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Mela Murder Instagram - @macmiller my heart hurts .. you were such a gift to Earth. Talented beyond words, passionate, giving and kind. You came into my life exactly when I needed it, I saw so much of myself in you which is why I know we bonded the way we did. We were both battling demons always trying to escape the heavy emptiness inside of us. The first day we met felt like we knew each other for lifetimes. My hair was pink so you asked me to dye yours pink to match mine 💕😢 you were so fucking free and so beautiful your energy was explosive you made me feel seen and alive during one of the lowest points of my life. You were there for me you checked in on me you looked me in my eyes when we spoke I would cry to you about what was happening back home and the shit I was going through and you would say some real shit to me I remember our conversations vividly you really cared like REALLY cared and I love you for that I will always be grateful for you for that. You were one of a kind. My best friend on big day out tour. 2 pink haired weirdos fucking shit up acting a damn fool 😭 We went insane together ! it cost me everything but I wouldn’t trade a single memory made with you. EVER. They were some of the best times of my life. You made a massive massive impact in my life. More then you know. Whenever we spoke after tour we’d try to motivate each other to get sober, tried to remind each other of our light and our gifts but we struggled.. I always say becoming a mother saved my life , it saved me from myself. I’m so deeply sorry you weren’t able to pull yourself out of your darkness as much as I know you wanted to as much as I know you tried.. i wish I could’ve been there for you mac.. Im so sorry.. I just can’t believe your gone ... this hurts Rest In Blessed Peace Beautiful Angel #PINKBATHWATER Forever
Mela Murder Instagram - @macmiller my heart hurts .. you were such a gift to Earth. Talented beyond words, passionate, giving and kind. You came into my life exactly when I needed it, I saw so much of myself in you which is why I know we bonded the way we did. We were both battling demons always trying to escape the heavy emptiness inside of us. The first day we met felt like we knew each other for lifetimes. My hair was pink so you asked me to dye yours pink to match mine 💕😢 you were so fucking free and so beautiful your energy was explosive you made me feel seen and alive during one of the lowest points of my life. You were there for me you checked in on me you looked me in my eyes when we spoke I would cry to you about what was happening back home and the shit I was going through and you would say some real shit to me I remember our conversations vividly you really cared like REALLY cared and I love you for that I will always be grateful for you for that. You were one of a kind. My best friend on big day out tour. 2 pink haired weirdos fucking shit up acting a damn fool 😭 We went insane together ! it cost me everything but I wouldn’t trade a single memory made with you. EVER. They were some of the best times of my life. You made a massive massive impact in my life. More then you know. Whenever we spoke after tour we’d try to motivate each other to get sober, tried to remind each other of our light and our gifts but we struggled.. I always say becoming a mother saved my life , it saved me from myself. I’m so deeply sorry you weren’t able to pull yourself out of your darkness as much as I know you wanted to as much as I know you tried.. i wish I could’ve been there for you mac.. Im so sorry.. I just can’t believe your gone ... this hurts Rest In Blessed Peace Beautiful Angel #PINKBATHWATER Forever
Mela Murder Instagram - @prfctnmbr Unformat Femininity Campaign
Mela Murder Instagram - Mary @vogueitalia by @indianaromavoss @loisycohen
Mela Murder Instagram - Coven 🦇
Mela Murder Instagram - us for @crfashionbook
Mela Murder Instagram - I wrote the song MOTHER for my daughter Amethyst as she grew in my womb. For me as a woman transitioning to mother and all that I’ve experienced with my body, my relationship with my body my priorities my sense of self beyond my body is truly a symbolism of my own rebirth. MOTHER. CREATOR. LIFE. I have reclaimed my power through this rebirth. This piece is a visual representation of that. Directed by Me, Shot and Edited by @yopoosh , Song produced by @f_virtue Styled by @chromat Watch on @vimeo Listen on @soundcloud
Mela Murder Instagram - Last week in Washington square park with my best friends as if we were 17 all over again, minus the booze and drugs for me.. I’m going on 7 months sober ! The addict in me is like let’s drink to sobriety lol such an odd feeling to be laying to rest apart of myself that was extremely destructive but was most definitely something I attached to my sense of worth and security within. I’m grieving that out of control lunatic who fucked shit up leaving a disaster behind where ever she went. I have to pay my respects and move on. Unwiring unraveling recreating the definition of toxic familiar habits with clear eyes and mind. Perseverance! So as I carry on my intense journey of what the fuck is gonna happen next? I’m in need of guidance advice tips from anyone everyone who knows about ancestral herbal holistic medicine,nutrition, lifestyle because On August 1st, I will begin a 13 day physical and spiritual detox. The type of detox that goes deeper then just telling me “drink seamoss and meditate” this cleanse will be like nothing I have ever done before because it’ll be the first time I am knowingly stepping into my shadow to clean house and renovate nourishingly through thoughts foods medicines mental and physical exercises. Im focusing on my Brain Heart and Stomach then my breath and stillness of mind. What do you recommend? From plants to herbs, books to mentors, prayers to sounds, referring me to someone who might know someone. Any of what is actually useful and effective please and thank you and I love you!
Mela Murder Instagram - Last week in Washington square park with my best friends as if we were 17 all over again, minus the booze and drugs for me.. I’m going on 7 months sober ! The addict in me is like let’s drink to sobriety lol such an odd feeling to be laying to rest apart of myself that was extremely destructive but was most definitely something I attached to my sense of worth and security within. I’m grieving that out of control lunatic who fucked shit up leaving a disaster behind where ever she went. I have to pay my respects and move on. Unwiring unraveling recreating the definition of toxic familiar habits with clear eyes and mind. Perseverance! So as I carry on my intense journey of what the fuck is gonna happen next? I’m in need of guidance advice tips from anyone everyone who knows about ancestral herbal holistic medicine,nutrition, lifestyle because On August 1st, I will begin a 13 day physical and spiritual detox. The type of detox that goes deeper then just telling me “drink seamoss and meditate” this cleanse will be like nothing I have ever done before because it’ll be the first time I am knowingly stepping into my shadow to clean house and renovate nourishingly through thoughts foods medicines mental and physical exercises. Im focusing on my Brain Heart and Stomach then my breath and stillness of mind. What do you recommend? From plants to herbs, books to mentors, prayers to sounds, referring me to someone who might know someone. Any of what is actually useful and effective please and thank you and I love you!
Mela Murder Instagram - Justice for my people 🇵🇷 @nowthisentertainment
Mela Murder Instagram - Rusty
Mela Murder Instagram - opening for @chromat #nyfw
Mela Murder Instagram - @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
Mela Murder Instagram - @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
Mela Murder Instagram - @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
Mela Murder Instagram - @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
Mela Murder Instagram - @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
Mela Murder Instagram - BALENCIAGA
Mela Murder Instagram - BALENCIAGA
Mela Murder Instagram - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - feminine cunt for @showstudio @nicopanda
Mela Murder Instagram - Back in New York from an emotionally heavy yet spiritually elevating trip to my motherland Puerto Rico. The damages that Hurricane Maria left behind are devastating. Houses/businesses destroyed, uprooted trees everywhere , trees that carried quenepas, pana, avocados, bananas etc all gone, they now have to import these fruits and veg from Dominican Republic and Ecuador which has made the cost of living so high. Many people have lost everything.. loved ones, their homes literally everything. But yet the feeling of the island is serene. Our people of the island are full of love. Love for each other and all that surrounds them. The valleys the mountains the beaches the trees the animals the food they are so passionate about it They truly love and appreciate it all. They are so strong. Im proud of my people. I love my people. I love my island. Be grateful for all that you have because at any moment it can be gone and your life as you know it can change forever. Appreciate your family, your home, your food, electricity, something as simple as a hot shower. Be grateful for it all. 🇵🇷
Mela Murder Instagram - Me and my best friends for @gucci X @garage_magazine thank you for capturing us @ssdaigui
Mela Murder Instagram - Me and my best friends for @gucci X @garage_magazine thank you for capturing us @ssdaigui
Mela Murder Instagram - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Mela Murder Instagram - Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc
Mela Murder Instagram - Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc
Mela Murder Instagram - Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc
Mela Murder Instagram - Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc
Mela Murder Instagram - Behind the scenes on the @billie set. Feeling SO grateful for the opportunity to be apart of meaningful projects such as this. To be creating at all in the midst of this seemingly never ending pandemic is an absolute blessing and the support from all of you makes it so much more meaningful thank you for the consistent support throughout the years .. from dancing on stage to acting to single motherhood , sobriety and everything else. Words can’t express my gratitude 💚💛💜 🎥: @ralguerrero 💋
Mela Murder Instagram - When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀
Mela Murder Instagram - When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀
Mela Murder Instagram - When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀
Mela Murder Instagram - When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀
Mela Murder Instagram - When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀
Mela Murder Instagram - when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018
Mela Murder Instagram - when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018
Mela Murder Instagram - when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018
