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Jessica Lu Instagram - April 18th chronicles: 2022/2021/2020

- Everest pulled on my hair and nipples all day and screamed when I told her looooovingly to stop
- Roughly 9 months of non-stop puking but went outside to take a preg pic for the gram
- shit like this is what got me in this situation in the first place 

(thx for all the bday luv 🥹)
Jessica Lu Instagram - April 18th chronicles: 2022/2021/2020

- Everest pulled on my hair and nipples all day and screamed when I told her looooovingly to stop
- Roughly 9 months of non-stop puking but went outside to take a preg pic for the gram
- shit like this is what got me in this situation in the first place 

(thx for all the bday luv 🥹)
Jessica Lu Instagram - April 18th chronicles: 2022/2021/2020

- Everest pulled on my hair and nipples all day and screamed when I told her looooovingly to stop
- Roughly 9 months of non-stop puking but went outside to take a preg pic for the gram
- shit like this is what got me in this situation in the first place 

(thx for all the bday luv 🥹)
Jessica Lu Instagram - 10.14.1958-10.14.2023 
Happy birthday, mommy. For as long as I can remember, you were so excited to turn 65 so you could get Medicare. You did it. I’m so proud of you. I absolutely loved and cherished being your daughter and friend. When it’s my time I’m going to find you, okay? I promise. ❤️3
Jessica Lu Instagram - 8 years with you. 🥺❤️

* NOTTTTT PREGNANT * 

#dubbyandmarie
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. I wore the dress you got me two Christmases ago. I’m sorry I tried to donate it, you were right, it was really pretty. Wish you could have seen it on me. ❤️9
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. I wore the dress you got me two Christmases ago. I’m sorry I tried to donate it, you were right, it was really pretty. Wish you could have seen it on me. ❤️9
Jessica Lu Instagram - happy #internationalwomensday to these two ladies who are my life’s biggest teachers 

1st pic by @lesliealejandro on Mama Lu’s birthday, 2nd pic by @jschramer on Evy’s 100th day birthday, 3rd pic by yours truly lollll💃🏻🤷🏻‍♀️ #threegenerations
Jessica Lu Instagram - happy #internationalwomensday to these two ladies who are my life’s biggest teachers 

1st pic by @lesliealejandro on Mama Lu’s birthday, 2nd pic by @jschramer on Evy’s 100th day birthday, 3rd pic by yours truly lollll💃🏻🤷🏻‍♀️ #threegenerations
Jessica Lu Instagram - happy #internationalwomensday to these two ladies who are my life’s biggest teachers 

1st pic by @lesliealejandro on Mama Lu’s birthday, 2nd pic by @jschramer on Evy’s 100th day birthday, 3rd pic by yours truly lollll💃🏻🤷🏻‍♀️ #threegenerations
Jessica Lu Instagram - When I said I wanted to look like a snack I should have been more specific.
Jessica Lu Instagram - When I said I wanted to look like a snack I should have been more specific.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. It was my birthday yesterday. My first birthday without you. Which is a terrible way to frame it. So here’s to trying to put a lovelier spin to it, for my own sanity. It’s my 10th birthday with Christian. It’s my 4th (is that right?) birthday with Evy. No, 3rd. She’ll be 3 in a couple weeks, I can’t believe it. She’s so smart and sweet and weird. I’ve never seen a toddler give adults shit the way she does, she’ll do anything for a laugh. We went to Taiwan and lived with Kathy and Rodney for a month. The shit Evy gave Kathy… 😝 and to your friends who I got to meet for the first time. It was bittersweet. Also mom, omg, I was able to speak mandarin like 80% of the time! I thought I lost it but it all came back and it felt really incredible. I felt like superwoman and Evy started speaking mandarin too. It was so cute, you would have lost your mind. If you had taken us to Taiwan I wouldn’t have known my potential. Which is just another gut punch I guess. That I have to just keep on keeping on with my potential and not rely on you so much. I miss you so much. We all do. ❤️ 188
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. It was my birthday yesterday. My first birthday without you. Which is a terrible way to frame it. So here’s to trying to put a lovelier spin to it, for my own sanity. It’s my 10th birthday with Christian. It’s my 4th (is that right?) birthday with Evy. No, 3rd. She’ll be 3 in a couple weeks, I can’t believe it. She’s so smart and sweet and weird. I’ve never seen a toddler give adults shit the way she does, she’ll do anything for a laugh. We went to Taiwan and lived with Kathy and Rodney for a month. The shit Evy gave Kathy… 😝 and to your friends who I got to meet for the first time. It was bittersweet. Also mom, omg, I was able to speak mandarin like 80% of the time! I thought I lost it but it all came back and it felt really incredible. I felt like superwoman and Evy started speaking mandarin too. It was so cute, you would have lost your mind. If you had taken us to Taiwan I wouldn’t have known my potential. Which is just another gut punch I guess. That I have to just keep on keeping on with my potential and not rely on you so much. I miss you so much. We all do. ❤️ 188
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. It was my birthday yesterday. My first birthday without you. Which is a terrible way to frame it. So here’s to trying to put a lovelier spin to it, for my own sanity. It’s my 10th birthday with Christian. It’s my 4th (is that right?) birthday with Evy. No, 3rd. She’ll be 3 in a couple weeks, I can’t believe it. She’s so smart and sweet and weird. I’ve never seen a toddler give adults shit the way she does, she’ll do anything for a laugh. We went to Taiwan and lived with Kathy and Rodney for a month. The shit Evy gave Kathy… 😝 and to your friends who I got to meet for the first time. It was bittersweet. Also mom, omg, I was able to speak mandarin like 80% of the time! I thought I lost it but it all came back and it felt really incredible. I felt like superwoman and Evy started speaking mandarin too. It was so cute, you would have lost your mind. If you had taken us to Taiwan I wouldn’t have known my potential. Which is just another gut punch I guess. That I have to just keep on keeping on with my potential and not rely on you so much. I miss you so much. We all do. ❤️ 188
Jessica Lu Instagram - He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.
Jessica Lu Instagram - He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.
Jessica Lu Instagram - He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.
Jessica Lu Instagram - He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Jessica Lu Instagram - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Jessica Lu Instagram - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Jessica Lu Instagram - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Jessica Lu Instagram - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Jessica Lu Instagram - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. For the first time in my entire life, I don’t know where you are. Everyone told me before you left and also after that, I would be able to feel you with me always. Everyone is a liar. You were always immediately reachable, even when you lived in Seoul. We kept each other on FaceTime and sometimes weren’t even in the same room as our phones. I could always call out to you and you would respond. But you didn’t check instagram everyday, so I’d get your likes a few days later, without fail. So for now, I’m just posting, waiting for your likes, waiting for anything. Are you with Lucky?  Your ashes were hand delivered to me yesterday. ❤️24
Jessica Lu Instagram - One year ago today we took Mama Lu to the ER. We found her in her apartment, and I thought she had had a stroke. I don’t remember why we went to her apartment at all. Maybe gut feeling? All I remember is the doctor telling us a few days after her emergency brain surgery that if we hadn’t taken her to the ER that day she would have just … died? I’m still traumatized. That was one year ago. I was about 6 months pregnant. We had no idea about the cancer. Did you know that it was also exactly one month after Lucky suddenly died at the animal ER? … The silver linings: she made it out of the brain surgery. She made it out of the hospital. She moved in with us. Radiation went great. She started losing her hair in clumps so I helped her shave it on Easter and she 👏🏼 looks 👏🏼 fly 👏🏼 as 👏🏼 hell. I got to have my mom here with me as I solo-parented Evy for 7 months. She’s doing great right now. Like, so so great. But I’m still so traumatized. C and I were supposed to go on our mini- babymoon and by chance we went to my moms apartment. This is one of my favorite videos. Evy and LaoLao are best friends. It’s 5 minutes long and I watch it everyday. I put a glasses filter on her though so she won’t yell at me. lol She doesn’t need it, she’s so beautiful. Anyway. Time is so slow and so fast and I can only watch or read things that are funny or light or easy because a lot of things are a lot. Anyway, hope all of you out there are doing well. 💛
Jessica Lu Instagram - 😒😒😒 Not trying to be dramatic but this gloomy freezing gray weather is ruining my life. 👎🏼👎🏼👎🏼 I NEED SUN. ☀️☀️☀️
Jessica Lu Instagram - 😒😒😒 Not trying to be dramatic but this gloomy freezing gray weather is ruining my life. 👎🏼👎🏼👎🏼 I NEED SUN. ☀️☀️☀️
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Three weeks ago I told you Christian was leaving for Japan for a quick shoot and you gasped and told me that was our dream and I had to go with him. I said yeah right, how could I possibly, with you, and Everest in school. Anyway I’m here, we came, we got here early last week. Dre + Isaac came too and are helping me with Evy, who is having the time of her life. I feel so lucky to have friends who are family, but I also really wish you were here. I didn’t know this would be the last thing you told me to do. ❤️16
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Three weeks ago I told you Christian was leaving for Japan for a quick shoot and you gasped and told me that was our dream and I had to go with him. I said yeah right, how could I possibly, with you, and Everest in school. Anyway I’m here, we came, we got here early last week. Dre + Isaac came too and are helping me with Evy, who is having the time of her life. I feel so lucky to have friends who are family, but I also really wish you were here. I didn’t know this would be the last thing you told me to do. ❤️16
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Going home was weird. Calling it home is even weirder, because it’s not home anymore, it hasn’t been home in a very long time, and here I am, calling it home. Nothing was familiar to me, but everything had memories. Evy hurt herself (she’s fine) and she screamed for icecream (which confirmed she was fine), and Andy said the closest place was Dairy Queen. I had mixed feelings but I drove us to that very specific DQ and this teenager took my order and didn’t she know that I’ve been in this very DQ for longer than she had been alive? And Andy and I watched Evy happily eating her ice cream in silence, because if we had spoken I think we both would have cried. And we went outside and I showed Evy the building next door that is now a carpet store, and instantly I time-traveled. Inside was a bustling restaurant with tables filled, customers happily eating their food, Christmas lights, me and Andy running around screaming at each other probably, and you, around the age that I am now, smiling, laughing, and alive. ❤️91
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Going home was weird. Calling it home is even weirder, because it’s not home anymore, it hasn’t been home in a very long time, and here I am, calling it home. Nothing was familiar to me, but everything had memories. Evy hurt herself (she’s fine) and she screamed for icecream (which confirmed she was fine), and Andy said the closest place was Dairy Queen. I had mixed feelings but I drove us to that very specific DQ and this teenager took my order and didn’t she know that I’ve been in this very DQ for longer than she had been alive? And Andy and I watched Evy happily eating her ice cream in silence, because if we had spoken I think we both would have cried. And we went outside and I showed Evy the building next door that is now a carpet store, and instantly I time-traveled. Inside was a bustling restaurant with tables filled, customers happily eating their food, Christmas lights, me and Andy running around screaming at each other probably, and you, around the age that I am now, smiling, laughing, and alive. ❤️91
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Going home was weird. Calling it home is even weirder, because it’s not home anymore, it hasn’t been home in a very long time, and here I am, calling it home. Nothing was familiar to me, but everything had memories. Evy hurt herself (she’s fine) and she screamed for icecream (which confirmed she was fine), and Andy said the closest place was Dairy Queen. I had mixed feelings but I drove us to that very specific DQ and this teenager took my order and didn’t she know that I’ve been in this very DQ for longer than she had been alive? And Andy and I watched Evy happily eating her ice cream in silence, because if we had spoken I think we both would have cried. And we went outside and I showed Evy the building next door that is now a carpet store, and instantly I time-traveled. Inside was a bustling restaurant with tables filled, customers happily eating their food, Christmas lights, me and Andy running around screaming at each other probably, and you, around the age that I am now, smiling, laughing, and alive. ❤️91
Jessica Lu Instagram - 🍄🧚🏼‍♀️ full circle 🪷🐚
Jessica Lu Instagram - 🍄🧚🏼‍♀️ full circle 🪷🐚
Jessica Lu Instagram - 🍄🧚🏼‍♀️ full circle 🪷🐚
Jessica Lu Instagram - Proof of date night. Second one post-baby (apparently), first one at night (!!!) after baby goes to sleep (!!!). What a treat to get dressed up and not wear a nursing OR pumping bra and hold hands and watch a movie uninterrupted! Wowowowowow the things you took for granteddddd
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234
Jessica Lu Instagram - Dear Lucky, it’s been one whole year. What a year it’s been. The baby was born. You would have loved being her big brother. I’m not pregnant yet in this video of us but wow, it was taken 5/9/20 and wouldn’t you know it 5/9/21 was when we brought the baby home from the hospital. Her name is Everest. Mama Lu lives with us now. You would have loved that too. Another cat has been coming by, I call him Sargent Pepper. Mama Lu thinks I’m calling him Salt and Pepper. Either way, you’d hate him. You were always quite the bodyguard for us gals. I miss you, Lucky boy. Oprah says hi. 💛
Jessica Lu Instagram - Mama Lu took these photos of me with Everest yesterday. Not entirely sure how she made me look like we got a time machine but judging all the pics I have in my camera roll… Mama Lu photog > Christian Sprenger Emmy winner for photog something
Jessica Lu Instagram - Mama Lu took these photos of me with Everest yesterday. Not entirely sure how she made me look like we got a time machine but judging all the pics I have in my camera roll… Mama Lu photog > Christian Sprenger Emmy winner for photog something
Jessica Lu Instagram - Everest told me she ALSO had an LA Times interview come out yesterday and in her article she mentioned I was her favorite person and loves kissing me and can’t get enough of my boobs. Weirdo but okay. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Moment caught by Mama Lu with my 2 main gals 🥰
Jessica Lu Instagram - Mom, you’re missing everything. Everest is so smart, she’s talking a mile a minute. Last week she just suddenly started singing the song that we’ve been singing to her since she was a baby, she just started singing it in mandarin, and it killed me that you couldn’t hear it. When we got back from Japan, I got her in her own room downstairs finally and she’s sleeping in a full size mattress and she’ll fall out and then get back in and keep sleeping. She’s fully toilet trained. And she holds it all night til the morning even though I put her in a pull-up just in case. But mostly she’s so emotionally aware. When she cries, I ask her why she’s crying and she says she’s grumpy bc she doesn’t want daddy to leave to go to work. When I cry, she asks, are you happy, mommy? And I tell her I’m sad and she nods and says, okay mommy you sad now but later you happy okay? I read a book to her called Goodbye and now she walks around the house saying LaoLao died, LaoLao died, and I just am not ready for her to grow up this quickly because she’s 2 and also it means that time just keeps going. One day I’ll tell someone, oh forgive me, my brain, my mom just died, and they’ll ask me when, and I’ll realize it’s been years, and I’m not okay with that.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Mom, you’re missing everything. Everest is so smart, she’s talking a mile a minute. Last week she just suddenly started singing the song that we’ve been singing to her since she was a baby, she just started singing it in mandarin, and it killed me that you couldn’t hear it. When we got back from Japan, I got her in her own room downstairs finally and she’s sleeping in a full size mattress and she’ll fall out and then get back in and keep sleeping. She’s fully toilet trained. And she holds it all night til the morning even though I put her in a pull-up just in case. But mostly she’s so emotionally aware. When she cries, I ask her why she’s crying and she says she’s grumpy bc she doesn’t want daddy to leave to go to work. When I cry, she asks, are you happy, mommy? And I tell her I’m sad and she nods and says, okay mommy you sad now but later you happy okay? I read a book to her called Goodbye and now she walks around the house saying LaoLao died, LaoLao died, and I just am not ready for her to grow up this quickly because she’s 2 and also it means that time just keeps going. One day I’ll tell someone, oh forgive me, my brain, my mom just died, and they’ll ask me when, and I’ll realize it’s been years, and I’m not okay with that.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Hi mom. Where was this photo taken? I know it was Taiwan, I was one, you flew me there in a rush bc your dad was sick but we didn’t make it in time. You were grieving in your own way in this photo. I want to recreate this photo with Evy and I never thought to ask you where this was taken, thinking just knowing it was Taiwan would be enough. Everyone told me, ask everything, ask everything before it’s too late, and really it’s impossible bc the questions are endless. I’ll have questions until the day I die. I hope you’re with him now. ❤️ 137 

