Robbie Williams Instagram – Im on a plane again. Just left my family. They were ALL crying this time. Well, Not Charlie. He hugs but doesn’t cry. Even Beau the 4 year old joined in. There was a call from his nursery today.’’Is something going on at your house because Beau has been upset? Something about his Dad leaving?’’ Fortunately, the reason is less like a country song and more like, well, Exactly like his popstar dad is off to do that thing he does for a while. It’s the first time he’s joined in with the girls and their tears. It feels good to be needed. It feels good to mean that much to them. It feels good to be loved. Alas I do know that pretty soon when the teenage years happen they’ll probably cry at the thought of me coming back. But for now, im pretty epic in their eyes and that feels fully epic in my soul. Mummy has really struggled this time. She always does when I leave but her whole day and the thoughts in it were centred around me not being there for longer than she would like. And this caused a great sadness. Ayda was sad last week too. She would say ‘’Boozy, I can’t believe you’re going to go away soon’’ I look over and her face is full of vulnerability and on the verge of tears. I would say ‘’We have to deal with the right now. And right now it’s 9.50 pm, it’s Thursday and im sat in this car with you’’ This helps her in the moment, It doesn’t extinguish all the fearful thoughts she may have. But I can see her try to pull herself together and be a ‘’Big girl’’ Me? Well, Im on a mission. I leave to provide. I leave, to provide, so there’s something to come back to. And that ‘’something’’ on all fronts has a magic way bigger than my tiny mind can process. Im a very lucky man.Possibly the luckiest. With Gratitude To my family And to those about to come and see me perform Robert ❤️🙏