Mela Murder Instagram - What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
Mela Murder Instagram - What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
Mela Murder Instagram - What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
Mela Murder Instagram - What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
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Mela Murder Instagram - mental health awareness month mood
Mela Murder Instagram - mental health awareness month mood
Mela Murder Instagram - mental health awareness month mood
Mela Murder Instagram - mental health awareness month mood
Mela Murder Instagram - mental health awareness month mood
Mela Murder Instagram - mental health awareness month mood
Mela Murder Instagram - mental health awareness month mood
Mela Murder Instagram - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Mela Murder Instagram - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Mela Murder Instagram - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Mela Murder Instagram - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Mela Murder Instagram - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Mela Murder Instagram - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Mela Murder Instagram - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Mela Murder Instagram - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Mela Murder Instagram - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Mela Murder Instagram - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Mela Murder Instagram - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Mela Murder Instagram - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Mela Murder Instagram - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Mela Murder Instagram - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Mela Murder Instagram - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Mela Murder Instagram - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Mela Murder Instagram - Thank You @latimes
Mela Murder Instagram - Thank You @latimes
Mela Murder Instagram - Go watch GANG directed by @claytonvomero
Mela Murder Instagram - @letstalkmother London 2018 Go watch “To The Surface” on @vimeo
Mela Murder Instagram - Dripped in Dolce and Gabbana, 30 inch Peruvian Malaysian, on the red carpet with academy award winners! Umm.. How did she get here ?
Mela Murder Instagram - MELA Para mi gente 🇵🇷 For the OutKast For the weirdos For the forgotten For the left out For the last picked For the misunderstood For the anxious For the sad For the lonely For the depressed For the spiritually sensitive For the mentally fragile For the emotionally disturbed For struggling addicts But especially for the single mommy’s This short film is for us I love us I’m proud of us #borikua
Mela Murder Instagram - it’s been challenging to navigate my feelings about speaking on my experience as a non white woman in this predominantly white industry. I have a huge problem with white people in the industry reaping the benefits of having access to our spaces when they repeatedly and continuously steal from us. Bob is some where saying “stealing?” “stole what?” When you entered our neighborhoods communities practices culture and experienced something you never knew existed Bob! Something that excited you so much you went home got on your laptop and wrote a script , treatment , song , book using our experience but not from the perspective of a witness.. from the perspective of a person from that world. It’s beyond appropriation it’s New age colonization! Those fuckers always get away with it because of their privilege and access, they know people who will happily fund a film commercial campaign telling a story that is NOT THEIRS! They go on to win awards proclaimed genius welcomed into elite spaces amongst the wealthy and successful, people who with one call can change a life completely for the better meanwhile those who are the direct source of their “creative genius” are left behind disregarded and forgotten! That’s how they steal and get rich on our backs! The way this country and the systems within this country are set up have never been for people of color to thrive and succeed with ease. Ever! Why is it a breeze for bob but a fight for Juan to accomplish the same goal?! So many times Ive had friends in the industry call me to say I was on a directors mood board for a massive campaign.all white production. But I was never contacted for the opportunity? Why is that? They use me for inspiration but give the opportunity to someone famous and more marketable. Ive never had an agent/manager in my career so many times I’ve reached out to my white connections in the industry to help find representation I’m always met with the same gate keeping response. I’m tired of sweeping the truth under the rug people need to feel uncomfortable and start taking accountability. We are NOT YOUR MUSE! PAY US FOR OUR ENERGY TALENT CREATIVITY STORIES AND TIME!
Mela Murder Instagram - it’s been challenging to navigate my feelings about speaking on my experience as a non white woman in this predominantly white industry. I have a huge problem with white people in the industry reaping the benefits of having access to our spaces when they repeatedly and continuously steal from us. Bob is some where saying “stealing?” “stole what?” When you entered our neighborhoods communities practices culture and experienced something you never knew existed Bob! Something that excited you so much you went home got on your laptop and wrote a script , treatment , song , book using our experience but not from the perspective of a witness.. from the perspective of a person from that world. It’s beyond appropriation it’s New age colonization! Those fuckers always get away with it because of their privilege and access, they know people who will happily fund a film commercial campaign telling a story that is NOT THEIRS! They go on to win awards proclaimed genius welcomed into elite spaces amongst the wealthy and successful, people who with one call can change a life completely for the better meanwhile those who are the direct source of their “creative genius” are left behind disregarded and forgotten! That’s how they steal and get rich on our backs! The way this country and the systems within this country are set up have never been for people of color to thrive and succeed with ease. Ever! Why is it a breeze for bob but a fight for Juan to accomplish the same goal?! So many times Ive had friends in the industry call me to say I was on a directors mood board for a massive campaign.all white production. But I was never contacted for the opportunity? Why is that? They use me for inspiration but give the opportunity to someone famous and more marketable. Ive never had an agent/manager in my career so many times I’ve reached out to my white connections in the industry to help find representation I’m always met with the same gate keeping response. I’m tired of sweeping the truth under the rug people need to feel uncomfortable and start taking accountability. We are NOT YOUR MUSE! PAY US FOR OUR ENERGY TALENT CREATIVITY STORIES AND TIME!
Mela Murder Instagram - Today is a day of land acknowledgment, today is a day to recognize respect and support indigenous people. Today is a day to talk about native history, communities, families and their ancestral homeland. In the US the history Americans have been taught is rooted in lies, we’ve proclaimed colonizers our national heroes and founding fathers. We celebrate and honor the lie . We commemorate colonizers for the slaughtering of the indigenous people of this land. Thanksgiving for natives is a national day of mourning. In the climate of this new world we can no longer tolerate or pass down the lies of history. Let’s honor the ancestors by speaking truth. Please remember what a blessing and privilege it is to experience love family food and warmth today when the reality of the world is so heavy and painful. We have collectively experienced immense grief heartbreak and trauma watching our global brothers and sisters suffer. But we’ve also collectively woken up come together stand in solidarity for freedom of all. We’re searching deeper we’re asking questions we’re speaking up we’re making a stand and that’s worth highlighting. That’s what I’m grateful for.
Mela Murder Instagram - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Mela Murder Instagram - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Mela Murder Instagram - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Mela Murder Instagram - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Mela Murder Instagram - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Mela Murder Instagram - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Mela Murder Instagram - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Mela Murder Instagram - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Mela Murder Instagram - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Mela Murder Instagram - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Mela Murder Instagram - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Mela Murder Instagram - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
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Mela Murder - 15.4K Likes - @macmiller my heart hurts .. you were such a gift to Earth. Talented beyond words, passionate, giving and kind. You came into my life exactly when I needed it, I saw so much of myself in you which is why I know we bonded the way we did. We were both battling demons always trying to escape the heavy emptiness inside of us. The first day we met felt like we knew each other for lifetimes. My hair was pink so you asked me to dye yours pink to match mine 💕😢 you were so fucking free and so beautiful your energy was explosive you made me feel seen and alive during one of the lowest points of my life. You were there for me you checked in on me you looked me in my eyes when we spoke I would cry to you about what was happening back home and the shit I was going through and you would say some real shit to me I remember our conversations vividly you really cared like REALLY cared and I love you for that I will always be grateful for you for that. You were one of a kind. My best friend on big day out tour. 2 pink haired weirdos fucking shit up acting a damn fool 😭 We went insane together ! it cost me everything but I wouldn’t trade a single memory made with you. EVER. They were some of the best times of my life. You made a massive massive impact in my life. More then you know. Whenever we spoke after tour we’d try to motivate each other to get sober, tried to remind each other of our light and our gifts but we struggled.. I always say becoming a mother saved my life , it saved me from myself. I’m so deeply sorry you weren’t able to pull yourself out of your darkness as much as I know you wanted to as much as I know you tried.. i wish I could’ve been there for you mac.. Im so sorry.. I just can’t believe your gone ... this hurts Rest In Blessed Peace Beautiful Angel #PINKBATHWATER Forever

