Jacob,
I can’t believe I’m writing this right now. I can’t believe I have to live in a world without you in it. I’m so mad at you, mad you let this happen, mad I can’t pick up the phone and call you, mad you won’t be leaving me anymore long voicemails or cooking me anymore midnight meals. I’m mad you won’t get to walk me down the aisle when I get married and I’m mad that I won’t ever get another hug from you, my favorite person. You helped me through some of the hardest times of my life. Believed in me when I was just barely starting to break into my industry. Took care of me when I was a mess of a person, broken, and alone. You would never let me be down for long. You would let me cry and remind me of my worth and that I still had so much to do in this life, I just can’t believe I gotta do it without you. We had each other always. We spent most of our 20s living together in run down apartments cuz that’s all we could afford and we still had a blast. You let me body paint you when I wanted to practice as long as I’d buy you some beers, you taught me how to properly cook chicken, lol, you would have given me the shirt off your back if I needed it, no questions asked. You loved me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love is and what friendship really means. You were so much more than my roommate. You became my family. I’m gonna think about you everyday and miss you so badly but I know you’re gonna be with me, watching over me until we meet again. Rest easy my friend. 🕊️🙏🏼💔
Jacob,
I can’t believe I’m writing this right now. I can’t believe I have to live in a world without you in it. I’m so mad at you, mad you let this happen, mad I can’t pick up the phone and call you, mad you won’t be leaving me anymore long voicemails or cooking me anymore midnight meals. I’m mad you won’t get to walk me down the aisle when I get married and I’m mad that I won’t ever get another hug from you, my favorite person. You helped me through some of the hardest times of my life. Believed in me when I was just barely starting to break into my industry. Took care of me when I was a mess of a person, broken, and alone. You would never let me be down for long. You would let me cry and remind me of my worth and that I still had so much to do in this life, I just can’t believe I gotta do it without you. We had each other always. We spent most of our 20s living together in run down apartments cuz that’s all we could afford and we still had a blast. You let me body paint you when I wanted to practice as long as I’d buy you some beers, you taught me how to properly cook chicken, lol, you would have given me the shirt off your back if I needed it, no questions asked. You loved me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love is and what friendship really means. You were so much more than my roommate. You became my family. I’m gonna think about you everyday and miss you so badly but I know you’re gonna be with me, watching over me until we meet again. Rest easy my friend. 🕊️🙏🏼💔
Jacob,
I can’t believe I’m writing this right now. I can’t believe I have to live in a world without you in it. I’m so mad at you, mad you let this happen, mad I can’t pick up the phone and call you, mad you won’t be leaving me anymore long voicemails or cooking me anymore midnight meals. I’m mad you won’t get to walk me down the aisle when I get married and I’m mad that I won’t ever get another hug from you, my favorite person. You helped me through some of the hardest times of my life. Believed in me when I was just barely starting to break into my industry. Took care of me when I was a mess of a person, broken, and alone. You would never let me be down for long. You would let me cry and remind me of my worth and that I still had so much to do in this life, I just can’t believe I gotta do it without you. We had each other always. We spent most of our 20s living together in run down apartments cuz that’s all we could afford and we still had a blast. You let me body paint you when I wanted to practice as long as I’d buy you some beers, you taught me how to properly cook chicken, lol, you would have given me the shirt off your back if I needed it, no questions asked. You loved me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love is and what friendship really means. You were so much more than my roommate. You became my family. I’m gonna think about you everyday and miss you so badly but I know you’re gonna be with me, watching over me until we meet again. Rest easy my friend. 🕊️🙏🏼💔
Jacob,
I can’t believe I’m writing this right now. I can’t believe I have to live in a world without you in it. I’m so mad at you, mad you let this happen, mad I can’t pick up the phone and call you, mad you won’t be leaving me anymore long voicemails or cooking me anymore midnight meals. I’m mad you won’t get to walk me down the aisle when I get married and I’m mad that I won’t ever get another hug from you, my favorite person. You helped me through some of the hardest times of my life. Believed in me when I was just barely starting to break into my industry. Took care of me when I was a mess of a person, broken, and alone. You would never let me be down for long. You would let me cry and remind me of my worth and that I still had so much to do in this life, I just can’t believe I gotta do it without you. We had each other always. We spent most of our 20s living together in run down apartments cuz that’s all we could afford and we still had a blast. You let me body paint you when I wanted to practice as long as I’d buy you some beers, you taught me how to properly cook chicken, lol, you would have given me the shirt off your back if I needed it, no questions asked. You loved me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love is and what friendship really means. You were so much more than my roommate. You became my family. I’m gonna think about you everyday and miss you so badly but I know you’re gonna be with me, watching over me until we meet again. Rest easy my friend. 🕊️🙏🏼💔
