I spent 9 months prepping for a natural birth.
Strict food, the epi no, yoga, swimming, hypnobirthing methods. I had a tens machine, a birthing comb, I wanted a pool birth ideally with no medication. BUT this was MY plan to stay disciplined and focused. I knew full well it could and would most likely go in a completely different direction.
When people asked me “So what’s your birth plan” I said “I am open to surrendering to the safest way for my baby boy to arrive”
I had a scan at a few days off of 40 weeks and he was completely the wrong way around and stuck as he was a little chunkier than your average and long. I did everything to try and turn him for 2 months but he said “Nah mum I wanna make an entrance out the roof, not the front door”.
I was advised to have a planned C section for the safest birth. This video was taken 5 minutes before I went down to surgery. I went into active labour the night before and feeling all the feels but mostly just excitement for us to meet our baby boy.
I guess I’m sharing this because so many people have said “Do you feel like you missed out on the birth you wanted?”
I had a birth and it was everything I wanted because I got him at the end of it, that’s all that matters 🤍🫧
Tomorrow you are a month old. It’s felt like one long best day of my entire life.
Mummy and Daddy love you more than anything in this world baby boy.
And if you have followed my journey you would have often shared in my pain. Please join me in sharing in my joy. 🌈🌌
Can’t stop 🥹
For sure broke the 🛏️
Thank you big sis for capturing these 📸 @hannah.macgregor.photo.film
Mans like…
Sky Safir Cornish Colman 🐻🌈☁️🌅⚡️☔️🌌
I now go on tour around the house, singing to my favourite audience ever 🌻 𝓼𝓾𝓷𝓯𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻
Still pregnant
Still singing
Still hyped my little titties are now filling a size L bra
Still can’t believe it’s real
Still my fav audience member
Still need to pee
Still doing my epi no (IYKYK) 😂
Ah f*** it. 🤤 I can’t keep secreetssssss with ALL AH DIS LOVEEEE INSIDE OF MEEEE 😭🥹
Happy 1st 🇩🇰 Father’s day baby • Damn it looks good on youuuu 😍🫧🤍
1. I am 35 years old tomorrow and this is the best birthday gift I will ever get 🌈🤰🏻
2. Hide and seek gone wrong
3. My Mum playing with my Dads water bottle
4. My Mum turning me into her art project / strawberry Froyo
5. Making my nephew laugh is one of my favourite things
6. My Mum has the softest hands in the world
7. Right before the 🌧️
8. 👯♀️
9. Fresh air does wonders 34
1. I am 35 years old tomorrow and this is the best birthday gift I will ever get 🌈🤰🏻
2. Hide and seek gone wrong
3. My Mum playing with my Dads water bottle
4. My Mum turning me into her art project / strawberry Froyo
5. Making my nephew laugh is one of my favourite things
6. My Mum has the softest hands in the world
7. Right before the 🌧️
8. 👯♀️
9. Fresh air does wonders 34
1. I am 35 years old tomorrow and this is the best birthday gift I will ever get 🌈🤰🏻
2. Hide and seek gone wrong
3. My Mum playing with my Dads water bottle
4. My Mum turning me into her art project / strawberry Froyo
5. Making my nephew laugh is one of my favourite things
6. My Mum has the softest hands in the world
7. Right before the 🌧️
8. 👯♀️
9. Fresh air does wonders 34
1. I am 35 years old tomorrow and this is the best birthday gift I will ever get 🌈🤰🏻
2. Hide and seek gone wrong
3. My Mum playing with my Dads water bottle
4. My Mum turning me into her art project / strawberry Froyo
5. Making my nephew laugh is one of my favourite things
6. My Mum has the softest hands in the world
7. Right before the 🌧️
8. 👯♀️
9. Fresh air does wonders 34
1. I am 35 years old tomorrow and this is the best birthday gift I will ever get 🌈🤰🏻
2. Hide and seek gone wrong
3. My Mum playing with my Dads water bottle
4. My Mum turning me into her art project / strawberry Froyo
5. Making my nephew laugh is one of my favourite things
6. My Mum has the softest hands in the world
7. Right before the 🌧️
8. 👯♀️
9. Fresh air does wonders 34
1. I am 35 years old tomorrow and this is the best birthday gift I will ever get 🌈🤰🏻
2. Hide and seek gone wrong
3. My Mum playing with my Dads water bottle
4. My Mum turning me into her art project / strawberry Froyo
5. Making my nephew laugh is one of my favourite things
6. My Mum has the softest hands in the world
7. Right before the 🌧️
8. 👯♀️
9. Fresh air does wonders 34
1. I am 35 years old tomorrow and this is the best birthday gift I will ever get 🌈🤰🏻
2. Hide and seek gone wrong
3. My Mum playing with my Dads water bottle
4. My Mum turning me into her art project / strawberry Froyo
5. Making my nephew laugh is one of my favourite things
6. My Mum has the softest hands in the world
7. Right before the 🌧️
8. 👯♀️
9. Fresh air does wonders 34
1. I am 35 years old tomorrow and this is the best birthday gift I will ever get 🌈🤰🏻
2. Hide and seek gone wrong
3. My Mum playing with my Dads water bottle
4. My Mum turning me into her art project / strawberry Froyo
5. Making my nephew laugh is one of my favourite things
6. My Mum has the softest hands in the world
7. Right before the 🌧️
8. 👯♀️
9. Fresh air does wonders 34
1. I am 35 years old tomorrow and this is the best birthday gift I will ever get 🌈🤰🏻
2. Hide and seek gone wrong
3. My Mum playing with my Dads water bottle
4. My Mum turning me into her art project / strawberry Froyo
5. Making my nephew laugh is one of my favourite things
6. My Mum has the softest hands in the world
7. Right before the 🌧️
8. 👯♀️
9. Fresh air does wonders 34
“I don’t want no fancy fancy pictures, no retouching. I want to look back at these and remember this time exactly as I looked and felt”
📸 Big sis @hannah.macgregor.photo.film 🫂 Natural habitat
Please be looking for the exit 🗺️📍🥹
Grief is honestly a shitty, weird and very personal journey.
It can come up and swallow us whole when we least expect it. It’s not something you can prepare for or practice. It’s something so many of us have in common but have to navigate so uniquely and so often goes unspoken. Just something that lives beneath the surface or in a cloud in our minds. It can be so consuming and dark and lonely.
I’m hugging you.
Home stretch at home stretching
📸 • Big sis @hannah.macgregor.photo.film
This was the song that was actually playing in this moment LOUD 🔊🔊🔊
☁️💜💕 Heaven bound 💕💜☁️
Those shoes didn’t stand a chance 😂
@louisyorkmusic feat me video coming 3rd May • Link in bio to stream the song 🌎
Full video for ☁️💜💕Heaven Bound 💕💜☁️
Out now… Grab a mic and get singing. That’s what this one is all about. SANGING.
Link in my bio ☁️
Love you @louisyorkmusic 🌎
The lightest kids ball with the tiniest finger holes and my shirts fault 100% 🎳😂 𝕃𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕣
Love these guys and love this song • Go stream Heaven Bound now if you haven’t already and if you have. Appreciate the love 🤍 Link in my bio 🤍