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Caption : @macmiller my heart hurts .. you were such a gift to Earth. Talented beyond words, passionate, giving and kind. You came into my life exactly when I needed it, I saw so much of myself in you which is why I know we bonded the way we did. We were both battling demons always trying to escape the heavy emptiness inside of us. The first day we met felt like we knew each other for lifetimes. My hair was pink so you asked me to dye yours pink to match mine 💕😢 you were so fucking free and so beautiful your energy was explosive you made me feel seen and alive during one of the lowest points of my life. You were there for me you checked in on me you looked me in my eyes when we spoke I would cry to you about what was happening back home and the shit I was going through and you would say some real shit to me I remember our conversations vividly you really cared like REALLY cared and I love you for that I will always be grateful for you for that. You were one of a kind. My best friend on big day out tour. 2 pink haired weirdos fucking shit up acting a damn fool 😭 We went insane together ! it cost me everything but I wouldn’t trade a single memory made with you. EVER. They were some of the best times of my life. You made a massive massive impact in my life. More then you know. Whenever we spoke after tour we’d try to motivate each other to get sober, tried to remind each other of our light and our gifts but we struggled.. I always say becoming a mother saved my life , it saved me from myself. I’m so deeply sorry you weren’t able to pull yourself out of your darkness as much as I know you wanted to as much as I know you tried.. i wish I could’ve been there for you mac.. Im so sorry.. I just can’t believe your gone … this hurts Rest In Blessed Peace Beautiful Angel #PINKBATHWATER Forever
Likes : 15375Mela Murder - 15.4K Likes - @macmiller my heart hurts .. you were such a gift to Earth. Talented beyond words, passionate, giving and kind. You came into my life exactly when I needed it, I saw so much of myself in you which is why I know we bonded the way we did. We were both battling demons always trying to escape the heavy emptiness inside of us. The first day we met felt like we knew each other for lifetimes. My hair was pink so you asked me to dye yours pink to match mine 💕😢 you were so fucking free and so beautiful your energy was explosive you made me feel seen and alive during one of the lowest points of my life. You were there for me you checked in on me you looked me in my eyes when we spoke I would cry to you about what was happening back home and the shit I was going through and you would say some real shit to me I remember our conversations vividly you really cared like REALLY cared and I love you for that I will always be grateful for you for that. You were one of a kind. My best friend on big day out tour. 2 pink haired weirdos fucking shit up acting a damn fool 😭 We went insane together ! it cost me everything but I wouldn’t trade a single memory made with you. EVER. They were some of the best times of my life. You made a massive massive impact in my life. More then you know. Whenever we spoke after tour we’d try to motivate each other to get sober, tried to remind each other of our light and our gifts but we struggled.. I always say becoming a mother saved my life , it saved me from myself. I’m so deeply sorry you weren’t able to pull yourself out of your darkness as much as I know you wanted to as much as I know you tried.. i wish I could’ve been there for you mac.. Im so sorry.. I just can’t believe your gone ... this hurts Rest In Blessed Peace Beautiful Angel #PINKBATHWATER Forever