Jacob,
I can’t believe I’m writing this right now. I can’t believe I have to live in a world without you in it. I’m so mad at you, mad you let this happen, mad I can’t pick up the phone and call you, mad you won’t be leaving me anymore long voicemails or cooking me anymore midnight meals. I’m mad you won’t get to walk me down the aisle when I get married and I’m mad that I won’t ever get another hug from you, my favorite person. You helped me through some of the hardest times of my life. Believed in me when I was just barely starting to break into my industry. Took care of me when I was a mess of a person, broken, and alone. You would never let me be down for long. You would let me cry and remind me of my worth and that I still had so much to do in this life, I just can’t believe I gotta do it without you. We had each other always. We spent most of our 20s living together in run down apartments cuz that’s all we could afford and we still had a blast. You let me body paint you when I wanted to practice as long as I’d buy you some beers, you taught me how to properly cook chicken, lol, you would have given me the shirt off your back if I needed it, no questions asked. You loved me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love is and what friendship really means. You were so much more than my roommate. You became my family. I’m gonna think about you everyday and miss you so badly but I know you’re gonna be with me, watching over me until we meet again. Rest easy my friend. 🕊️🙏🏼💔
Jacob,
I can’t believe I’m writing this right now. I can’t believe I have to live in a world without you in it. I’m so mad at you, mad you let this happen, mad I can’t pick up the phone and call you, mad you won’t be leaving me anymore long voicemails or cooking me anymore midnight meals. I’m mad you won’t get to walk me down the aisle when I get married and I’m mad that I won’t ever get another hug from you, my favorite person. You helped me through some of the hardest times of my life. Believed in me when I was just barely starting to break into my industry. Took care of me when I was a mess of a person, broken, and alone. You would never let me be down for long. You would let me cry and remind me of my worth and that I still had so much to do in this life, I just can’t believe I gotta do it without you. We had each other always. We spent most of our 20s living together in run down apartments cuz that’s all we could afford and we still had a blast. You let me body paint you when I wanted to practice as long as I’d buy you some beers, you taught me how to properly cook chicken, lol, you would have given me the shirt off your back if I needed it, no questions asked. You loved me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love is and what friendship really means. You were so much more than my roommate. You became my family. I’m gonna think about you everyday and miss you so badly but I know you’re gonna be with me, watching over me until we meet again. Rest easy my friend. 🕊️🙏🏼💔
Jacob,
I can’t believe I’m writing this right now. I can’t believe I have to live in a world without you in it. I’m so mad at you, mad you let this happen, mad I can’t pick up the phone and call you, mad you won’t be leaving me anymore long voicemails or cooking me anymore midnight meals. I’m mad you won’t get to walk me down the aisle when I get married and I’m mad that I won’t ever get another hug from you, my favorite person. You helped me through some of the hardest times of my life. Believed in me when I was just barely starting to break into my industry. Took care of me when I was a mess of a person, broken, and alone. You would never let me be down for long. You would let me cry and remind me of my worth and that I still had so much to do in this life, I just can’t believe I gotta do it without you. We had each other always. We spent most of our 20s living together in run down apartments cuz that’s all we could afford and we still had a blast. You let me body paint you when I wanted to practice as long as I’d buy you some beers, you taught me how to properly cook chicken, lol, you would have given me the shirt off your back if I needed it, no questions asked. You loved me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love is and what friendship really means. You were so much more than my roommate. You became my family. I’m gonna think about you everyday and miss you so badly but I know you’re gonna be with me, watching over me until we meet again. Rest easy my friend. 🕊️🙏🏼💔
Jacob,
I can’t believe I’m writing this right now. I can’t believe I have to live in a world without you in it. I’m so mad at you, mad you let this happen, mad I can’t pick up the phone and call you, mad you won’t be leaving me anymore long voicemails or cooking me anymore midnight meals. I’m mad you won’t get to walk me down the aisle when I get married and I’m mad that I won’t ever get another hug from you, my favorite person. You helped me through some of the hardest times of my life. Believed in me when I was just barely starting to break into my industry. Took care of me when I was a mess of a person, broken, and alone. You would never let me be down for long. You would let me cry and remind me of my worth and that I still had so much to do in this life, I just can’t believe I gotta do it without you. We had each other always. We spent most of our 20s living together in run down apartments cuz that’s all we could afford and we still had a blast. You let me body paint you when I wanted to practice as long as I’d buy you some beers, you taught me how to properly cook chicken, lol, you would have given me the shirt off your back if I needed it, no questions asked. You loved me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love is and what friendship really means. You were so much more than my roommate. You became my family. I’m gonna think about you everyday and miss you so badly but I know you’re gonna be with me, watching over me until we meet again. Rest easy my friend. 🕊️🙏🏼💔
