Steven Ogg Instagram – MY ODE 2 NYC
You had me
for 20 years
saw me with no money
watched as I faxed
the changes in you
became changes in me.
You broke me
raised me up
battered me about
provided so much
and then took it all away.
Your in-your-face-anger
then
Your in-your-face-anger
today
draining me as always.
You visited my first apartment;
with the 3AM garbage trucks.
We sweated like never before
that first humid summer;
urine fumes filled the air.
You saw me cycle everywhere
went through a cab windshield
doored too many times
smashed cars with our chain
that weekend in jail.
We walked 90 minutes
to acting class
dead of winter
from the village
to UES
to save money for bagel/coffee.
We returned to Olive Garden
to pack away
the free breadsticks
to later have for our dinner.
Haunted by your streets
visiting this and that
“It happened there…”
“Here is where we…”
Once overwhelming
unable to visit
the weight of your ghosts
the 20 years
the pains
now lightened
now okay
with this different hand
in mine;
comforting/strengthening
watching
your heavy calloused hand
disappear down 9th Avenue.
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