🦋 internet world, any leads on where this photo in Taiwan might be would be greatly appreciated. It might look different now, this was in 86-87. 🦋
Jessica Lu Instagram - I don’t care what all you haters keep saying, she looks like ME
Jessica Lu Instagram - 💦 🌧️💧😅
Jessica Lu Instagram - 💦 🌧️💧😅
Jessica Lu Instagram - 💦 🌧️💧😅
Jessica Lu Instagram - 💦 🌧️💧😅
Jessica Lu Instagram - 💦 🌧️💧😅
Jessica Lu Instagram - 💦 🌧️💧😅
Jessica Lu Instagram - 💦 🌧️💧😅
Jessica Lu Instagram - 💦 🌧️💧😅
Jessica Lu Instagram - 💦 🌧️💧😅
Jessica Lu Instagram - One of my fav pics and memories with my B. It was a few days after we eloped and we were road-tripping back to LA. This place had an outdoor bathtub on a large secluded lot and we locked ourselves out. No cell phones. No clothes. Oprah couldn’t open any of the windows, completely useless. There was a house up the hill in the distance and we had to use the full moon light to carefully tread over, avoiding rattlesnakes and coyotes. We got up to a very tall barbed wire fence and C made me call out, saying it was “less threatening” if I did it. In my best 12yo little girl fern gully pixie voice I called out “hellooo” and then 15 very large, very loud dogs came racing over to the fence ready to attack. There’s more to this story but lol. Anyway we survived. Happy belated Valentine’s Day to my dude, who I love so much. Can’t believe I made it on your grid. #honeymoon
Jessica Lu Instagram - Incredibly proud of my husband. Also incredibly overwhelmed with feelings. Admittedly I haven’t finished watching S3 of Atlanta but I know it’s wacky, weird, unforgettable, filled to the brim with hard work and talent all across the board. I remember being so pregnant, my morning sickness surpassing the 3 month mark, not knowing it would last up until the point I gave birth. I remember my mom getting diagnosed with a terminal illness in the middle of it. My husband was supposed to leave for Europe to finally start filming what the pandemic had delayed. And then miraculously he stayed. He helped them find another DP to take over his European episodes, and he stayed with me as I sobbed and grieved and threw up and eventually gave birth to this sweet daughter of ours. When we were five weeks into transition he had to leave for Atlanta to take over the rest of his filming duties and I stayed home, taking care of our newborn and my mother, sleep deprivation taking its toll and my hallucinations fighting to win. That’s what I think about when I think of Atlanta S3, is pain, heartbreak, death, loneliness, endless worrying, rage, but also resilience, hope, recovery. I told him that if he were to get nominated again, and if he were to win, he better thank me first because last time he thanked me last, and the music was already playing him out and nobody heard him profess his undying love for me.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Incredibly proud of my husband. Also incredibly overwhelmed with feelings. Admittedly I haven’t finished watching S3 of Atlanta but I know it’s wacky, weird, unforgettable, filled to the brim with hard work and talent all across the board. I remember being so pregnant, my morning sickness surpassing the 3 month mark, not knowing it would last up until the point I gave birth. I remember my mom getting diagnosed with a terminal illness in the middle of it. My husband was supposed to leave for Europe to finally start filming what the pandemic had delayed. And then miraculously he stayed. He helped them find another DP to take over his European episodes, and he stayed with me as I sobbed and grieved and threw up and eventually gave birth to this sweet daughter of ours. When we were five weeks into transition he had to leave for Atlanta to take over the rest of his filming duties and I stayed home, taking care of our newborn and my mother, sleep deprivation taking its toll and my hallucinations fighting to win. That’s what I think about when I think of Atlanta S3, is pain, heartbreak, death, loneliness, endless worrying, rage, but also resilience, hope, recovery. I told him that if he were to get nominated again, and if he were to win, he better thank me first because last time he thanked me last, and the music was already playing him out and nobody heard him profess his undying love for me.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Incredibly proud of my husband. Also incredibly overwhelmed with feelings. Admittedly I haven’t finished watching S3 of Atlanta but I know it’s wacky, weird, unforgettable, filled to the brim with hard work and talent all across the board. I remember being so pregnant, my morning sickness surpassing the 3 month mark, not knowing it would last up until the point I gave birth. I remember my mom getting diagnosed with a terminal illness in the middle of it. My husband was supposed to leave for Europe to finally start filming what the pandemic had delayed. And then miraculously he stayed. He helped them find another DP to take over his European episodes, and he stayed with me as I sobbed and grieved and threw up and eventually gave birth to this sweet daughter of ours. When we were five weeks into transition he had to leave for Atlanta to take over the rest of his filming duties and I stayed home, taking care of our newborn and my mother, sleep deprivation taking its toll and my hallucinations fighting to win. That’s what I think about when I think of Atlanta S3, is pain, heartbreak, death, loneliness, endless worrying, rage, but also resilience, hope, recovery. I told him that if he were to get nominated again, and if he were to win, he better thank me first because last time he thanked me last, and the music was already playing him out and nobody heard him profess his undying love for me.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Jessica Lu Instagram - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Jessica Lu Instagram - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Jessica Lu Instagram - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Jessica Lu Instagram - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Jessica Lu Instagram - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Jessica Lu Instagram - Featuring a 20 day old Everest, an engorged breast that would get clogged every week multiple times per week until about 10 months in, and a supportive husband who left to work out of state shortly after. 