Jacob,
I can’t believe I’m writing this right now. I can’t believe I have to live in a world without you in it. I’m so mad at you, mad you let this happen, mad I can’t pick up the phone and call you, mad you won’t be leaving me anymore long voicemails or cooking me anymore midnight meals. I’m mad you won’t get to walk me down the aisle when I get married and I’m mad that I won’t ever get another hug from you, my favorite person. You helped me through some of the hardest times of my life. Believed in me when I was just barely starting to break into my industry. Took care of me when I was a mess of a person, broken, and alone. You would never let me be down for long. You would let me cry and remind me of my worth and that I still had so much to do in this life, I just can’t believe I gotta do it without you. We had each other always. We spent most of our 20s living together in run down apartments cuz that’s all we could afford and we still had a blast. You let me body paint you when I wanted to practice as long as I’d buy you some beers, you taught me how to properly cook chicken, lol, you would have given me the shirt off your back if I needed it, no questions asked. You loved me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love is and what friendship really means. You were so much more than my roommate. You became my family. I’m gonna think about you everyday and miss you so badly but I know you’re gonna be with me, watching over me until we meet again. Rest easy my friend. 🕊️🙏🏼💔
Jacob,
I can’t believe I’m writing this right now. I can’t believe I have to live in a world without you in it. I’m so mad at you, mad you let this happen, mad I can’t pick up the phone and call you, mad you won’t be leaving me anymore long voicemails or cooking me anymore midnight meals. I’m mad you won’t get to walk me down the aisle when I get married and I’m mad that I won’t ever get another hug from you, my favorite person. You helped me through some of the hardest times of my life. Believed in me when I was just barely starting to break into my industry. Took care of me when I was a mess of a person, broken, and alone. You would never let me be down for long. You would let me cry and remind me of my worth and that I still had so much to do in this life, I just can’t believe I gotta do it without you. We had each other always. We spent most of our 20s living together in run down apartments cuz that’s all we could afford and we still had a blast. You let me body paint you when I wanted to practice as long as I’d buy you some beers, you taught me how to properly cook chicken, lol, you would have given me the shirt off your back if I needed it, no questions asked. You loved me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love is and what friendship really means. You were so much more than my roommate. You became my family. I’m gonna think about you everyday and miss you so badly but I know you’re gonna be with me, watching over me until we meet again. Rest easy my friend. 🕊️🙏🏼💔
I am overwhelmed by the support and response to my post yesterday!!! Thank you all for all the comments and likes and reposts and DMs! Truly I feel so blessed! This photoshoot was so special and important to me, especially because I knew I wanted to look and FEEL my best for it. I wanted to take a second to say a very special thank you to a few people who made it possible…
@thedustinbaker absolutely slayed my hair, gave me these inches and suggested this wave which made me feel like a goddess! You’re the best baby!!
@maxbronner , these photos came out perfect! Thank you for making me feel so comfortable and capturing this very special milestone in my career so beautifully. You are a star and I love seeing you grow your photography career. I’m so proud to be your friend!
@theplusbusboutique never disappoints, and this white suit is proof of that! I needed a white power suit last minute and the owner Marcy put SEVERAL options aside for me to come try on that day! As a plus size person, you know we hardly ever have options, but plus bus is my go-to spot for any event I have because I always find what I came for, and more! 😉
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Merry Christmas ya filthy animal 🎄
the most wonderful time of the year 🎄
Hair: @thedustinbaker
Outfit: @theplusbusboutique
@michellevisage looked incredible last night for NYC @rupaulsdragrace Season 16 Premiere hosted by @viivhealthcare ❤️🌹💋
Makeup by me
Hair @hisvintagetouch
Wardrobe @artconn2
@michellevisage looked incredible last night for NYC @rupaulsdragrace Season 16 Premiere hosted by @viivhealthcare ❤️🌹💋
Makeup by me
Hair @hisvintagetouch
Wardrobe @artconn2
Dinner parties in December ❄️ 🍝 🍸
Dinner parties in December ❄️ 🍝 🍸
Dinner parties in December ❄️ 🍝 🍸
Dinner parties in December ❄️ 🍝 🍸
Dinner parties in December ❄️ 🍝 🍸
Dinner parties in December ❄️ 🍝 🍸
Glam on the beautiful @emilysears tonight ❄️✨💖
My beautiful bride!! @reginapetrav
Peachy soft glam 🍑 👰♀️ 💒
My beautiful bride!! @reginapetrav
Peachy soft glam 🍑 👰♀️ 💒