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Caption : @macmiller my heart hurts .. you were such a gift to Earth. Talented beyond words, passionate, giving and kind. You came into my life exactly when I needed it, I saw so much of myself in you which is why I know we bonded the way we did. We were both battling demons always trying to escape the heavy emptiness inside of us. The first day we met felt like we knew each other for lifetimes. My hair was pink so you asked me to dye yours pink to match mine 💕😢 you were so fucking free and so beautiful your energy was explosive you made me feel seen and alive during one of the lowest points of my life. You were there for me you checked in on me you looked me in my eyes when we spoke I would cry to you about what was happening back home and the shit I was going through and you would say some real shit to me I remember our conversations vividly you really cared like REALLY cared and I love you for that I will always be grateful for you for that. You were one of a kind. My best friend on big day out tour. 2 pink haired weirdos fucking shit up acting a damn fool 😭 We went insane together ! it cost me everything but I wouldn’t trade a single memory made with you. EVER. They were some of the best times of my life. You made a massive massive impact in my life. More then you know. Whenever we spoke after tour we’d try to motivate each other to get sober, tried to remind each other of our light and our gifts but we struggled.. I always say becoming a mother saved my life , it saved me from myself. I’m so deeply sorry you weren’t able to pull yourself out of your darkness as much as I know you wanted to as much as I know you tried.. i wish I could’ve been there for you mac.. Im so sorry.. I just can’t believe your gone … this hurts Rest In Blessed Peace Beautiful Angel #PINKBATHWATER Forever
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Likes : 15204Mela Murder - 13.1K Likes - Mary @vogueitalia by @indianaromavoss @loisycohen

