquid cyst that my body gained from the chemo, and the liquid was 2L lmao. I was in so much pain for a week it’s kinda ridiculous tbh….
but yeah, I got discharged from the hospital last week and my next round of chemo is coming up next week. I hope there’s no repeat of what happened omfg D;;;. docs said they’re gonna be a lot more careful about fluid retention this time so…fingers crossed >__<~
but hey, I'm still alive! yay. xD
Don’t vs Do~! 😂😜
Edit: the video is a joke guys.
Edit2: I give up 😂~ all these comments without reading the post..
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📍Jokes aside, but I do also wanna talk a bit about art guide resources and what to be careful of. I know a few artists have talked about this, and I just wanna give my 2 cents.
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I don’t know if it’s still trending but a month or so ago i kept seeing these dos and don’ts. Aside from the fact that nothing is actually broken down and explained in-depth during the videos, there are also a lot of artists out there giving tutorials when their own fundamentals are lacking a bit.
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📌📌Edit: THIS IS FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR ART-HELP RESOURCES. If you wanna do your own thing, just do it.📌📌
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Don’t get me wrong, it’s really nice that people are trying to help others, but often there are bad habits and traps that beginner artists fall into, and it’s a lot harder to change a habit than to be taught correctly the first time ’round; so when they find a tutorial that teaches them the wrong thing because the person giving the tutorial doesn’t have a solid foundation themselves, it can often lead people astray.
(note that even stylized art requires a solid foundation. There are rules in art, and stylized art bend it to their will; but you can’t bend the rules without knowing what they are, because you’ll end up breaking the rules instead.). I’m saying this as someone who wasted years on bad tutorials…
Every resource online should be taken with a large grain of salt. Be careful of what you’re following, especially if you’re a beginner. I’d say art books that have been recommended by professional artists are mostly reliable. Fundamental books like anatomy or colour theory books will help you a TON. Make sure you check reviews if you’re looking on Amazon. There are also cheap online courses these days like Schoolism that can also really help (not sponsored lol)
Again, this is for ppl who are looking for art resources and aiming for certain art goals.
I hope I don’t come off as condescending or anything, and I hope everyone can find good resources that can help them on their art journey.
Good luck guys, and just keep drawing! ✏️🎨👊
[Birdcage]
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I’m back~! Sorta~ hopefully~ loll
I kinda put stuff up on my patreon now :3~ link in my profile 👆👆🙏
mostly just sketches and wip tho, just one tier, $1 xD~ I decided to set it up when my medications jumped to $400/month o( ❛ᴗ❛ )o;;;;
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Sorry I’ve been away for so long without any update..I’ve kinda got some anxiety about not being able to draw as much as before and it was easier to just not thinking about the social media aspect of it all.
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A lil update on my health:
Got discharged from the hospital last week and tried to finish this asap. Went in for abdominal pain but my heart was beating so fast in intervals they kept me in the cardiac ICU for close watch cause apparently it was really dangerous for a bit xD;;
They also found a lump mass in my body and they’re not sure if it’s cancer or not. The pathologist team at the hospital can’t agree on whether it’s sarcoma cancer or a benign tumour I guess? So, that’s been fun lol. It’s weird how my body is like, really trying to kill itself 😂😂 BC Cancer was supposed to contact me last week but they’re not very fast at contacting people I guess? XD
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Fingers crossed its not cancer cause my heart is still a mess and I’ve no idea how chemotherapy would mesh with my heart medications. I take soooo much heart meds now sometimes I worry for my liver and kidney lol, I hope they can take the meds xD~
I wish I had better news tho lol. I’m kinda still in medical limbo….it’s like I’ve stopped in time to work on surviving and watching everything passing me by…kinda depressing sometimes haha…sorry uwu. But still alive tho. That’s a plus. Lmao.