Not pictured: physical healing that took about 10 months, mental healing that is still a struggle, emotional healing that is still a struggle. 

The human who has the uterus should be the one deciding if they want to and choose to do this. 

Love to all. 💛
Jessica Lu Instagram - Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!
Jessica Lu Instagram - Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!
Jessica Lu Instagram - Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!
Jessica Lu Instagram - Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!
Jessica Lu Instagram - evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄
Jessica Lu Instagram - evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄
Jessica Lu Instagram - evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄
Jessica Lu Instagram - evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄
Jessica Lu Instagram - evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄
Jessica Lu Instagram - my fav person to Dutch oven with 🥹🥰
Jessica Lu Instagram - my fav person to Dutch oven with 🥹🥰
Jessica Lu Instagram - Mama Lu took this pic of me at our Mothers Day dinner. This is the first photo taken of me in over a year without SOMEONE (not naming names but she’s staring me down this very second) also stealing my limelight. I didn’t know what to do with my free hands. Swipe to see that SOMEONES DEMANDS as retribution.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Mama Lu took this pic of me at our Mothers Day dinner. This is the first photo taken of me in over a year without SOMEONE (not naming names but she’s staring me down this very second) also stealing my limelight. I didn’t know what to do with my free hands. Swipe to see that SOMEONES DEMANDS as retribution.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Our favorite babysitter got two Emmy nominations this morning! 🥳🥹🤩
Jessica Lu Instagram - Our favorite babysitter got two Emmy nominations this morning! 🥳🥹🤩
Jessica Lu Instagram - Our favorite babysitter got two Emmy nominations this morning! 🥳🥹🤩
Jessica Lu Instagram - Right after I told her I was Shark Girl #5 at Columbia and right before I tweaked my back again.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Happy birth day to my best friend, who gave me life, who gave me unconditional love, who gave me the belief that I am capable and able to do whatever I want to do. Who planned a surprise birthday party for me with my best friends. Today was a perfect birthday, my heart is full. ❤️ I love you, Mama Lu.
Jessica Lu Instagram - Mommy Daughter glamping weekend with our best friends + family 🥹🥰 @lesliealejandro @echobasco @zoebowe @traecullen @danideje
Jessica Lu Instagram - Mommy Daughter glamping weekend with our best friends + family 🥹🥰 @lesliealejandro @echobasco @zoebowe @traecullen @danideje
Jessica Lu Instagram - Mommy Daughter glamping weekend with our best friends + family 🥹🥰 @lesliealejandro @echobasco @zoebowe @traecullen @danideje
Jessica Lu Instagram - Mothering my daughter while my mother smiles at us while we are all soaking up our collective mother’s warmth on a field of soft fresh grass under the shade and protection of a large magnificent tree… Why do some take this for granted, have they forgotten their mothers? 

Love to all. 💚🌎🌿
Jessica Lu Instagram - transferring antibodies and making hair-pulling kid-friendly since 2021
Jessica Lu - 1.6K Likes - April 18th chronicles: 2022/2021/2020

- Everest pulled on my hair and nipples all day and screamed when I told her looooovingly to stop
- Roughly 9 months of non-stop puking but went outside to take a preg pic for the gram
- shit like this is what got me in this situation in the first place 

(thx for all the bday luv 🥹)

1.6K Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : April 18th chronicles: 2022/2021/2020 – Everest pulled on my hair and nipples all day and screamed when I told her looooovingly to stop – Roughly 9 months of non-stop puking but went outside to take a preg pic for the gram – shit like this is what got me in this situation in the first place (thx for all the bday luv 🥹)
Likes : 1638
Jessica Lu - 1.6K Likes - April 18th chronicles: 2022/2021/2020

- Everest pulled on my hair and nipples all day and screamed when I told her looooovingly to stop
- Roughly 9 months of non-stop puking but went outside to take a preg pic for the gram
- shit like this is what got me in this situation in the first place 

(thx for all the bday luv 🥹)

1.6K Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : April 18th chronicles: 2022/2021/2020 – Everest pulled on my hair and nipples all day and screamed when I told her looooovingly to stop – Roughly 9 months of non-stop puking but went outside to take a preg pic for the gram – shit like this is what got me in this situation in the first place (thx for all the bday luv 🥹)
Likes : 1638
Jessica Lu - 1.6K Likes - April 18th chronicles: 2022/2021/2020

- Everest pulled on my hair and nipples all day and screamed when I told her looooovingly to stop
- Roughly 9 months of non-stop puking but went outside to take a preg pic for the gram
- shit like this is what got me in this situation in the first place 

(thx for all the bday luv 🥹)

1.6K Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : April 18th chronicles: 2022/2021/2020 – Everest pulled on my hair and nipples all day and screamed when I told her looooovingly to stop – Roughly 9 months of non-stop puking but went outside to take a preg pic for the gram – shit like this is what got me in this situation in the first place (thx for all the bday luv 🥹)
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Jessica Lu - 1.6K Likes - 10.14.1958-10.14.2023 
Happy birthday, mommy. For as long as I can remember, you were so excited to turn 65 so you could get Medicare. You did it. I’m so proud of you. I absolutely loved and cherished being your daughter and friend. When it’s my time I’m going to find you, okay? I promise. ❤️3

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Caption : 10.14.1958-10.14.2023 Happy birthday, mommy. For as long as I can remember, you were so excited to turn 65 so you could get Medicare. You did it. I’m so proud of you. I absolutely loved and cherished being your daughter and friend. When it’s my time I’m going to find you, okay? I promise. ❤️3
Likes : 1609
Jessica Lu - 1.3K Likes - 8 years with you. 🥺❤️

* NOTTTTT PREGNANT * 

#dubbyandmarie

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Caption : 8 years with you. 🥺❤️ * NOTTTTT PREGNANT * #dubbyandmarie
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Jessica Lu - 1.3K Likes - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93

1.3K Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Likes : 1262
Jessica Lu - 1.3K Likes - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93

1.3K Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Likes : 1262
Jessica Lu - 1.3K Likes - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93

1.3K Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Likes : 1262
Jessica Lu - 1.3K Likes - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93

1.3K Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Likes : 1262
Jessica Lu - 1.3K Likes - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93

1.3K Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Likes : 1262
Jessica Lu - 1.3K Likes - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93

1.3K Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Likes : 1262
Jessica Lu - 1.3K Likes - Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93

1.3K Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. Christian won another Emmy and almost ALMOST made me ugly cry on camera. We both know he’s the crier. His speech had moms hugging me in the bathroom and people approaching us all night. You would have screamed and jumped up and down for him, sometimes I think you loved him more than you loved me. You were always so proud of him, he could do no wrong. You would tell me that he was exceptional, as a husband, as a father, as a person, as a DP and couldn’t I just stop complaining for once? But also before he gets too cocky reading this you also said I was his lucky charm and his life changed to be this good when I came into his life. Wish you were here. I know you would want a photo with all his Emmy’s lined up in a row. ❤️93
Likes : 1262
Jessica Lu - 795 Likes - Hi mom. I wore the dress you got me two Christmases ago. I’m sorry I tried to donate it, you were right, it was really pretty. Wish you could have seen it on me. ❤️9

795 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. I wore the dress you got me two Christmases ago. I’m sorry I tried to donate it, you were right, it was really pretty. Wish you could have seen it on me. ❤️9
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Jessica Lu - 795 Likes - Hi mom. I wore the dress you got me two Christmases ago. I’m sorry I tried to donate it, you were right, it was really pretty. Wish you could have seen it on me. ❤️9