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Likes : 13087Mela Murder - 10.8K Likes - Coven 🦇

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Likes : 10282Mela Murder - 10.2K Likes - I wrote the song MOTHER for my daughter Amethyst as she grew in my womb. For me as a woman transitioning to mother and all that I’ve experienced with my body, my relationship with my body my priorities my sense of self beyond my body is truly a symbolism of my own rebirth. MOTHER. CREATOR. LIFE. I have reclaimed my power through this rebirth. This piece is a visual representation of that. Directed by Me, Shot and Edited by @yopoosh , Song produced by @f_virtue Styled by @chromat Watch on @vimeo Listen on @soundcloud

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Caption : I wrote the song MOTHER for my daughter Amethyst as she grew in my womb. For me as a woman transitioning to mother and all that I’ve experienced with my body, my relationship with my body my priorities my sense of self beyond my body is truly a symbolism of my own rebirth. MOTHER. CREATOR. LIFE. I have reclaimed my power through this rebirth. This piece is a visual representation of that. Directed by Me, Shot and Edited by @yopoosh , Song produced by @f_virtue Styled by @chromat Watch on @vimeo Listen on @soundcloud
Likes : 10194Mela Murder - 8.3K Likes - Last week in Washington square park with my best friends as if we were 17 all over again, minus the booze and drugs for me.. I’m going on 7 months sober ! The addict in me is like let’s drink to sobriety lol such an odd feeling to be laying to rest apart of myself that was extremely destructive but was most definitely something I attached to my sense of worth and security within. I’m grieving that out of control lunatic who fucked shit up leaving a disaster behind where ever she went. I have to pay my respects and move on. Unwiring unraveling recreating the definition of toxic familiar habits with clear eyes and mind. Perseverance! So as I carry on my intense journey of what the fuck is gonna happen next? I’m in need of guidance advice tips from anyone everyone who knows about ancestral herbal holistic medicine,nutrition, lifestyle because On August 1st, I will begin a 13 day physical and spiritual detox. The type of detox that goes deeper then just telling me “drink seamoss and meditate” this cleanse will be like nothing I have ever done before because it’ll be the first time I am knowingly stepping into my shadow to clean house and renovate nourishingly through thoughts foods medicines mental and physical exercises. Im focusing on my Brain Heart and Stomach then my breath and stillness of mind. What do you recommend? From plants to herbs, books to mentors, prayers to sounds, referring me to someone who might know someone. Any of what is actually useful and effective please and thank you and I love you!

