ALB in Wonderland Instagram – If you feel inclined, I would love to hear advice. What is something you do to feel like yourself again?
I’m the kind of person who usually throws themselves into work when I’m in this mental place. Creating things and seeing my finished pieces, whether that’s videos or paintings, even just the process of it, reminds me of my skill set and the person I know myself to be. But I’m really struggling to do that right now and hobbies have no appeal either.
As well I keep having urges to sell all of my clothes, not because I don’t like them but because everything familiar seems like something I want to reject right now. I keep asking myself, do I like this because I really love it? Or do I love it out of habit? I’m not sure. Sometimes I catch myself fantasizing about starting over with a blank slate.
As Kiki says, Without even thinking about it I used to be able to fly. Now I’m trying to look inside myself to figure out how I did it. But I just can’t figure it out. | Posted on 17/Jan/2022 23:42:04