795 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. I wore the dress you got me two Christmases ago. I’m sorry I tried to donate it, you were right, it was really pretty. Wish you could have seen it on me. ❤️9
Likes : 795
Jessica Lu - 751 Likes - happy #internationalwomensday to these two ladies who are my life’s biggest teachers 

1st pic by @lesliealejandro on Mama Lu’s birthday, 2nd pic by @jschramer on Evy’s 100th day birthday, 3rd pic by yours truly lollll💃🏻🤷🏻‍♀️ #threegenerations

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Caption : happy #internationalwomensday to these two ladies who are my life’s biggest teachers 1st pic by @lesliealejandro on Mama Lu’s birthday, 2nd pic by @jschramer on Evy’s 100th day birthday, 3rd pic by yours truly lollll💃🏻🤷🏻‍♀️ #threegenerations
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Jessica Lu - 751 Likes - happy #internationalwomensday to these two ladies who are my life’s biggest teachers 

1st pic by @lesliealejandro on Mama Lu’s birthday, 2nd pic by @jschramer on Evy’s 100th day birthday, 3rd pic by yours truly lollll💃🏻🤷🏻‍♀️ #threegenerations

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Caption : happy #internationalwomensday to these two ladies who are my life’s biggest teachers 1st pic by @lesliealejandro on Mama Lu’s birthday, 2nd pic by @jschramer on Evy’s 100th day birthday, 3rd pic by yours truly lollll💃🏻🤷🏻‍♀️ #threegenerations
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Jessica Lu - 751 Likes - happy #internationalwomensday to these two ladies who are my life’s biggest teachers 

1st pic by @lesliealejandro on Mama Lu’s birthday, 2nd pic by @jschramer on Evy’s 100th day birthday, 3rd pic by yours truly lollll💃🏻🤷🏻‍♀️ #threegenerations

751 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : happy #internationalwomensday to these two ladies who are my life’s biggest teachers 1st pic by @lesliealejandro on Mama Lu’s birthday, 2nd pic by @jschramer on Evy’s 100th day birthday, 3rd pic by yours truly lollll💃🏻🤷🏻‍♀️ #threegenerations
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Jessica Lu - 666 Likes - When I said I wanted to look like a snack I should have been more specific.

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Caption : When I said I wanted to look like a snack I should have been more specific.
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Jessica Lu - 666 Likes - When I said I wanted to look like a snack I should have been more specific.

666 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : When I said I wanted to look like a snack I should have been more specific.
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Jessica Lu - 649 Likes - Hi mom. It was my birthday yesterday. My first birthday without you. Which is a terrible way to frame it. So here’s to trying to put a lovelier spin to it, for my own sanity. It’s my 10th birthday with Christian. It’s my 4th (is that right?) birthday with Evy. No, 3rd. She’ll be 3 in a couple weeks, I can’t believe it. She’s so smart and sweet and weird. I’ve never seen a toddler give adults shit the way she does, she’ll do anything for a laugh. We went to Taiwan and lived with Kathy and Rodney for a month. The shit Evy gave Kathy… 😝 and to your friends who I got to meet for the first time. It was bittersweet. Also mom, omg, I was able to speak mandarin like 80% of the time! I thought I lost it but it all came back and it felt really incredible. I felt like superwoman and Evy started speaking mandarin too. It was so cute, you would have lost your mind. If you had taken us to Taiwan I wouldn’t have known my potential. Which is just another gut punch I guess. That I have to just keep on keeping on with my potential and not rely on you so much. I miss you so much. We all do. ❤️ 188

649 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. It was my birthday yesterday. My first birthday without you. Which is a terrible way to frame it. So here’s to trying to put a lovelier spin to it, for my own sanity. It’s my 10th birthday with Christian. It’s my 4th (is that right?) birthday with Evy. No, 3rd. She’ll be 3 in a couple weeks, I can’t believe it. She’s so smart and sweet and weird. I’ve never seen a toddler give adults shit the way she does, she’ll do anything for a laugh. We went to Taiwan and lived with Kathy and Rodney for a month. The shit Evy gave Kathy… 😝 and to your friends who I got to meet for the first time. It was bittersweet. Also mom, omg, I was able to speak mandarin like 80% of the time! I thought I lost it but it all came back and it felt really incredible. I felt like superwoman and Evy started speaking mandarin too. It was so cute, you would have lost your mind. If you had taken us to Taiwan I wouldn’t have known my potential. Which is just another gut punch I guess. That I have to just keep on keeping on with my potential and not rely on you so much. I miss you so much. We all do. ❤️ 188
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Jessica Lu - 649 Likes - Hi mom. It was my birthday yesterday. My first birthday without you. Which is a terrible way to frame it. So here’s to trying to put a lovelier spin to it, for my own sanity. It’s my 10th birthday with Christian. It’s my 4th (is that right?) birthday with Evy. No, 3rd. She’ll be 3 in a couple weeks, I can’t believe it. She’s so smart and sweet and weird. I’ve never seen a toddler give adults shit the way she does, she’ll do anything for a laugh. We went to Taiwan and lived with Kathy and Rodney for a month. The shit Evy gave Kathy… 😝 and to your friends who I got to meet for the first time. It was bittersweet. Also mom, omg, I was able to speak mandarin like 80% of the time! I thought I lost it but it all came back and it felt really incredible. I felt like superwoman and Evy started speaking mandarin too. It was so cute, you would have lost your mind. If you had taken us to Taiwan I wouldn’t have known my potential. Which is just another gut punch I guess. That I have to just keep on keeping on with my potential and not rely on you so much. I miss you so much. We all do. ❤️ 188

649 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. It was my birthday yesterday. My first birthday without you. Which is a terrible way to frame it. So here’s to trying to put a lovelier spin to it, for my own sanity. It’s my 10th birthday with Christian. It’s my 4th (is that right?) birthday with Evy. No, 3rd. She’ll be 3 in a couple weeks, I can’t believe it. She’s so smart and sweet and weird. I’ve never seen a toddler give adults shit the way she does, she’ll do anything for a laugh. We went to Taiwan and lived with Kathy and Rodney for a month. The shit Evy gave Kathy… 😝 and to your friends who I got to meet for the first time. It was bittersweet. Also mom, omg, I was able to speak mandarin like 80% of the time! I thought I lost it but it all came back and it felt really incredible. I felt like superwoman and Evy started speaking mandarin too. It was so cute, you would have lost your mind. If you had taken us to Taiwan I wouldn’t have known my potential. Which is just another gut punch I guess. That I have to just keep on keeping on with my potential and not rely on you so much. I miss you so much. We all do. ❤️ 188
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Jessica Lu - 649 Likes - Hi mom. It was my birthday yesterday. My first birthday without you. Which is a terrible way to frame it. So here’s to trying to put a lovelier spin to it, for my own sanity. It’s my 10th birthday with Christian. It’s my 4th (is that right?) birthday with Evy. No, 3rd. She’ll be 3 in a couple weeks, I can’t believe it. She’s so smart and sweet and weird. I’ve never seen a toddler give adults shit the way she does, she’ll do anything for a laugh. We went to Taiwan and lived with Kathy and Rodney for a month. The shit Evy gave Kathy… 😝 and to your friends who I got to meet for the first time. It was bittersweet. Also mom, omg, I was able to speak mandarin like 80% of the time! I thought I lost it but it all came back and it felt really incredible. I felt like superwoman and Evy started speaking mandarin too. It was so cute, you would have lost your mind. If you had taken us to Taiwan I wouldn’t have known my potential. Which is just another gut punch I guess. That I have to just keep on keeping on with my potential and not rely on you so much. I miss you so much. We all do. ❤️ 188

649 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. It was my birthday yesterday. My first birthday without you. Which is a terrible way to frame it. So here’s to trying to put a lovelier spin to it, for my own sanity. It’s my 10th birthday with Christian. It’s my 4th (is that right?) birthday with Evy. No, 3rd. She’ll be 3 in a couple weeks, I can’t believe it. She’s so smart and sweet and weird. I’ve never seen a toddler give adults shit the way she does, she’ll do anything for a laugh. We went to Taiwan and lived with Kathy and Rodney for a month. The shit Evy gave Kathy… 😝 and to your friends who I got to meet for the first time. It was bittersweet. Also mom, omg, I was able to speak mandarin like 80% of the time! I thought I lost it but it all came back and it felt really incredible. I felt like superwoman and Evy started speaking mandarin too. It was so cute, you would have lost your mind. If you had taken us to Taiwan I wouldn’t have known my potential. Which is just another gut punch I guess. That I have to just keep on keeping on with my potential and not rely on you so much. I miss you so much. We all do. ❤️ 188
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Jessica Lu - 606 Likes - He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.

606 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.
Likes : 606
Jessica Lu - 606 Likes - He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.

606 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.
Likes : 606
Jessica Lu - 606 Likes - He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.

606 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.
Likes : 606
Jessica Lu - 606 Likes - He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.

