So incredibly proud of you and everything you’re accomplishing @pupscritch 🐾🖤 Go watch him kill it (and maybe set himself on fire) on @hothaustv on @outtv 🔪🔥 📸 @byronjgamble Gown, hair, jewelry, Scritch’s look and edit by me Bulldog harness @mrsleather Face @dermablendpro @meltcosmetics Eyes @inglot_cosmetics @kimchichicbeauty Lips @sugarpill
So incredibly proud of you and everything you’re accomplishing @pupscritch 🐾🖤 Go watch him kill it (and maybe set himself on fire) on @hothaustv on @outtv 🔪🔥 📸 @byronjgamble Gown, hair, jewelry, Scritch’s look and edit by me Bulldog harness @mrsleather Face @dermablendpro @meltcosmetics Eyes @inglot_cosmetics @kimchichicbeauty Lips @sugarpill
So incredibly proud of you and everything you’re accomplishing @pupscritch 🐾🖤 Go watch him kill it (and maybe set himself on fire) on @hothaustv on @outtv 🔪🔥 📸 @byronjgamble Gown, hair, jewelry, Scritch’s look and edit by me Bulldog harness @mrsleather Face @dermablendpro @meltcosmetics Eyes @inglot_cosmetics @kimchichicbeauty Lips @sugarpill
So incredibly proud of you and everything you’re accomplishing @pupscritch 🐾🖤 Go watch him kill it (and maybe set himself on fire) on @hothaustv on @outtv 🔪🔥 📸 @byronjgamble Gown, hair, jewelry, Scritch’s look and edit by me Bulldog harness @mrsleather Face @dermablendpro @meltcosmetics Eyes @inglot_cosmetics @kimchichicbeauty Lips @sugarpill
So incredibly proud of you and everything you’re accomplishing @pupscritch 🐾🖤 Go watch him kill it (and maybe set himself on fire) on @hothaustv on @outtv 🔪🔥 📸 @byronjgamble Gown, hair, jewelry, Scritch’s look and edit by me Bulldog harness @mrsleather Face @dermablendpro @meltcosmetics Eyes @inglot_cosmetics @kimchichicbeauty Lips @sugarpill
So incredibly proud of you and everything you’re accomplishing @pupscritch 🐾🖤 Go watch him kill it (and maybe set himself on fire) on @hothaustv on @outtv 🔪🔥 📸 @byronjgamble Gown, hair, jewelry, Scritch’s look and edit by me Bulldog harness @mrsleather Face @dermablendpro @meltcosmetics Eyes @inglot_cosmetics @kimchichicbeauty Lips @sugarpill
On this Trans Day of Visibility I allow myself the same grace in my transition as I give to others. The grace to exist on my terms. To wake up every day and choose Vander. Its been about 5 years since I last shared an image of me out of drag on my main feed. For years I’ve dreaded every repost, every tag, every anything of me as boy. I was *so* incredibly lucky to have my break into the industry as early as I did, but with that came an audience who distinctly remembers me for a very specific moment in time that has long since passed. It’s a jarring experience when so many people can only remember/think of you as the person you’ve worked so hard to get away from. Drag was the middle ground, it was the piece from that moment in my life that actually showed a glimmer of my true self. I think for that reason alone I fixated on only ever posting my drag; I wanted people to remember the Queen but forget the boy. But ultimately what I did was hide behind my drag. It’s been a long hard road but I see it now, and frankly, I’m happier with me than I’ve ever been and I just don’t want to care that much anymore. I won’t pretend to live fearlessly because this shit is scary as hell, but here’s to a life lived shamelessly 🏳️⚧️ Shot on @cinestillfilm by @sidewalkkilla 🖤 @sugarpill on the lip and @danessa_myricks on the eye ✨🖤✨
Portrait from a collaboration shoot with @pupscritch 🔪🔪🔪 📸 @byronjgamble Gown, hair, jewelry and edit by me Bulldog harness @mrsleather Face @dermablendpro @meltcosmetics Eyes @inglot_cosmetics @kimchichicbeauty Lips @sugarpill
In thunder, lightning, or in rain? 🗡 Photo @davidfrancophoto Gown and hair by me Belt @nicolettacarlone
By the pricking of my thumbs 🗡 Photo @davidfrancophoto Gown and hair by me Belt @nicolettacarlone
By the pricking of my thumbs 🗡 Photo @davidfrancophoto Gown and hair by me Belt @nicolettacarlone
By the pricking of my thumbs 🗡 Photo @davidfrancophoto Gown and hair by me Belt @nicolettacarlone
By the pricking of my thumbs 🗡 Photo @davidfrancophoto Gown and hair by me Belt @nicolettacarlone
Earlier this month celebrating Lunar New Year with the @sendnoodz family 🧧 📸 @aianashaw / edit and hair by me FACE @dermablendpro Face and Body @meltcosmetics Sculpt Stack EYES @inglot_cosmetics gel liner #77 @shroudcosmetics Dawnbreaker glitter CHEEKS @sugarpill SWAK eyeshadow LIPS @sugarpill ZERO Liquid Lip
Portrait from a collaboration shoot with @pupscritch 🔪🔪🔪 📸 @byronjgamble Gown, hair, jewelry and edit by me Bulldog harness @mrsleather Face @dermablendpro @meltcosmetics Eyes @inglot_cosmetics @kimchichicbeauty Lips @sugarpill
Earlier this month celebrating Lunar New Year with the @sendnoodz family 🧧 📸 @aianashaw and edit by me FACE @dermablendpro Face and Body @meltcosmetics Sculpt Stack EYES @inglot_cosmetics gel liner #77 @shroudcosmetics Dawnbreaker glitter CHEEKS @sugarpill SWAK eyeshadow LIPS @sugarpill ZERO Liquid Lip
@vandervonodd X @justin.atkins 🖤 Image by @justin.atkins Interview by @coeljumber Assisted by @steven.restagno Dress and headpiece by me 🖤 Eyes/Lips @sugarpill & @danessa_myricks
🔮🔮🔮 Photo @davidfrancophoto Gown and hair by me Belt @nicolettacarlone
Earlier this month celebrating Lunar New Year with the @sendnoodz family 🧧 📸 @aianashaw and edit by me FACE @dermablendpro Face and Body @meltcosmetics Sculpt Stack EYES @inglot_cosmetics gel liner #77 @shroudcosmetics Dawnbreaker glitter CHEEKS @sugarpill SWAK eyeshadow LIPS @sugarpill ZERO Liquid Lip
📸 @sidewalkkilla on @cinestillfilm
Remembering this Midnight Flight with @drago.nesa for their music video 🖤 shot by @alex_el_veterano with bts photos by @frodogaggins 🔪
Remembering this Midnight Flight with @drago.nesa for their music video 🖤 shot by @alex_el_veterano with bts photos by @frodogaggins 🔪
Remembering this Midnight Flight with @drago.nesa for their music video 🖤 shot by @alex_el_veterano with bts photos taken by @frodogaggins 🔪