Dear Sushant
Hope you found PEACE – ultimately …
something we all have a DEEP QUEST for
One year … has Passed by since you left ..
No I didn’t know you very well . I worked with you and Spent a . Few days together on the sets of MS Dhoni as your colleague and playing the role of your sister and we did sit together and talked to each other about a few things and life ..
Last year I remember this day so clearly . I was out in Devlali with my father and the little one in the car out for a drive in the rain when I got the message that you were no more . It didn’t settle in my mind .
What I thought was LIFE — is a bubble – here now and POOF ! It’s gone ..
I couldn’t figure why this happened ..
Maybe because there was a dark place engulfing you inside while on the outside you looked fine – your going shook the world up – maybe coz you were the happy sorts , the simple one , the hard working young man , the super intelligent kind , the one who looked all positive and happy , straight and honest , and had a great bucket list being ticked off .. and a lot going for you …
Then the news , the investigations started . Two months later half the channels had show going on at night with your news still trying to figure .. what happened
I understand — the one most important thing in life is good company … people who walk with you and show you the right path .
Family support – if you don’t have that , fine — a few good friends to sail you through ..coz if that’s not there any one of us can slip into that dark hole …
But when you are in the company of those that look fine and all fun and an abundance of everything of fun , food , substance , money … and no real deep conversations then it’s a strange kind of whirlpool you enter without your knowing .
The fact that that substance is still freely accessible to people and discussions on panels saying it’s healthy ?! Is beyond my comprehension .. Well a year of Covid — 2020 and lot of more broken hearts .
Year 2021 still continues to. Be the same .. for the world is going through its own share of tough time … ( part 1 .) #sushantsinghrajput
( part 2 ) The only thing I wish to say here is most times we surround ourselves with such farce that we are all blinded and walking through life in a Daze …
One day rolling into another like ………
Most of us don’t have the courage to stand up to things going wrong around us — we see and we choose not to see !!
We all need to step back sometimes
Take some moments to understand life and ourselves ..
sincere prayers for you – wherever you are 🙏
Let’s not make those mistakes in a moment for temporary joys – that shall become life time regrets …
Bhumika
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Hair – @chaddhasonu
Photo credit – @buntychaddhaphotography
#traveller #seeker
“ I shall pass this way but once , any good that I can do or any kindness I can show , let me do it now .
Let me not defer nor neglect it , for I shall not pass this way again . “
Etienne de Grellet
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Photograph credit – Bharat Thakur
Hair – @chaddhasonu
#traveller #seeker
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When we get back to where our roots are … we realise how far we have flown and then returned to our nests … probably to silently harness our energies to be able to fly the skies again
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Photo credit – @buntychaddhaphotography
Hair – @chaddhasonu
#traveller #seeker