606 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : He thanked me first. Can you believe that the first time Everest is seeing one of her parents on tv and it’s her DAD?!? Awards don’t determine talent, just being nominated again for his work was so exciting and such an honor. He said that when they called his name it’s like an out of body experience. Last time he won I remember being so present, screaming in the audience, jumping up and down, crying. This time I felt his out of body experience because I was suddenly so exhausted, transported to darker times. I’m so proud of my husband and I’m also so traumatized. I cried as I got ready to go out that day. People who “have it all”, how do you balance life and work, while maintaining happiness? Our hustle culture in this country isn’t sustainable. My work has been paused since 2020, there’s so much I’m juggling, so many souls I’m trying to keep alive. And I keep being told to “enjoy this time”, but how do you enjoy time when death is all that’s on your mind? By the way, my mom is doing great. You wouldn’t even know she was sick if you saw her. She’s currently giving Oprah a bath in our kitchen sink. The doctors said she would need to be in a living facility and would never be able to do anything on her own. Sometimes you gotta leave room for the miracles.
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Jessica Lu - 598 Likes - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶

598 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
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Jessica Lu - 598 Likes - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶

598 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Likes : 598
Jessica Lu - 598 Likes - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶

598 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Likes : 598
Jessica Lu - 598 Likes - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶

598 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Likes : 598
Jessica Lu - 598 Likes - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶

598 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Likes : 598
Jessica Lu - 598 Likes - Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶

598 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Been living slowly in Italy the last couple of months and capturing it on film. In the meantime here are a few videos so people know we are all still alive and thriving. 🇮🇹🫶
Likes : 598
Jessica Lu - 591 Likes - Hi mom. For the first time in my entire life, I don’t know where you are. Everyone told me before you left and also after that, I would be able to feel you with me always. Everyone is a liar. You were always immediately reachable, even when you lived in Seoul. We kept each other on FaceTime and sometimes weren’t even in the same room as our phones. I could always call out to you and you would respond. But you didn’t check instagram everyday, so I’d get your likes a few days later, without fail. So for now, I’m just posting, waiting for your likes, waiting for anything. Are you with Lucky?  Your ashes were hand delivered to me yesterday. ❤️24

591 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. For the first time in my entire life, I don’t know where you are. Everyone told me before you left and also after that, I would be able to feel you with me always. Everyone is a liar. You were always immediately reachable, even when you lived in Seoul. We kept each other on FaceTime and sometimes weren’t even in the same room as our phones. I could always call out to you and you would respond. But you didn’t check instagram everyday, so I’d get your likes a few days later, without fail. So for now, I’m just posting, waiting for your likes, waiting for anything. Are you with Lucky? Your ashes were hand delivered to me yesterday. ❤️24
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Jessica Lu - 584 Likes - One year ago today we took Mama Lu to the ER. We found her in her apartment, and I thought she had had a stroke. I don’t remember why we went to her apartment at all. Maybe gut feeling? All I remember is the doctor telling us a few days after her emergency brain surgery that if we hadn’t taken her to the ER that day she would have just … died? I’m still traumatized. That was one year ago. I was about 6 months pregnant. We had no idea about the cancer. Did you know that it was also exactly one month after Lucky suddenly died at the animal ER? … The silver linings: she made it out of the brain surgery. She made it out of the hospital. She moved in with us. Radiation went great. She started losing her hair in clumps so I helped her shave it on Easter and she 👏🏼 looks 👏🏼 fly 👏🏼 as 👏🏼 hell. I got to have my mom here with me as I solo-parented Evy for 7 months. She’s doing great right now. Like, so so great. But I’m still so traumatized. C and I were supposed to go on our mini- babymoon and by chance we went to my moms apartment. This is one of my favorite videos. Evy and LaoLao are best friends. It’s 5 minutes long and I watch it everyday. I put a glasses filter on her though so she won’t yell at me. lol She doesn’t need it, she’s so beautiful. Anyway. Time is so slow and so fast and I can only watch or read things that are funny or light or easy because a lot of things are a lot. Anyway, hope all of you out there are doing well. 💛

584 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : One year ago today we took Mama Lu to the ER. We found her in her apartment, and I thought she had had a stroke. I don’t remember why we went to her apartment at all. Maybe gut feeling? All I remember is the doctor telling us a few days after her emergency brain surgery that if we hadn’t taken her to the ER that day she would have just … died? I’m still traumatized. That was one year ago. I was about 6 months pregnant. We had no idea about the cancer. Did you know that it was also exactly one month after Lucky suddenly died at the animal ER? … The silver linings: she made it out of the brain surgery. She made it out of the hospital. She moved in with us. Radiation went great. She started losing her hair in clumps so I helped her shave it on Easter and she 👏🏼 looks 👏🏼 fly 👏🏼 as 👏🏼 hell. I got to have my mom here with me as I solo-parented Evy for 7 months. She’s doing great right now. Like, so so great. But I’m still so traumatized. C and I were supposed to go on our mini- babymoon and by chance we went to my moms apartment. This is one of my favorite videos. Evy and LaoLao are best friends. It’s 5 minutes long and I watch it everyday. I put a glasses filter on her though so she won’t yell at me. lol She doesn’t need it, she’s so beautiful. Anyway. Time is so slow and so fast and I can only watch or read things that are funny or light or easy because a lot of things are a lot. Anyway, hope all of you out there are doing well. 💛
Likes : 584
Jessica Lu - 584 Likes - 😒😒😒 Not trying to be dramatic but this gloomy freezing gray weather is ruining my life. 👎🏼👎🏼👎🏼 I NEED SUN. ☀️☀️☀️

584 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 😒😒😒 Not trying to be dramatic but this gloomy freezing gray weather is ruining my life. 👎🏼👎🏼👎🏼 I NEED SUN. ☀️☀️☀️
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Jessica Lu - 584 Likes - 😒😒😒 Not trying to be dramatic but this gloomy freezing gray weather is ruining my life. 👎🏼👎🏼👎🏼 I NEED SUN. ☀️☀️☀️

584 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 😒😒😒 Not trying to be dramatic but this gloomy freezing gray weather is ruining my life. 👎🏼👎🏼👎🏼 I NEED SUN. ☀️☀️☀️
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Jessica Lu - 575 Likes - Hi mom. Three weeks ago I told you Christian was leaving for Japan for a quick shoot and you gasped and told me that was our dream and I had to go with him. I said yeah right, how could I possibly, with you, and Everest in school. Anyway I’m here, we came, we got here early last week. Dre + Isaac came too and are helping me with Evy, who is having the time of her life. I feel so lucky to have friends who are family, but I also really wish you were here. I didn’t know this would be the last thing you told me to do. ❤️16

575 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. Three weeks ago I told you Christian was leaving for Japan for a quick shoot and you gasped and told me that was our dream and I had to go with him. I said yeah right, how could I possibly, with you, and Everest in school. Anyway I’m here, we came, we got here early last week. Dre + Isaac came too and are helping me with Evy, who is having the time of her life. I feel so lucky to have friends who are family, but I also really wish you were here. I didn’t know this would be the last thing you told me to do. ❤️16
Likes : 575
Jessica Lu - 575 Likes - Hi mom. Three weeks ago I told you Christian was leaving for Japan for a quick shoot and you gasped and told me that was our dream and I had to go with him. I said yeah right, how could I possibly, with you, and Everest in school. Anyway I’m here, we came, we got here early last week. Dre + Isaac came too and are helping me with Evy, who is having the time of her life. I feel so lucky to have friends who are family, but I also really wish you were here. I didn’t know this would be the last thing you told me to do. ❤️16

575 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. Three weeks ago I told you Christian was leaving for Japan for a quick shoot and you gasped and told me that was our dream and I had to go with him. I said yeah right, how could I possibly, with you, and Everest in school. Anyway I’m here, we came, we got here early last week. Dre + Isaac came too and are helping me with Evy, who is having the time of her life. I feel so lucky to have friends who are family, but I also really wish you were here. I didn’t know this would be the last thing you told me to do. ❤️16
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Jessica Lu - 565 Likes - Hi mom. Going home was weird. Calling it home is even weirder, because it’s not home anymore, it hasn’t been home in a very long time, and here I am, calling it home. Nothing was familiar to me, but everything had memories. Evy hurt herself (she’s fine) and she screamed for icecream (which confirmed she was fine), and Andy said the closest place was Dairy Queen. I had mixed feelings but I drove us to that very specific DQ and this teenager took my order and didn’t she know that I’ve been in this very DQ for longer than she had been alive? And Andy and I watched Evy happily eating her ice cream in silence, because if we had spoken I think we both would have cried. And we went outside and I showed Evy the building next door that is now a carpet store, and instantly I time-traveled. Inside was a bustling restaurant with tables filled, customers happily eating their food, Christmas lights, me and Andy running around screaming at each other probably, and you, around the age that I am now, smiling, laughing, and alive. ❤️91

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Caption : Hi mom. Going home was weird. Calling it home is even weirder, because it’s not home anymore, it hasn’t been home in a very long time, and here I am, calling it home. Nothing was familiar to me, but everything had memories. Evy hurt herself (she’s fine) and she screamed for icecream (which confirmed she was fine), and Andy said the closest place was Dairy Queen. I had mixed feelings but I drove us to that very specific DQ and this teenager took my order and didn’t she know that I’ve been in this very DQ for longer than she had been alive? And Andy and I watched Evy happily eating her ice cream in silence, because if we had spoken I think we both would have cried. And we went outside and I showed Evy the building next door that is now a carpet store, and instantly I time-traveled. Inside was a bustling restaurant with tables filled, customers happily eating their food, Christmas lights, me and Andy running around screaming at each other probably, and you, around the age that I am now, smiling, laughing, and alive. ❤️91
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Jessica Lu - 565 Likes - Hi mom. Going home was weird. Calling it home is even weirder, because it’s not home anymore, it hasn’t been home in a very long time, and here I am, calling it home. Nothing was familiar to me, but everything had memories. Evy hurt herself (she’s fine) and she screamed for icecream (which confirmed she was fine), and Andy said the closest place was Dairy Queen. I had mixed feelings but I drove us to that very specific DQ and this teenager took my order and didn’t she know that I’ve been in this very DQ for longer than she had been alive? And Andy and I watched Evy happily eating her ice cream in silence, because if we had spoken I think we both would have cried. And we went outside and I showed Evy the building next door that is now a carpet store, and instantly I time-traveled. Inside was a bustling restaurant with tables filled, customers happily eating their food, Christmas lights, me and Andy running around screaming at each other probably, and you, around the age that I am now, smiling, laughing, and alive. ❤️91

