It’s been almost 20 days … and I wake up thinking of you . Still wondering what it was … one only shared the screen space as a character briefly but still associated together …. Was it depression – personal — then you should have spoken …. If it was professional – you had already done such good films .. YES I AGREE it’s not easy to survive here — I am not talking of insider or outsiders — IT IS WHAT IT IS — yes if I have to connect with someone even after having done 50 plus films it ain’t easy — but I am still grateful I am doing work — maybe I just choose to work on this perspective — constantly pushing myself to think and believe good .. Yes there are times when you call or message people from the industry ( Bollywood or other places ) most people are really WARM and KIND but we do find those who refuse to acknowledge or just brush you aside — THE WORLD IS MADE OF ALL SORTS …. THERE are most who will respect you always but rare few when they need you they come to you – but when you drop a tinkle saying you would love to work together with them , they say we will see …. or smile it off ( though I never believed in doing that earlier , I did in the last few years make an effort — that’s what life is — nothing comes without effort and hard work -) … YET I STILL THANK GOD FOR Everything … I choose to say that it’s ok – maybe one doesn’t fit the bill , the role and so it’s ok ….. POSITIVE …. and finally if there is any thing more to you going than professional disappointment , or depression cause of various reasons —- YEH SHAHAR HAME HAMARE SAPNE DETA HAI , Naam deta hai … kabhi Kabhi Gumnaam bhi karta … lakho ki aabadi mein kuch TANHA BHI KARTA HAI ….. …….. if there was anything more I hope we come to know what it was … until then FINAL GOODBYE …. PRAYERS FOR YOU – wherever you are and prayers for your family
Thanks Manish @manishmalhotra05 🌸
WORDS AND THE POWER THEY HAVE 😊 never be jealous nor envious 😊 …. REPLACE THOSE BY SAYING — people are your inspiration or you take them as your challenge ….. and OR be your own sunshine —— the stars shine when the sun rises , wake up early to a beautiful day and start by doing things to bring the positivity — meditate , pray , exercise …. love yourself —- DONT believe in buying things to enhance your external beauty and value , rather become a better version of YOU 😊 update not your phones but your internal software 🌸🌻 spread happiness
To all the people who follow me , especially for them and for those who visit the page .
Most of you know how to read English .
You all are kind enough to always leave kind and loving respectful comments or no comments and just emojis . Shukriya .
Those who wish to leave comments which would help me in my growth as a person , an actor are welcome to do so …
God has always sent good people around ..
In the rare times that some rare few of you leave comments borderline to vulgarity , hatred are deleted and blocked – it’s my choice I don’t want filth on my page ..
I am not the biggest celebrity , but I am fairly ok where I am .
You all follow others as well , actors , industrialists , writers , sportspeople . My request is to not spew venom for two bit of fame and a moment of filthy stardom and discussions with others .
Use your life and energy in a better way . ONE LIFE .. THAT’s ALL WE HAVE . Be positive and kind …
ANT MEIN ZINDAGI KA KHATA AAPKE AUR KHUDA KE BEECH MEIN REH JAAYEGA … 🙏 BE KIND
Prayers for Saroj ji 🙏 one of the finest choreographers …. though I didn’t get the opportunity to work with her …. prayers for her family 🙏 …. YEAR 2020 —- the YEAR THAT IS ….
2018….. ZEE APSARA award for best supporting actor ( female ) for my Telugu Film MCA — my first award—- after I became a mother …
Khul ke Jeene ka tareeka tumhe sikhate hai …. 😊 has ke dekho na Lateefa tumhe Sunate hai 🌻 what a lovely song 🎵 DIL BECHARA-ORIGINAL
On the sets of YAARIYAN – my punjabi film a long time ago
Another painting – inspired by another
Dear Mani Sharma Garu , wishing you a very Happy birthday . WISHING YOU a very long healthy , happy , life and lots of success 🌻thank you for giving me the best music for two of my most successful films 🙏
Nature —- silence —- the sounds of nature 🌸birds …
Believe in yourself . PERIOD !!
Nature … pure peace , calm and bliss 🌸❤️ gratitude 🙏
Another painting ….
GURU …. The first Gurus in life are parents …. THEN come your teachers , out of all the teachers some will really impact your lives — for good ….. Then come your siblings —- and then friends – not all — rare few who impact you …. THANK YOU … I WANT TO THANK those few in the industry — the directors who have helped me become a better actor —- thank you to the Telugu Film industry who has loved me immensely and all other industries – for their love … to those who in life have inspired me … and to the one guru — PRAYER — that one keeps learning more from — to have faith patience and positivity …. GURUS WILL KEEP COMING IN YOUR LIFE —- as ordinary people who teach you or inspire you on a daily basis —- bus seekhne ki chah honi chahiye… the desire to learn should always be there … to be a child and a student — a learner ❤️
