Most would be shocked at first sight.. I forget that. I forget how normal minds see things. I’ve seen many things that most don’t see until much later in life. Those things sometimes get in the way of my better judgment. The decisions I’ve made in my life… the ink, the blood, the mental isolation.. what it took me to get this far. It never made sense at the time.. I couldn’t even justify my actions to myself. I was tested as bad as anyone could be tested, & I made it here. But I didn’t make it here to just tell you the story.. that would spoil it.. just like a movie.. it’s all fun in your head but it only last 2 hours. This movie doesn’t end. This is a movie called my life.. and there’s no grand premier.. the cameras have always been rolling. Sorry back to the point, the picture 💡I was asking myself if it was too rough to post right now…for my image..because children could be watching me on tv.. and of course kids are highly intelligent with technology now, and can easily access my social media, and see my life and hear my thoughts. Am I too R rated…? Yeah, probably. But that’s okay.. you can just tell them it’s fake. You can tell yourself the same thing.. you can tell yourself I’m just crazy and delusional ? I’m probably just some young wrestling chick that rebelled and lost her mind .. or maybe, just maybe.. I’m a little smarter than I may seem …But then it hit me… why does this photo above, shock you? Because a female is partaking in a mans game and not getting taken down by the system? I mean let’s face it … what really makes a man a “man” anyway? Tougher, bigger, faster, stronger, smarter..? Life is a game. We’re all fighting to be the best. And I’m coming to the top. My operation system didn’t come with gender boundaries. You wanna test me? you can find me in the streets. And I’ll show you what it takes to be a fucking man. When you see my stomach, read the word. Read it again. Let it sit. This ain’t a fucking script, this is life. I’ve fought to still be here. To still be breathing. I did it for the fans I knew I would have in the future. The ones that could then look back…… STORY TO BE CONTINUED
2020 is the year of the thunder thighs #legdayiseveryday Orlando, Florida
Maria Manic confronts Bully Ray.
These things fucking happen. Some survive and some don’t. I’m still here, I’m still breathing.. and I have a message to spread. You can listen, and you can hear me, or you can shut me out because the truth is too much for your brain to process.. but eventually you’ll go back and re read.. you’ll re listen. And you won’t believe the things I went through to get me here. For every real person out there with a fucking dream… 🇺🇸 no matter how dumb you think it may sound .. we all have a dream. Its what subconsciously wakes us up in the morning. It’s why we stay alive and fight every day.. because let’s be honest, this world is a fucking warzone (figuratively and literally..) How much are you willing to give up? How many tests did you pass? Better yet how many tests did you fail but kept on getting back up? I shouldn’t be here… but I am. When you see devils tattooed on my body, it’s because my darkness took me to the light. I want to pass on a message. All we do is look.. we don’t listen. I let the world look at me for years… with little honest explanation. I did what I had to do. Sacrificed it all for a dream that I couldn’t even fully see. That dream is slowly starting to piece itself together right infront of my eyes. 🌎 If you see me covered in blood in a wrestling ring or scratched up in the streets, respect me for fighting and surviving. Isn’t that what life’s all about…? I didn’t wanna just play a role.. I wanted to live it. I am here to prove that the female doesn’t have to be the victim. Hell, In some movies, she can even be the ruthless merciful killer.. Or so I’ve heard… I don’t watch too many movies. 🌪🤷🏻♀️ now, of course to give you the proper story, at some point I’m gonna have to go backwards.. far far back. Am I ready to reveal my past? No. I’m not. Not now. What I will tell you now is the present. The current. Don’t worry, I’ll drop some hints here and there regarding the past, maybe you can even start to piece things together yourself. I promise it’s a story worth hearing. & it’s only just begun. 👽
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keep your head high and your heart cold.
This air bnb kitchen was calling for a photo shoot 🌟
Due to health complications deriving from the powerbomb I was given in Baltimore at our last event, I will not be in attendance at this weekends @ringofhonor events in Tennesee and Missouri. I am not sure how long it will take for me to be cleared, but I am working very hard right now to get not only my physical, but my mental health as well, in check. Thank you to those that support me and I appreciate you more than anything.
I WILL be back.
*insert a mans head*
I did it for the fans I knew I would have in the future. The ones that could then look back… look at what it took to get me here. The blood I shed is for you. It’s not for the internet..the internet is a big world. Filled with those that are watching, either because they love it and live through it.. or you watch it because you’re just laughing at how pathetic I am with my stupid tattoo that I’ll regret in 10 years… I look like a man, too, right? Cause I’ve got bigger arms then your boyfriend? My body is not built to flex cute for Instagram on Friday night..my body is built to fucking survive. Not just in the wrestling ring.. in LIFE. It’s funny how peoples true colors come out over the years ..it’s like blindly dressing up as a clown and seeing who laughs and ignores. Well what you laugh at, is real. It’s life. It’s my journey.. what it took to get me here, and the view I know I will see at the end. You see, in a normal script, the female is put into the role of the good guy .. the hero.. the Wonder Woman.. the one that only fights for good… but what if she decided she wants to flip the script halfway through the movie.. could she do that though..? Oh wait, this is real life… there’s no script? Oh yeah you’re right, I can do whatever I want. I can be the bad guy and still save the world with my pigtails and lipgloss when a female needs to be saved from her own reality. This is my script.. I write it. There’s two types of people… those that watch a movie and root for the hero… and those that sympathize with the crazy killer. Are we wrong for feeling that way? Are we in some sort of trouble.. because our natural instinct is to side with the bad instead of the good? No, your perfectly normal for having any thought in your head. It’s those that act upon those thoughts, whom are the craziest. Most people just wanna watch the movie… some are even willing to rein-act movie type scenes and fights for entertainment.. the market is clearly doing very well for itself. But remember, even the actors in Hollywood movies have to get inspiration somewhere. These things fucking happen. Some survive and some don’t. I’m still here, I’m s
There’s levels to this shit
Dallas, Texas
After 5 weeks straight of traveling, we are finally headed home to Florida. I’ve never been so excited to start my meal prep and get back on a regular gym routine. We have lots of big things coming for the Vlog so be sure to stay tuned 👽❤️ #MNTUA
Thank you Lamb Striking Academy for letting us drop by today. I learned so much, so quickly. Stoked to turn it up to the next level tomorrow 👊🏼😎 Fort Worth, Texas
Thank you Lamb Striking Academy for letting us drop by today. I learned so much, so quickly. Stoked to turn it up to the next level tomorrow 👊🏼😎 Fort Worth, Texas
💗🌙🌿🥊 Orlando, Florida
Even when you’re not physically here, you’re still in my heart. This Valentine’s Day has taught me what’s important in life, and how much we take the little things for granted. The only thing keeping me going right now is knowing that you will be back in my arms again soon. I promise to hold this ship down for the both of us 😌I love you so much Ted. ❤️
• Climbing to the Top • 🎥
Full video now live on my YouTube channel
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Coco wanted her 5 minutes of fame tonight. 🎬 who would wanna see her come out to the ring with me someday? 🤔🤩 #pitbullsofig
We don’t train for gains, we train for life 🖕🏼 … & an occasional delt pump 👅 #REALpowercouple #fitnessmotivation #mariamanic #teddyhart #MNTUA #unfilteredadventures #bodybuilding Orlando, Florida