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Caption : Last week in Washington square park with my best friends as if we were 17 all over again, minus the booze and drugs for me.. I’m going on 7 months sober ! The addict in me is like let’s drink to sobriety lol such an odd feeling to be laying to rest apart of myself that was extremely destructive but was most definitely something I attached to my sense of worth and security within. I’m grieving that out of control lunatic who fucked shit up leaving a disaster behind where ever she went. I have to pay my respects and move on. Unwiring unraveling recreating the definition of toxic familiar habits with clear eyes and mind. Perseverance! So as I carry on my intense journey of what the fuck is gonna happen next? I’m in need of guidance advice tips from anyone everyone who knows about ancestral herbal holistic medicine,nutrition, lifestyle because On August 1st, I will begin a 13 day physical and spiritual detox. The type of detox that goes deeper then just telling me “drink seamoss and meditate” this cleanse will be like nothing I have ever done before because it’ll be the first time I am knowingly stepping into my shadow to clean house and renovate nourishingly through thoughts foods medicines mental and physical exercises. Im focusing on my Brain Heart and Stomach then my breath and stillness of mind. What do you recommend? From plants to herbs, books to mentors, prayers to sounds, referring me to someone who might know someone. Any of what is actually useful and effective please and thank you and I love you!
Likes : 8303Mela Murder - 8.3K Likes - Last week in Washington square park with my best friends as if we were 17 all over again, minus the booze and drugs for me.. I’m going on 7 months sober ! The addict in me is like let’s drink to sobriety lol such an odd feeling to be laying to rest apart of myself that was extremely destructive but was most definitely something I attached to my sense of worth and security within. I’m grieving that out of control lunatic who fucked shit up leaving a disaster behind where ever she went. I have to pay my respects and move on. Unwiring unraveling recreating the definition of toxic familiar habits with clear eyes and mind. Perseverance! So as I carry on my intense journey of what the fuck is gonna happen next? I’m in need of guidance advice tips from anyone everyone who knows about ancestral herbal holistic medicine,nutrition, lifestyle because On August 1st, I will begin a 13 day physical and spiritual detox. The type of detox that goes deeper then just telling me “drink seamoss and meditate” this cleanse will be like nothing I have ever done before because it’ll be the first time I am knowingly stepping into my shadow to clean house and renovate nourishingly through thoughts foods medicines mental and physical exercises. Im focusing on my Brain Heart and Stomach then my breath and stillness of mind. What do you recommend? From plants to herbs, books to mentors, prayers to sounds, referring me to someone who might know someone. Any of what is actually useful and effective please and thank you and I love you!

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Caption : Last week in Washington square park with my best friends as if we were 17 all over again, minus the booze and drugs for me.. I’m going on 7 months sober ! The addict in me is like let’s drink to sobriety lol such an odd feeling to be laying to rest apart of myself that was extremely destructive but was most definitely something I attached to my sense of worth and security within. I’m grieving that out of control lunatic who fucked shit up leaving a disaster behind where ever she went. I have to pay my respects and move on. Unwiring unraveling recreating the definition of toxic familiar habits with clear eyes and mind. Perseverance! So as I carry on my intense journey of what the fuck is gonna happen next? I’m in need of guidance advice tips from anyone everyone who knows about ancestral herbal holistic medicine,nutrition, lifestyle because On August 1st, I will begin a 13 day physical and spiritual detox. The type of detox that goes deeper then just telling me “drink seamoss and meditate” this cleanse will be like nothing I have ever done before because it’ll be the first time I am knowingly stepping into my shadow to clean house and renovate nourishingly through thoughts foods medicines mental and physical exercises. Im focusing on my Brain Heart and Stomach then my breath and stillness of mind. What do you recommend? From plants to herbs, books to mentors, prayers to sounds, referring me to someone who might know someone. Any of what is actually useful and effective please and thank you and I love you!
Likes : 8303Mela Murder - 8.1K Likes - Justice for my people 🇵🇷 @nowthisentertainment

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Caption : Justice for my people 🇵🇷 @nowthisentertainment
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Likes : 7291Mela Murder - 5.3K Likes - opening for @chromat #nyfw

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Likes : 5347Mela Murder - 4.7K Likes - @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject

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Caption : @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
Likes : 4732Mela Murder - 4.7K Likes - @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject

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Caption : @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
Likes : 4732Mela Murder - 4.7K Likes - @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject

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Caption : @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
Likes : 4732Mela Murder - 4.7K Likes - @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject

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Caption : @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
Likes : 4732Mela Murder - 4.7K Likes - @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject

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Caption : @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
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Likes : 4683Mela Murder - 4.6K Likes - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 4550Mela Murder - 4.6K Likes - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 4550Mela Murder - 4.6K Likes - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 4550Mela Murder - 4.6K Likes - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 4550Mela Murder - 4.6K Likes - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 4550Mela Murder - 4.6K Likes - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 4550Mela Murder - 4.6K Likes - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 4550Mela Murder - 4.6K Likes - 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 4550Mela Murder - 4.3K Likes - feminine cunt for @showstudio @nicopanda

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Caption : feminine cunt for @showstudio @nicopanda
Likes : 4333Mela Murder - 4.3K Likes - Back in New York from an emotionally heavy yet spiritually elevating trip to my motherland Puerto Rico. The damages that Hurricane Maria left behind are devastating. Houses/businesses destroyed, uprooted trees everywhere , trees that carried quenepas, pana, avocados, bananas etc all gone, they now have to import these fruits and veg from Dominican Republic and Ecuador which has made the cost of living so high. Many people have lost everything.. loved ones, their homes literally everything. But yet the feeling of the island is serene. Our people of the island are full of love. Love for each other and all that surrounds them. The valleys the mountains the beaches the trees the animals the food they are so passionate about it They truly love and appreciate it all. They are so strong. Im proud of my people. I love my people. I love my island. Be grateful for all that you have because at any moment it can be gone and your life as you know it can change forever. Appreciate your family, your home, your food, electricity, something as simple as a hot shower. Be grateful for it all. 🇵🇷

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Caption : Back in New York from an emotionally heavy yet spiritually elevating trip to my motherland Puerto Rico. The damages that Hurricane Maria left behind are devastating. Houses/businesses destroyed, uprooted trees everywhere , trees that carried quenepas, pana, avocados, bananas etc all gone, they now have to import these fruits and veg from Dominican Republic and Ecuador which has made the cost of living so high. Many people have lost everything.. loved ones, their homes literally everything. But yet the feeling of the island is serene. Our people of the island are full of love. Love for each other and all that surrounds them. The valleys the mountains the beaches the trees the animals the food they are so passionate about it They truly love and appreciate it all. They are so strong. Im proud of my people. I love my people. I love my island. Be grateful for all that you have because at any moment it can be gone and your life as you know it can change forever. Appreciate your family, your home, your food, electricity, something as simple as a hot shower. Be grateful for it all. 🇵🇷
Likes : 4253Mela Murder - 2.9K Likes - Me and my best friends for @gucci X @garage_magazine thank you for capturing us @ssdaigui

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Caption : Me and my best friends for @gucci X @garage_magazine thank you for capturing us @ssdaigui
Likes : 2909Mela Murder - 2.9K Likes - Me and my best friends for @gucci X @garage_magazine thank you for capturing us @ssdaigui

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Caption : Me and my best friends for @gucci X @garage_magazine thank you for capturing us @ssdaigui
Likes : 2909Mela Murder - 2.7K Likes - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 2701Mela Murder - 2.7K Likes - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 2701Mela Murder - 2.7K Likes - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 2701Mela Murder - 2.7K Likes - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 2701Mela Murder - 2.7K Likes - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 2701Mela Murder - 2.7K Likes - Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!

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Caption : Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
Likes : 2701Mela Murder - 2.6K Likes - Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc

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Caption : Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc
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Caption : Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc
Likes : 2579Mela Murder - 2.6K Likes - Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc

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Caption : Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc
Likes : 2579Mela Murder - 2.6K Likes - Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc

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Caption : Me siento muy WEPA! 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 Borikuas drop a 🇵🇷 in the comments Have fun and be safe this weekend celebrating QUE VIVA PUERTO RICO 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷 📸 @shairacnyc
Likes : 2579Mela Murder - 2.6K Likes - Behind the scenes on the @billie set. Feeling SO grateful for the opportunity to be apart of meaningful projects such as this. To be creating at all in the midst of this seemingly never ending pandemic is an absolute blessing and the support from all of you makes it so much more meaningful thank you for the consistent support throughout the years .. from dancing on stage to acting to single motherhood , sobriety and everything else. Words can’t express my gratitude 💚💛💜 🎥: @ralguerrero 💋

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Caption : Behind the scenes on the @billie set. Feeling SO grateful for the opportunity to be apart of meaningful projects such as this. To be creating at all in the midst of this seemingly never ending pandemic is an absolute blessing and the support from all of you makes it so much more meaningful thank you for the consistent support throughout the years .. from dancing on stage to acting to single motherhood , sobriety and everything else. Words can’t express my gratitude 💚💛💜 🎥: @ralguerrero 💋
Likes : 2564Mela Murder - 2.2K Likes - When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀

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Caption : When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀
Likes : 2155Mela Murder - 2.2K Likes - When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀