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Caption : Hi mom. Going home was weird. Calling it home is even weirder, because it’s not home anymore, it hasn’t been home in a very long time, and here I am, calling it home. Nothing was familiar to me, but everything had memories. Evy hurt herself (she’s fine) and she screamed for icecream (which confirmed she was fine), and Andy said the closest place was Dairy Queen. I had mixed feelings but I drove us to that very specific DQ and this teenager took my order and didn’t she know that I’ve been in this very DQ for longer than she had been alive? And Andy and I watched Evy happily eating her ice cream in silence, because if we had spoken I think we both would have cried. And we went outside and I showed Evy the building next door that is now a carpet store, and instantly I time-traveled. Inside was a bustling restaurant with tables filled, customers happily eating their food, Christmas lights, me and Andy running around screaming at each other probably, and you, around the age that I am now, smiling, laughing, and alive. ❤️91
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Jessica Lu - 565 Likes - Hi mom. Going home was weird. Calling it home is even weirder, because it’s not home anymore, it hasn’t been home in a very long time, and here I am, calling it home. Nothing was familiar to me, but everything had memories. Evy hurt herself (she’s fine) and she screamed for icecream (which confirmed she was fine), and Andy said the closest place was Dairy Queen. I had mixed feelings but I drove us to that very specific DQ and this teenager took my order and didn’t she know that I’ve been in this very DQ for longer than she had been alive? And Andy and I watched Evy happily eating her ice cream in silence, because if we had spoken I think we both would have cried. And we went outside and I showed Evy the building next door that is now a carpet store, and instantly I time-traveled. Inside was a bustling restaurant with tables filled, customers happily eating their food, Christmas lights, me and Andy running around screaming at each other probably, and you, around the age that I am now, smiling, laughing, and alive. ❤️91

565 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. Going home was weird. Calling it home is even weirder, because it’s not home anymore, it hasn’t been home in a very long time, and here I am, calling it home. Nothing was familiar to me, but everything had memories. Evy hurt herself (she’s fine) and she screamed for icecream (which confirmed she was fine), and Andy said the closest place was Dairy Queen. I had mixed feelings but I drove us to that very specific DQ and this teenager took my order and didn’t she know that I’ve been in this very DQ for longer than she had been alive? And Andy and I watched Evy happily eating her ice cream in silence, because if we had spoken I think we both would have cried. And we went outside and I showed Evy the building next door that is now a carpet store, and instantly I time-traveled. Inside was a bustling restaurant with tables filled, customers happily eating their food, Christmas lights, me and Andy running around screaming at each other probably, and you, around the age that I am now, smiling, laughing, and alive. ❤️91
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Jessica Lu - 557 Likes - 🍄🧚🏼‍♀️ full circle 🪷🐚

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Caption : 🍄🧚🏼‍♀️ full circle 🪷🐚
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Jessica Lu - 557 Likes - 🍄🧚🏼‍♀️ full circle 🪷🐚

557 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 🍄🧚🏼‍♀️ full circle 🪷🐚
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Jessica Lu - 557 Likes - 🍄🧚🏼‍♀️ full circle 🪷🐚

557 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 🍄🧚🏼‍♀️ full circle 🪷🐚
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Jessica Lu - 545 Likes - Proof of date night. Second one post-baby (apparently), first one at night (!!!) after baby goes to sleep (!!!). What a treat to get dressed up and not wear a nursing OR pumping bra and hold hands and watch a movie uninterrupted! Wowowowowow the things you took for granteddddd

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Caption : Proof of date night. Second one post-baby (apparently), first one at night (!!!) after baby goes to sleep (!!!). What a treat to get dressed up and not wear a nursing OR pumping bra and hold hands and watch a movie uninterrupted! Wowowowowow the things you took for granteddddd
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Jessica Lu - 537 Likes - Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234

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Caption : Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234
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Jessica Lu - 537 Likes - Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234

537 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234
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Jessica Lu - 537 Likes - Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234

537 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234
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Jessica Lu - 537 Likes - Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234

537 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Hi mom. May was hard. You missed a lot. And now it’s June. My heart hurts a little extra these days. I still wait for you to text me. To call me. To like these posts. Your phone is still active. And I’m wearing your clothes. Everest curated her own guest list for her birthday party and she wanted me to make sure you knew you were invited. ❤️ 234
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Jessica Lu - 531 Likes - Dear Lucky, it’s been one whole year. What a year it’s been. The baby was born. You would have loved being her big brother. I’m not pregnant yet in this video of us but wow, it was taken 5/9/20 and wouldn’t you know it 5/9/21 was when we brought the baby home from the hospital. Her name is Everest. Mama Lu lives with us now. You would have loved that too. Another cat has been coming by, I call him Sargent Pepper. Mama Lu thinks I’m calling him Salt and Pepper. Either way, you’d hate him. You were always quite the bodyguard for us gals. I miss you, Lucky boy. Oprah says hi. 💛

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Caption : Dear Lucky, it’s been one whole year. What a year it’s been. The baby was born. You would have loved being her big brother. I’m not pregnant yet in this video of us but wow, it was taken 5/9/20 and wouldn’t you know it 5/9/21 was when we brought the baby home from the hospital. Her name is Everest. Mama Lu lives with us now. You would have loved that too. Another cat has been coming by, I call him Sargent Pepper. Mama Lu thinks I’m calling him Salt and Pepper. Either way, you’d hate him. You were always quite the bodyguard for us gals. I miss you, Lucky boy. Oprah says hi. 💛
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Jessica Lu - 519 Likes - Mama Lu took these photos of me with Everest yesterday. Not entirely sure how she made me look like we got a time machine but judging all the pics I have in my camera roll… Mama Lu photog > Christian Sprenger Emmy winner for photog something

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Caption : Mama Lu took these photos of me with Everest yesterday. Not entirely sure how she made me look like we got a time machine but judging all the pics I have in my camera roll… Mama Lu photog > Christian Sprenger Emmy winner for photog something
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Jessica Lu - 519 Likes - Mama Lu took these photos of me with Everest yesterday. Not entirely sure how she made me look like we got a time machine but judging all the pics I have in my camera roll… Mama Lu photog > Christian Sprenger Emmy winner for photog something

519 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Mama Lu took these photos of me with Everest yesterday. Not entirely sure how she made me look like we got a time machine but judging all the pics I have in my camera roll… Mama Lu photog > Christian Sprenger Emmy winner for photog something
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Jessica Lu - 506 Likes - Everest told me she ALSO had an LA Times interview come out yesterday and in her article she mentioned I was her favorite person and loves kissing me and can’t get enough of my boobs. Weirdo but okay. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Moment caught by Mama Lu with my 2 main gals 🥰

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Caption : Everest told me she ALSO had an LA Times interview come out yesterday and in her article she mentioned I was her favorite person and loves kissing me and can’t get enough of my boobs. Weirdo but okay. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Moment caught by Mama Lu with my 2 main gals 🥰
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Jessica Lu - 481 Likes - Mom, you’re missing everything. Everest is so smart, she’s talking a mile a minute. Last week she just suddenly started singing the song that we’ve been singing to her since she was a baby, she just started singing it in mandarin, and it killed me that you couldn’t hear it. When we got back from Japan, I got her in her own room downstairs finally and she’s sleeping in a full size mattress and she’ll fall out and then get back in and keep sleeping. She’s fully toilet trained. And she holds it all night til the morning even though I put her in a pull-up just in case. But mostly she’s so emotionally aware. When she cries, I ask her why she’s crying and she says she’s grumpy bc she doesn’t want daddy to leave to go to work. When I cry, she asks, are you happy, mommy? And I tell her I’m sad and she nods and says, okay mommy you sad now but later you happy okay? I read a book to her called Goodbye and now she walks around the house saying LaoLao died, LaoLao died, and I just am not ready for her to grow up this quickly because she’s 2 and also it means that time just keeps going. One day I’ll tell someone, oh forgive me, my brain, my mom just died, and they’ll ask me when, and I’ll realize it’s been years, and I’m not okay with that.

481 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Mom, you’re missing everything. Everest is so smart, she’s talking a mile a minute. Last week she just suddenly started singing the song that we’ve been singing to her since she was a baby, she just started singing it in mandarin, and it killed me that you couldn’t hear it. When we got back from Japan, I got her in her own room downstairs finally and she’s sleeping in a full size mattress and she’ll fall out and then get back in and keep sleeping. She’s fully toilet trained. And she holds it all night til the morning even though I put her in a pull-up just in case. But mostly she’s so emotionally aware. When she cries, I ask her why she’s crying and she says she’s grumpy bc she doesn’t want daddy to leave to go to work. When I cry, she asks, are you happy, mommy? And I tell her I’m sad and she nods and says, okay mommy you sad now but later you happy okay? I read a book to her called Goodbye and now she walks around the house saying LaoLao died, LaoLao died, and I just am not ready for her to grow up this quickly because she’s 2 and also it means that time just keeps going. One day I’ll tell someone, oh forgive me, my brain, my mom just died, and they’ll ask me when, and I’ll realize it’s been years, and I’m not okay with that.
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Jessica Lu - 481 Likes - Mom, you’re missing everything. Everest is so smart, she’s talking a mile a minute. Last week she just suddenly started singing the song that we’ve been singing to her since she was a baby, she just started singing it in mandarin, and it killed me that you couldn’t hear it. When we got back from Japan, I got her in her own room downstairs finally and she’s sleeping in a full size mattress and she’ll fall out and then get back in and keep sleeping. She’s fully toilet trained. And she holds it all night til the morning even though I put her in a pull-up just in case. But mostly she’s so emotionally aware. When she cries, I ask her why she’s crying and she says she’s grumpy bc she doesn’t want daddy to leave to go to work. When I cry, she asks, are you happy, mommy? And I tell her I’m sad and she nods and says, okay mommy you sad now but later you happy okay? I read a book to her called Goodbye and now she walks around the house saying LaoLao died, LaoLao died, and I just am not ready for her to grow up this quickly because she’s 2 and also it means that time just keeps going. One day I’ll tell someone, oh forgive me, my brain, my mom just died, and they’ll ask me when, and I’ll realize it’s been years, and I’m not okay with that.

