Kate Cast Instagram – I usually keep my ghost 👻 in my wardrobe 😃😜 … but the more I look around and the more I’m honoring who I’m, the more I realize those topics need to be spoken. When working as a fashion model and being constantly on go (have been living my glamorous gypsy life for the last 15 years 😅) my body is under stress which I don’t even realize and here and there I have to pay it back. And I know I’m not the only one. This can come in any form of mental or / and health illness; anxiety, depression, eating disorders, excessive drinking & smoking & partying… unexpected aggression or playing hide & seek (I don’t wanna be seen like this, everyone knows me just in certain way – social trap) but Hey, we all go through something. No one’s life is perfect and every single one of us has behind some emotional trauma/s and programs we are constantly running on. Most of us might not been even realizing that, maybe just in some dark moments but we run away from them the same minute they occur – just to not have to deal with them (this happen on subconscious level) and we keep running till our breath lasts. Till we cannot run anymore ( for me it was always sport what helps me to get back into my happy mood but when being constantly injured and having twisted ankle on top of it now…😅 so I mean this literally- I feel like I have no option that to start to listen (again and almost religiously sort of speak 🗣 ) what my inner voice – has in her mind for me otherwise I couldn’t be really happy. I can’t be 💯 satisfied with my life no matter how many covers I have done, no matter which famous designers, photographers I have been working for / with… which celebrities I have been partying, which 5* restaurants I have been eating in, cool parties, film festivals, important gala events I have been attending… no matter how rich and famous were the guys they wanted to take me out were… All of this was never really making much sense to me… ❤️ I still have the same questions in my head what I’v had since I was about 3 years old; WHY AM I HERE? AND WHAT’S MY PURPOSE? WHY ALL OF THESE FOR…?