Bhumika Chawla Instagram – Dear Sushant Hope you found PEACE – ultimately … something we all have a DEEP QUEST for One year … has Passed by since you left .. No I didn’t know you very well . I worked with you and Spent a . Few days together on the sets of MS Dhoni as your colleague and playing the role of your sister and we did sit together and talked to each other about a few things and life .. Last year I remember this day so clearly . I was out in Devlali with my father and the little one in the car out for a drive in the rain when I got the message that you were no more . It didn’t settle in my mind . What I thought was LIFE — is a bubble – here now and POOF ! It’s gone .. I couldn’t figure why this happened .. Maybe because there was a dark place engulfing you inside while on the outside you looked fine – your going shook the world up – maybe coz you were the happy sorts , the simple one , the hard working young man , the super intelligent kind , the one who looked all positive and happy , straight and honest , and had a great bucket list being ticked off .. and a lot going for you … Then the news , the investigations started . Two months later half the channels had show going on at night with your news still trying to figure .. what happened I understand — the one most important thing in life is good company … people who walk with you and show you the right path . Family support – if you don’t have that , fine — a few good friends to sail you through ..coz if that’s not there any one of us can slip into that dark hole … But when you are in the company of those that look fine and all fun and an abundance of everything of fun , food , substance , money … and no real deep conversations then it’s a strange kind of whirlpool you enter without your knowing . The fact that that substance is still freely accessible to people and discussions on panels saying it’s healthy ?! Is beyond my comprehension .. Well a year of Covid — 2020 and lot of more broken hearts . Year 2021 still continues to. Be the same .. for the world is going through its own share of tough time … ( part 1 .) #sushantsinghrajput