481 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Mom, you’re missing everything. Everest is so smart, she’s talking a mile a minute. Last week she just suddenly started singing the song that we’ve been singing to her since she was a baby, she just started singing it in mandarin, and it killed me that you couldn’t hear it. When we got back from Japan, I got her in her own room downstairs finally and she’s sleeping in a full size mattress and she’ll fall out and then get back in and keep sleeping. She’s fully toilet trained. And she holds it all night til the morning even though I put her in a pull-up just in case. But mostly she’s so emotionally aware. When she cries, I ask her why she’s crying and she says she’s grumpy bc she doesn’t want daddy to leave to go to work. When I cry, she asks, are you happy, mommy? And I tell her I’m sad and she nods and says, okay mommy you sad now but later you happy okay? I read a book to her called Goodbye and now she walks around the house saying LaoLao died, LaoLao died, and I just am not ready for her to grow up this quickly because she’s 2 and also it means that time just keeps going. One day I’ll tell someone, oh forgive me, my brain, my mom just died, and they’ll ask me when, and I’ll realize it’s been years, and I’m not okay with that.
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Jessica Lu - 474 Likes - Hi mom. Where was this photo taken? I know it was Taiwan, I was one, you flew me there in a rush bc your dad was sick but we didn’t make it in time. You were grieving in your own way in this photo. I want to recreate this photo with Evy and I never thought to ask you where this was taken, thinking just knowing it was Taiwan would be enough. Everyone told me, ask everything, ask everything before it’s too late, and really it’s impossible bc the questions are endless. I’ll have questions until the day I die. I hope you’re with him now. ❤️ 137 

🦋 internet world, any leads on where this photo in Taiwan might be would be greatly appreciated. It might look different now, this was in 86-87. 🦋

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Caption : Hi mom. Where was this photo taken? I know it was Taiwan, I was one, you flew me there in a rush bc your dad was sick but we didn’t make it in time. You were grieving in your own way in this photo. I want to recreate this photo with Evy and I never thought to ask you where this was taken, thinking just knowing it was Taiwan would be enough. Everyone told me, ask everything, ask everything before it’s too late, and really it’s impossible bc the questions are endless. I’ll have questions until the day I die. I hope you’re with him now. ❤️ 137 🦋 internet world, any leads on where this photo in Taiwan might be would be greatly appreciated. It might look different now, this was in 86-87. 🦋
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Jessica Lu - 461 Likes - I don’t care what all you haters keep saying, she looks like ME

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Caption : I don’t care what all you haters keep saying, she looks like ME
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Jessica Lu - 461 Likes - 💦 🌧️💧😅

461 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 💦 🌧️💧😅
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Jessica Lu - 461 Likes - 💦 🌧️💧😅

461 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 💦 🌧️💧😅
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Jessica Lu - 461 Likes - 💦 🌧️💧😅

461 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 💦 🌧️💧😅
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Jessica Lu - 461 Likes - 💦 🌧️💧😅

461 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 💦 🌧️💧😅
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Jessica Lu - 461 Likes - 💦 🌧️💧😅

461 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 💦 🌧️💧😅
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Jessica Lu - 461 Likes - 💦 🌧️💧😅

461 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 💦 🌧️💧😅
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Jessica Lu - 461 Likes - 💦 🌧️💧😅

461 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 💦 🌧️💧😅
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Jessica Lu - 461 Likes - 💦 🌧️💧😅

461 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 💦 🌧️💧😅
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Jessica Lu - 461 Likes - 💦 🌧️💧😅

461 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : 💦 🌧️💧😅
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Jessica Lu - 459 Likes - One of my fav pics and memories with my B. It was a few days after we eloped and we were road-tripping back to LA. This place had an outdoor bathtub on a large secluded lot and we locked ourselves out. No cell phones. No clothes. Oprah couldn’t open any of the windows, completely useless. There was a house up the hill in the distance and we had to use the full moon light to carefully tread over, avoiding rattlesnakes and coyotes. We got up to a very tall barbed wire fence and C made me call out, saying it was “less threatening” if I did it. In my best 12yo little girl fern gully pixie voice I called out “hellooo” and then 15 very large, very loud dogs came racing over to the fence ready to attack. There’s more to this story but lol. Anyway we survived. Happy belated Valentine’s Day to my dude, who I love so much. Can’t believe I made it on your grid. #honeymoon

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Caption : One of my fav pics and memories with my B. It was a few days after we eloped and we were road-tripping back to LA. This place had an outdoor bathtub on a large secluded lot and we locked ourselves out. No cell phones. No clothes. Oprah couldn’t open any of the windows, completely useless. There was a house up the hill in the distance and we had to use the full moon light to carefully tread over, avoiding rattlesnakes and coyotes. We got up to a very tall barbed wire fence and C made me call out, saying it was “less threatening” if I did it. In my best 12yo little girl fern gully pixie voice I called out “hellooo” and then 15 very large, very loud dogs came racing over to the fence ready to attack. There’s more to this story but lol. Anyway we survived. Happy belated Valentine’s Day to my dude, who I love so much. Can’t believe I made it on your grid. #honeymoon
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Jessica Lu - 456 Likes - Incredibly proud of my husband. Also incredibly overwhelmed with feelings. Admittedly I haven’t finished watching S3 of Atlanta but I know it’s wacky, weird, unforgettable, filled to the brim with hard work and talent all across the board. I remember being so pregnant, my morning sickness surpassing the 3 month mark, not knowing it would last up until the point I gave birth. I remember my mom getting diagnosed with a terminal illness in the middle of it. My husband was supposed to leave for Europe to finally start filming what the pandemic had delayed. And then miraculously he stayed. He helped them find another DP to take over his European episodes, and he stayed with me as I sobbed and grieved and threw up and eventually gave birth to this sweet daughter of ours. When we were five weeks into transition he had to leave for Atlanta to take over the rest of his filming duties and I stayed home, taking care of our newborn and my mother, sleep deprivation taking its toll and my hallucinations fighting to win. That’s what I think about when I think of Atlanta S3, is pain, heartbreak, death, loneliness, endless worrying, rage, but also resilience, hope, recovery. I told him that if he were to get nominated again, and if he were to win, he better thank me first because last time he thanked me last, and the music was already playing him out and nobody heard him profess his undying love for me.

456 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Incredibly proud of my husband. Also incredibly overwhelmed with feelings. Admittedly I haven’t finished watching S3 of Atlanta but I know it’s wacky, weird, unforgettable, filled to the brim with hard work and talent all across the board. I remember being so pregnant, my morning sickness surpassing the 3 month mark, not knowing it would last up until the point I gave birth. I remember my mom getting diagnosed with a terminal illness in the middle of it. My husband was supposed to leave for Europe to finally start filming what the pandemic had delayed. And then miraculously he stayed. He helped them find another DP to take over his European episodes, and he stayed with me as I sobbed and grieved and threw up and eventually gave birth to this sweet daughter of ours. When we were five weeks into transition he had to leave for Atlanta to take over the rest of his filming duties and I stayed home, taking care of our newborn and my mother, sleep deprivation taking its toll and my hallucinations fighting to win. That’s what I think about when I think of Atlanta S3, is pain, heartbreak, death, loneliness, endless worrying, rage, but also resilience, hope, recovery. I told him that if he were to get nominated again, and if he were to win, he better thank me first because last time he thanked me last, and the music was already playing him out and nobody heard him profess his undying love for me.
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Jessica Lu - 456 Likes - Incredibly proud of my husband. Also incredibly overwhelmed with feelings. Admittedly I haven’t finished watching S3 of Atlanta but I know it’s wacky, weird, unforgettable, filled to the brim with hard work and talent all across the board. I remember being so pregnant, my morning sickness surpassing the 3 month mark, not knowing it would last up until the point I gave birth. I remember my mom getting diagnosed with a terminal illness in the middle of it. My husband was supposed to leave for Europe to finally start filming what the pandemic had delayed. And then miraculously he stayed. He helped them find another DP to take over his European episodes, and he stayed with me as I sobbed and grieved and threw up and eventually gave birth to this sweet daughter of ours. When we were five weeks into transition he had to leave for Atlanta to take over the rest of his filming duties and I stayed home, taking care of our newborn and my mother, sleep deprivation taking its toll and my hallucinations fighting to win. That’s what I think about when I think of Atlanta S3, is pain, heartbreak, death, loneliness, endless worrying, rage, but also resilience, hope, recovery. I told him that if he were to get nominated again, and if he were to win, he better thank me first because last time he thanked me last, and the music was already playing him out and nobody heard him profess his undying love for me.