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TL;DR: my health is kinda getting worse but I’m still alive tho yaaay
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Thanks to those of you who are still sticking around xD💕💕
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#illustration #surreal #pencil #drawing #instaartist
Migration 🐋🌃
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Trying for a calm vibe 😆
Did this a few months ago for my Patrons :D~ Thanks for all the support there~! 💕💕
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Happy thanksgiving American peeps~
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a lil update. good news first – I got a CT scan earlier this week and preliminary results looks good; the scar hasn’t grown and maybe it might even be moving back…maybe? xD. I have noticed my physical scars from all my surgeries and stuff is actually becoming visibly smaller, so hopefully that means the scar in my heart that’s trying to kinda kill me is also pulling back and getting smaller. So I’ll keep taking my $300/month pill hahaha. Again, thank you to patrons who can help out<3 😀 •
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a bit of a bad news - all of the doctors at BC cancer thinks the mass in my body is sarcoma, which is....not great. Sarcoma is a rare soft tissue cancer. They need to do more tests to be sure though, which is good. I really hope I don't have it though cause, I swear to god, if I get two unrelated rare diseases piled on me it is TOO MUCH. Man, with this amount of bad luck I should win the lottery to offset it lmao.
thanks for all your encouragement and kind words, sorry I can't reply to everyone >.<~ I will def try to reply more
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#artistsoninstagram #surrealism #cityscape #whale #sunset
Migration 🐋🌃
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Trying for a calm vibe 😆
Did this a few months ago for my Patrons :D~ Thanks for all the support there~! 💕💕
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Happy thanksgiving American peeps~
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a lil update. good news first – I got a CT scan earlier this week and preliminary results looks good; the scar hasn’t grown and maybe it might even be moving back…maybe? xD. I have noticed my physical scars from all my surgeries and stuff is actually becoming visibly smaller, so hopefully that means the scar in my heart that’s trying to kinda kill me is also pulling back and getting smaller. So I’ll keep taking my $300/month pill hahaha. Again, thank you to patrons who can help out<3 😀 •
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a bit of a bad news - all of the doctors at BC cancer thinks the mass in my body is sarcoma, which is....not great. Sarcoma is a rare soft tissue cancer. They need to do more tests to be sure though, which is good. I really hope I don't have it though cause, I swear to god, if I get two unrelated rare diseases piled on me it is TOO MUCH. Man, with this amount of bad luck I should win the lottery to offset it lmao.
thanks for all your encouragement and kind words, sorry I can't reply to everyone >.<~ I will def try to reply more
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#artistsoninstagram #surrealism #cityscape #whale #sunset
Migration 🐋🌃
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Trying for a calm vibe 😆
Did this a few months ago for my Patrons :D~ Thanks for all the support there~! 💕💕
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Happy thanksgiving American peeps~
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a lil update. good news first – I got a CT scan earlier this week and preliminary results looks good; the scar hasn’t grown and maybe it might even be moving back…maybe? xD. I have noticed my physical scars from all my surgeries and stuff is actually becoming visibly smaller, so hopefully that means the scar in my heart that’s trying to kinda kill me is also pulling back and getting smaller. So I’ll keep taking my $300/month pill hahaha. Again, thank you to patrons who can help out<3 😀 •
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a bit of a bad news - all of the doctors at BC cancer thinks the mass in my body is sarcoma, which is....not great. Sarcoma is a rare soft tissue cancer. They need to do more tests to be sure though, which is good. I really hope I don't have it though cause, I swear to god, if I get two unrelated rare diseases piled on me it is TOO MUCH. Man, with this amount of bad luck I should win the lottery to offset it lmao.
thanks for all your encouragement and kind words, sorry I can't reply to everyone >.<~ I will def try to reply more
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#artistsoninstagram #surrealism #cityscape #whale #sunset
“The Moon whispered to the Star…”
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A little #tbt cause I’m so slow at working anything these days ahhhh sorry~
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Happy pride month 💕🌈
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So I’ve started exercise rehab recently. I’m so tired lol. It seems like as soon as my heart rate goes above 90-100, my left arm starts hurting as per my old symptoms 😭. They’re ordering another CT scan for me soon…hoping it’s nothing big Ahhh.
