Some things you let go in order to live
📸 Andreas Neubauer #flashbackfriday
Gee, thanks for the “memories” iPhone 😂
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#valarmorghulis #gameofthrones #winteriscoming #bts
Time ain’t nothing but time
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#curlyhair #dontcare
ocktoberfest in München 📸 Andreas Neubauer #fromthearchives
#Repost @andycaldwell (link to LIKE A GHOST in bio)
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That day we were in the studio recording the vocals for ‘Like A Ghost’ w/ @esmebianco🎙
#Repost @andycaldwell (link to LIKE A GHOST in bio)
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That day we were in the studio recording the vocals for ‘Like A Ghost’ w/ @esmebianco🎙
#Repost @andycaldwell (link to LIKE A GHOST in bio)
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That day we were in the studio recording the vocals for ‘Like A Ghost’ w/ @esmebianco🎙
Bewitched🕷#halloween
🖤 This post is not intended to glamorize depression. It’s intention is to show you that behind every image there hides a story 🖤 In this photo I have on a full face of makeup as I’d just stepped off stage after performing a sold out burlesque show. My career was flourishing, but behind the smiles and sparkles I was deeply unhappy. I was suffering horrendous panic attacks numerous times a day, to the point that either leaving or returning to my home would trigger an episode. My eyelashes had begun to fall out from stress. I couldn’t eat without crippling stomach pain. I was in an abusive relationship although I had idea at the time what was happening to me. I actually sent this photo to my abuser as a cry for help, hoping he would see my suffering and do something, but of course he did not. I contemplated suicide but having lost several friends and my aunt to suicide I knew that I couldn’t do it, and for that I was incredibly angry. It was one of the darkest times of my entire life and I feel very lucky to have survived. But survive I did.
I know right now someone is reading this who is feeling like I did back then. I want you to know you are not alone. You matter. You are needed on this earth, even if you don’t know the reason why just yet. I know it’s dark and very, very lonely where you are. But I hope that somehow you find the strength to hold on until tomorrow. Don’t be afraid to reach out for help, the support is there for YOU and there is no shame in asking for it. Please take care of yourselves and one another, now more than ever we need to reach out a hand with love and compassion #worldsuicidepreventionday #youmatter #mentalhealthawareness #domesticviolenceawareness
Prying open my third eye 👁 In recent months I have been dedicating myself to a practice of opening my third eye, and it has been so illuminating. It’s revealing so much about who I am, the nature of the universe, and given me exceptional clarity about people and situations who are no longer serving me. I am so grateful for this journey 🙏🏻
Sneak peek of my vocals on @andycaldwell hauntingly beautiful new single LIKE A GHOST. Available for pre-save now, link in bio
For my will is as strong as yours, and my kingdom is as great 📸 @krulaportraitphotographer
#2021 straight out the gate
*Link in bio* For the first time I am sharing my full, unedited testimony about my experience as a #domesticviolence survivor. This testimony was given to the CA Assembly last year in support of #ThePhoenixAct a bill I co-created to extend the statute of limitations on domestic violence crimes
Today was sponsored by @alanis 💕🙏🏻
LIKE A GHOST featuring Esmé Bianco is the first single from @andycaldwell upcoming album Genesis, and it’s out now! Link in bio
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#housemusic #techno #melodictechno #got #deephouse #songwriter #electronicmusic #andycaldwell
*TODAY* Cosmic Balcony on Clubhouse, May 27th 1-3pm PST. Link in bio 🔥
I’m delighted to be sharing my poetry publicly for the first time as part of a collaborative performance with the exceptional @christenlien 🔥🎻🖋Join us for Phoenix Rising: a journey of spoken word and music, as we explore what it means to rise from the ashes together. With guest poet @steveconnell
New Album- Puscifer “Existential Reckoning” Fri, Oct 30th. Album Download Codes can be purchased at www.puscifer.com Live Band- @matmitchell @carinaround @gunbuns @septimuswarren #maynardjameskeenan
Studio Band- @matmitchell @carinaround @gunbuns @septimuswarren @pillowpersonpp @esmebianco #maynardjameskeenan #puscifer2020 #arcosanti #existentialreckoning
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Photographed by @itstroyjensen
Glam @itstroyjensen
Produced by @jarekaddison
Styling @itstroyjensen with jewels from @socialbutterflieslosangeles
#valentines