456 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Incredibly proud of my husband. Also incredibly overwhelmed with feelings. Admittedly I haven’t finished watching S3 of Atlanta but I know it’s wacky, weird, unforgettable, filled to the brim with hard work and talent all across the board. I remember being so pregnant, my morning sickness surpassing the 3 month mark, not knowing it would last up until the point I gave birth. I remember my mom getting diagnosed with a terminal illness in the middle of it. My husband was supposed to leave for Europe to finally start filming what the pandemic had delayed. And then miraculously he stayed. He helped them find another DP to take over his European episodes, and he stayed with me as I sobbed and grieved and threw up and eventually gave birth to this sweet daughter of ours. When we were five weeks into transition he had to leave for Atlanta to take over the rest of his filming duties and I stayed home, taking care of our newborn and my mother, sleep deprivation taking its toll and my hallucinations fighting to win. That’s what I think about when I think of Atlanta S3, is pain, heartbreak, death, loneliness, endless worrying, rage, but also resilience, hope, recovery. I told him that if he were to get nominated again, and if he were to win, he better thank me first because last time he thanked me last, and the music was already playing him out and nobody heard him profess his undying love for me.
Likes : 456
Jessica Lu - 456 Likes - Incredibly proud of my husband. Also incredibly overwhelmed with feelings. Admittedly I haven’t finished watching S3 of Atlanta but I know it’s wacky, weird, unforgettable, filled to the brim with hard work and talent all across the board. I remember being so pregnant, my morning sickness surpassing the 3 month mark, not knowing it would last up until the point I gave birth. I remember my mom getting diagnosed with a terminal illness in the middle of it. My husband was supposed to leave for Europe to finally start filming what the pandemic had delayed. And then miraculously he stayed. He helped them find another DP to take over his European episodes, and he stayed with me as I sobbed and grieved and threw up and eventually gave birth to this sweet daughter of ours. When we were five weeks into transition he had to leave for Atlanta to take over the rest of his filming duties and I stayed home, taking care of our newborn and my mother, sleep deprivation taking its toll and my hallucinations fighting to win. That’s what I think about when I think of Atlanta S3, is pain, heartbreak, death, loneliness, endless worrying, rage, but also resilience, hope, recovery. I told him that if he were to get nominated again, and if he were to win, he better thank me first because last time he thanked me last, and the music was already playing him out and nobody heard him profess his undying love for me.

456 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Incredibly proud of my husband. Also incredibly overwhelmed with feelings. Admittedly I haven’t finished watching S3 of Atlanta but I know it’s wacky, weird, unforgettable, filled to the brim with hard work and talent all across the board. I remember being so pregnant, my morning sickness surpassing the 3 month mark, not knowing it would last up until the point I gave birth. I remember my mom getting diagnosed with a terminal illness in the middle of it. My husband was supposed to leave for Europe to finally start filming what the pandemic had delayed. And then miraculously he stayed. He helped them find another DP to take over his European episodes, and he stayed with me as I sobbed and grieved and threw up and eventually gave birth to this sweet daughter of ours. When we were five weeks into transition he had to leave for Atlanta to take over the rest of his filming duties and I stayed home, taking care of our newborn and my mother, sleep deprivation taking its toll and my hallucinations fighting to win. That’s what I think about when I think of Atlanta S3, is pain, heartbreak, death, loneliness, endless worrying, rage, but also resilience, hope, recovery. I told him that if he were to get nominated again, and if he were to win, he better thank me first because last time he thanked me last, and the music was already playing him out and nobody heard him profess his undying love for me.
Likes : 456
Jessica Lu - 435 Likes - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️

435 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Likes : 435
Jessica Lu - 435 Likes - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️

435 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Likes : 435
Jessica Lu - 435 Likes - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️

435 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Likes : 435
Jessica Lu - 435 Likes - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️

435 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Likes : 435
Jessica Lu - 435 Likes - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️

435 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Likes : 435
Jessica Lu - 435 Likes - Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️

435 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Here’s a photo of my face for the algorithm, I don’t know how Instagram works anymore. Swipe to find the gofundme pages for the victims (or click the link in my bio), I’ve posted only the ones who have yet to reach their goal. Last photo courtesy of Getty images. Happy Lunar New Year, be well. ❤️
Likes : 435
Jessica Lu - 432 Likes - Featuring a 20 day old Everest, an engorged breast that would get clogged every week multiple times per week until about 10 months in, and a supportive husband who left to work out of state shortly after. 

Not pictured: physical healing that took about 10 months, mental healing that is still a struggle, emotional healing that is still a struggle. 

The human who has the uterus should be the one deciding if they want to and choose to do this. 

Love to all. 💛

432 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Featuring a 20 day old Everest, an engorged breast that would get clogged every week multiple times per week until about 10 months in, and a supportive husband who left to work out of state shortly after. Not pictured: physical healing that took about 10 months, mental healing that is still a struggle, emotional healing that is still a struggle. The human who has the uterus should be the one deciding if they want to and choose to do this. Love to all. 💛
Likes : 432
Jessica Lu - 432 Likes - Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!

432 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!
Likes : 432
Jessica Lu - 432 Likes - Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!

432 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!
Likes : 432
Jessica Lu - 432 Likes - Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!

432 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!
Likes : 432
Jessica Lu - 432 Likes - Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!

432 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Last week our baby girl became a toddler!!! Finally, one step closer to tricking her into doing my chores!!! Happy belated birthday/birth day to us and to when Christian used one of my hospital postpartum panties to cover up the ceiling light bc it “looked terrible”!!!
Likes : 432
Jessica Lu - 412 Likes - evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄

412 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄
Likes : 412
Jessica Lu - 412 Likes - evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄

412 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄
Likes : 412
Jessica Lu - 412 Likes - evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄

412 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄
Likes : 412
Jessica Lu - 412 Likes - evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄

412 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄
Likes : 412
Jessica Lu - 412 Likes - evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄

412 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : evy’s 1st christmas + holiday card experience 🎄
Likes : 412
Jessica Lu - 408 Likes - my fav person to Dutch oven with 🥹🥰

408 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : my fav person to Dutch oven with 🥹🥰
Likes : 408
Jessica Lu - 408 Likes - my fav person to Dutch oven with 🥹🥰

408 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : my fav person to Dutch oven with 🥹🥰
Likes : 408
Jessica Lu - 395 Likes - Mama Lu took this pic of me at our Mothers Day dinner. This is the first photo taken of me in over a year without SOMEONE (not naming names but she’s staring me down this very second) also stealing my limelight. I didn’t know what to do with my free hands. Swipe to see that SOMEONES DEMANDS as retribution.

395 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Mama Lu took this pic of me at our Mothers Day dinner. This is the first photo taken of me in over a year without SOMEONE (not naming names but she’s staring me down this very second) also stealing my limelight. I didn’t know what to do with my free hands. Swipe to see that SOMEONES DEMANDS as retribution.
Likes : 395
Jessica Lu - 395 Likes - Mama Lu took this pic of me at our Mothers Day dinner. This is the first photo taken of me in over a year without SOMEONE (not naming names but she’s staring me down this very second) also stealing my limelight. I didn’t know what to do with my free hands. Swipe to see that SOMEONES DEMANDS as retribution.

395 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Mama Lu took this pic of me at our Mothers Day dinner. This is the first photo taken of me in over a year without SOMEONE (not naming names but she’s staring me down this very second) also stealing my limelight. I didn’t know what to do with my free hands. Swipe to see that SOMEONES DEMANDS as retribution.
Likes : 395
Jessica Lu - 373 Likes - Our favorite babysitter got two Emmy nominations this morning! 🥳🥹🤩

373 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Our favorite babysitter got two Emmy nominations this morning! 🥳🥹🤩
Likes : 373
Jessica Lu - 373 Likes - Our favorite babysitter got two Emmy nominations this morning! 🥳🥹🤩

373 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Our favorite babysitter got two Emmy nominations this morning! 🥳🥹🤩
Likes : 373
Jessica Lu - 373 Likes - Our favorite babysitter got two Emmy nominations this morning! 🥳🥹🤩

373 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Our favorite babysitter got two Emmy nominations this morning! 🥳🥹🤩
Likes : 373
Jessica Lu - 365 Likes - Right after I told her I was Shark Girl #5 at Columbia and right before I tweaked my back again.

365 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Right after I told her I was Shark Girl #5 at Columbia and right before I tweaked my back again.
Likes : 365
Jessica Lu - 355 Likes - Happy birth day to my best friend, who gave me life, who gave me unconditional love, who gave me the belief that I am capable and able to do whatever I want to do. Who planned a surprise birthday party for me with my best friends. Today was a perfect birthday, my heart is full. ❤️ I love you, Mama Lu.

355 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Happy birth day to my best friend, who gave me life, who gave me unconditional love, who gave me the belief that I am capable and able to do whatever I want to do. Who planned a surprise birthday party for me with my best friends. Today was a perfect birthday, my heart is full. ❤️ I love you, Mama Lu.
Likes : 355
Jessica Lu - 352 Likes - Mommy Daughter glamping weekend with our best friends + family 🥹🥰 @lesliealejandro @echobasco @zoebowe @traecullen @danideje

352 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Mommy Daughter glamping weekend with our best friends + family 🥹🥰 @lesliealejandro @echobasco @zoebowe @traecullen @danideje
Likes : 352
Jessica Lu - 352 Likes - Mommy Daughter glamping weekend with our best friends + family 🥹🥰 @lesliealejandro @echobasco @zoebowe @traecullen @danideje

352 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Mommy Daughter glamping weekend with our best friends + family 🥹🥰 @lesliealejandro @echobasco @zoebowe @traecullen @danideje
Likes : 352
Jessica Lu - 352 Likes - Mommy Daughter glamping weekend with our best friends + family 🥹🥰 @lesliealejandro @echobasco @zoebowe @traecullen @danideje

352 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Mommy Daughter glamping weekend with our best friends + family 🥹🥰 @lesliealejandro @echobasco @zoebowe @traecullen @danideje
Likes : 352
Jessica Lu - 342 Likes - Mothering my daughter while my mother smiles at us while we are all soaking up our collective mother’s warmth on a field of soft fresh grass under the shade and protection of a large magnificent tree… Why do some take this for granted, have they forgotten their mothers? 

Love to all. 💚🌎🌿

342 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : Mothering my daughter while my mother smiles at us while we are all soaking up our collective mother’s warmth on a field of soft fresh grass under the shade and protection of a large magnificent tree… Why do some take this for granted, have they forgotten their mothers? Love to all. 💚🌎🌿
Likes : 342
Jessica Lu - 342 Likes - transferring antibodies and making hair-pulling kid-friendly since 2021

342 Likes – Jessica Lu Instagram

Caption : transferring antibodies and making hair-pulling kid-friendly since 2021
Likes : 342