I’m so tired. It’s hard to be hopeful at this point but thanks to everyone who tries to cheer me up haha, thank you guys…
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#illustration #moon #stars #love
I heard its #mermay ! But I don’t have any time to draw anything decent for it right now, I’m still working on a thing that’ll hopefully be done soon. When it’s out officially I’ll post it 😆
Btw, I’m more active on Twitter these days cause I’m not too fond of the FB algorithms haha;;;
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I’m actually super stressed today lol. I gotta go see my cardiologist for the first time post discharge, and my body has recently started showing signs that my heart’s still not too good right now…I need to talk to the doctor and I’m so stressed cause in my head I keep thinking I’ll need surgery again….most of the time I just try not to think about it haha…
So anyways, here’s a #throwback 😆
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#mermaid #cat #illustration
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Just a bit of a process from a drawing I did while hospitalized. Debated with myself if I should post this or not but since I got nothing else…haha…
I’m working on a book cover right now when I’m not resting (and I rest a lot lol) so I don’t have anything to show yet, sorry XD~
Music: Junichi Kamiyama – poetry of wind
Pencil- platinum Japan pro-use 3, but the tip bends easily so if you drop it, it may break…not sure if recommend? Lol
【Wishing upon a star…🎨⭐️】
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It’s finally finished~!!
I actually had this idea back when I was still bedridden after my many heart surgeries. Altogether I was pretty much bed or house-bound for 6 months, and even just moving was extremely painful for 5 of those months XD~ I hope I managed to capture some of that feeling…
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Sorry I’ve been so inactive and not arting…I’ve just.. Well, I’m still pretty art blocked actually
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🎼Music burning in my soul🎶
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There’s just something about music that can tug the heartstrings and give me goosebumps 💕
#tbt
Our existence is like a droplet within the sea…if I could, I’d like to leave the proof of my existence…
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#throwbackthursday
Some existential crisis stuff 😆~ jk~~ just something I sometimes mull over… But somehow it really calms me knowing that I’m not important in the grand scheme of things 🌌
“Trapped” – work in progress.
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Somehow this looks a bit like a sick-rapunzel story now hahaha~~ that was not intentional xD~
I’ve been working on this on and off for the past month and I’m still pretty art blocked, but it’s finally coming together….a little bit….
I wanted to finish it up last night but realized I worked way too slowly for that to be possible rn. I’m so distracted all the time and just can’t concentrate >__<;;
On the other hand, I'm not feeling as if I wanna sleep all the time now though so yay~!
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Still tired and art blocked. When I get home it’s hard to get up from the couch…actually, sometimes it’s hard to get up from my desk TO go home 😭~
Sorry guys, here’s an oldie~ and yes. I like goldfishes. 😆~
🔋💀Low battery in life.
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Feeling really low energy these days…also art blocked af ಥ_ಥ
Here’s a #throwback
“I open at the close”
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So two days ago it was Harry Potter’s 20th anniversary but when I realized it was late at night so here’s me making up for that~ I’m a huge potterhead so I’m kinda sad I missed it haha 😭~
#harrypotter #tbt
Radioactive tears ⭐️
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First, thank you guys for 1.4m 😱👯~!
I got some people calling me weird for drawing crying girls so much and it just makes me wanna draw them even more cause I gotta weed out the rude people 😂~
My heart’s been palpitating and skipping beats yesterday and today constantly and it feels so bad arghhhh “orz….I’m so tired these days, and not feeling the urge to draw at all 😭. Sorry ;-;
🌙Moonlight from her eyes🌙
Process video linked in profile 👆
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Picture of the video I posted~ a few people wanted to see the still shot so here it is 😆~ might delete this later tho, I dunno.
There’s an archiving option on Instagram now so that’s really nice since I like to clean up my gallery every once in a while haha~~
Have you guys used the function yet?
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#throwback #NotThursday lol~
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Another version of this which I also really like~ yay minimal colouring~!
Just wondering, how many of you guys are visual artists or want to learn art (drawing kind~~)? Or do you guys just enjoy looking at art?
Catbus and house from Totoro~! 😻
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So I finished building the miniatuart boxed Ghibli Totoro papercraft~! The grass probably took the longest tbh lol~ i need smaller tweezers 😆
This is a self assembly laser cut kit. Be careful though, the instructions are in Japanese with pictures, but most of all some parts are so small you can easily lose or misplace it. Also it’s really tiny for handling.
