Robbie Williams Instagram – My documentary is about to come out. I’m realising I may have invested emotionally into something that will probably turn out to be fantasy.
Rather dramatically, I do admit. The other night I thought to myself ‘’Oh maybe I’ll be ‘’seen’’ for the first time’’. That’s another term I can’t stand, but for now I can’t think of another way to describe it. So I guess that’s why it’s so popular in the term world.
I’ve always been at the mercy of someone else’s or something else’s narrative. The who I am has also been misrepresented by me. Sometimes on purpose sometimes by mistake. Either way who I am ‘’Out there’’ is a bit of a shit show.
For example: Today’s encounter with a nice shop owner. I really liked him straight away. He felt pleasantly familiar and I guess I to him. As I left he said ‘’You are lovely in real life. I saw you do an interview for Swiss TV and I hated you’’ The ‘’hated you’’ was said with such passion too.
So, do I have a chance to be ‘’seen’’ for the first time? Yeah. Do I have more of a chance of being shat on? Well, historically that’s a big yes.
I didn’t know I had the need to be ‘’Seen’’ but I guess I do now. Apologies for using that word.And so many times.
All I wanted from the Doc at the start was for it to be Good. We’ve achieved it and may I say that is very little to do with me. Joe Pearlman-the director has Fucking rocked it. And I am very very very grateful that he chose to shine his particular genius in my direction. make a note of his name. He’s going to dominate for a very long time.
Everybody’s story is an epic. Mine no more than yours. It’s all in the telling.
Will I be seen or will I have some brand new grudges for my grudge rucksack?
We’ll find out very soon.
Norma Desmond
Namaste ❤️🙏 | Posted on 27/Oct/2023 18:30:02