📌I can’t remember which site I ordered this from since I ordered from a few different sites, so try googling “Miniatuart ghibli papercraft” and some sites should pop up 😊. Reliable sites include hlj, amiami, bento&co and hobbysearch (1990.co)📌
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Music – Ghibli Jazz by Cafe Music BGM Channel on YouTube
![Qing Han Instagram - [Fragile] ☔️ • • • Consider joining my $1 patreon? Link in my profile :3~ Haha a girl’s gotta try xD~ • Hey guys, long time no update here. Not feeling the best today, but at least last round of chemo went better than my first round so I will take it. I feel so tired and weak but I've never had such strong urge to keep drawing, so I might have pushed my body a little too far yesterday.... I've made a list of all these old artwork I want to redo for an artbook so I'm slowly working through that. Thanks for sticking around, I know I don't update nearly as much here...do you guys wanna see me take screenshots of my twitter updates and throw them up on my story? I don't know how many of you guys follow me on twitter or even use it haha. I just wanna keep this a clean gallery-like place where I talk about my health stuff in the comments xD~ Lemme know in the comments? • Not sure how much I'm making sense now, my chemo brain is still pretty bad haha, but yeah, thank you guys for all the support, seriously <3~ #illustration #artistsoninstagram #drawing](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/05/QingHan1-jFKhLh2450-150x150.jpg)
![Qing Han Instagram - [Flowering Wounds] • Sometimes I like to pretend my blue and purple hospital bruises are little galaxies 🌌 • • //health update// So I haven't really been updating things here on insta, sorry; it's just easier to update stuff on twitter and patreon xD;;. Basically I had my first chemo session; it made my body have some pretty bad fluid retention, so I ended up gaining about 7kg of liquid in my body and they had to transfer me to the emergency room. It took about a week for them to finally remove this liquid cyst that my body gained from the chemo, and the liquid was 2L lmao. I was in so much pain for a week it's kinda ridiculous tbh.... but yeah, I got discharged from the hospital last week and my next round of chemo is coming up next week. I hope there's no repeat of what happened omfg D;;;. docs said they're gonna be a lot more careful about fluid retention this time so...fingers crossed >__<~ but hey, I'm still alive! yay. xD](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/05/QingHan2-Q5Nx3Z3511-150x150.jpg)
![Qing Han Instagram - [Birdcage] • • I'm back~! Sorta~ hopefully~ loll I kinda put stuff up on my patreon now :3~ link in my profile 👆👆🙏 mostly just sketches and wip tho, just one tier, $1 xD~ I decided to set it up when my medications jumped to $400/month o( ❛ᴗ❛ )o;;;; • Sorry I've been away for so long without any update..I've kinda got some anxiety about not being able to draw as much as before and it was easier to just not thinking about the social media aspect of it all. ------------ A lil update on my health: Got discharged from the hospital last week and tried to finish this asap. Went in for abdominal pain but my heart was beating so fast in intervals they kept me in the cardiac ICU for close watch cause apparently it was really dangerous for a bit xD;; They also found a lump mass in my body and they're not sure if it's cancer or not. The pathologist team at the hospital can't agree on whether it's sarcoma cancer or a benign tumour I guess? So, that's been fun lol. It's weird how my body is like, really trying to kill itself 😂😂 BC Cancer was supposed to contact me last week but they're not very fast at contacting people I guess? XD -- Fingers crossed its not cancer cause my heart is still a mess and I've no idea how chemotherapy would mesh with my heart medications. I take soooo much heart meds now sometimes I worry for my liver and kidney lol, I hope they can take the meds xD~ I wish I had better news tho lol. I'm kinda still in medical limbo....it's like I've stopped in time to work on surviving and watching everything passing me by...kinda depressing sometimes haha...sorry uwu. But still alive tho. That's a plus. Lmao. ---------- TL;DR: my health is kinda getting worse but I'm still alive tho yaaay • Thanks to those of you who are still sticking around xD💕💕 • • • • • #illustration #surreal #pencil #drawing #instaartist](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/05/QingHan8-m1PnTK1077-150x150.jpg)