2.2K Likes – Mela Murder Instagram

Caption : When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀
Likes : 2155Mela Murder - 2.2K Likes - When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀

2.2K Likes – Mela Murder Instagram

Caption : When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀
Likes : 2155Mela Murder - 2.2K Likes - When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀

2.2K Likes – Mela Murder Instagram

Caption : When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀
Likes : 2155Mela Murder - 2.2K Likes - When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀

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Caption : When I had the opportunity to be on set with @badbunnypr was the moment I understood the power of my mind and how the brain will effortlessly transmute ideas into physical equivalent! Thoughts are truly things! The secret to alchemy is FAITH! Faith is everything , believing you are deserving and worthy of goodness is imperative. The cheat code is authenticity. Look yourself in the mirror and say “ I am great” , because you are , believe it and go change the world for the better 🚀
Likes : 2155Mela Murder - 2K Likes - when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018

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Caption : when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018
Likes : 2018Mela Murder - 2K Likes - when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018

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Caption : when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018
Likes : 2018Mela Murder - 2K Likes - when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018

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Caption : when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018
Likes : 2018Mela Murder - 1.9K Likes - What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.

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Caption : What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
Likes : 1933Mela Murder - 1.9K Likes - What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.

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Caption : What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
Likes : 1933Mela Murder - 1.9K Likes - What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.

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Caption : What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
Likes : 1933Mela Murder - 1.9K Likes - What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.

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Caption : What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
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Likes : 1457Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys

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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Likes : 1442Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys

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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Likes : 1442Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys

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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Likes : 1442Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys

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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Likes : 1442Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys

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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Likes : 1442Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys

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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Likes : 1442Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys

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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Likes : 1442Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys

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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Likes : 1442Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys

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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
Likes : 1442Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico

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Caption : I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Likes : 1362Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico

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Caption : I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Likes : 1362Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico

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Caption : I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Likes : 1362Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico

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Caption : I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Likes : 1362Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico

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Caption : I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Likes : 1362Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico

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Caption : I had the honor and privilege of being invited to represent Puerto Rican pride in my birth place Brooklyn NY at the Red Bull culture clash alongside New York City legends!! Ive been trying to find the words that capture how major this moment was but it’s been hard Every single person who was apart of this created an atmosphere that was so authentic to our roots and expression within our Pride. Nuyoricans have and will always contribute so much culturally to this city. It feels so good to celebrate our roots with each other on this level WEPA!!!! Shout out to all the crews that put on for their culture what a gift it was to witness all of your greatness. @yourfavoritetwins @djbembona @djtonytouch @remezcla @christianmartir @uniiqu3music @redbullmusic @nuevayorkinos @judysantosofficial @iamj.i @jimjonescapo @nol0ngtalk congratulations on the win ! Clash culture comes from Jamaica so we salute and respect. Pero what you said about Puerto Ricans not playing dance hall at the parade was a lie and the AI Michael Jackson was wack 😂 I had to get that off my chest but we love you downnnn and Boricuas are Caribbean so your victory is our victory ! QUE VIVA Puerto Rico
Likes : 1362Mela Murder - 1.4K Likes - Thank You @latimes

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Likes : 1360Mela Murder - 1.2K Likes - Go watch GANG directed by @claytonvomero

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Caption : Go watch GANG directed by @claytonvomero
Likes : 1248Mela Murder - 0.9K Likes - @letstalkmother London 2018 Go watch “To The Surface” on @vimeo

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Caption : @letstalkmother London 2018 Go watch “To The Surface” on @vimeo
Likes : 947Mela Murder - 860 Likes - Dripped in Dolce and Gabbana, 30 inch Peruvian Malaysian, on the red carpet with academy award winners! Umm.. How did she get here ?

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Caption : Dripped in Dolce and Gabbana, 30 inch Peruvian Malaysian, on the red carpet with academy award winners! Umm.. How did she get here ?
Likes : 860Mela Murder - 590 Likes - MELA Para mi gente 🇵🇷 For the OutKast For the weirdos For the forgotten For the left out For the last picked For the misunderstood For the anxious For the sad For the lonely For the depressed For the spiritually sensitive For the mentally fragile For the emotionally disturbed For struggling addicts But especially for the single mommy’s This short film is for us I love us I’m proud of us #borikua

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Caption : MELA Para mi gente 🇵🇷 For the OutKast For the weirdos For the forgotten For the left out For the last picked For the misunderstood For the anxious For the sad For the lonely For the depressed For the spiritually sensitive For the mentally fragile For the emotionally disturbed For struggling addicts But especially for the single mommy’s This short film is for us I love us I’m proud of us #borikua
Likes : 590Mela Murder - 3 Likes - it’s been challenging to navigate my feelings about speaking on my experience as a non white woman in this predominantly white industry. I have a huge problem with white people in the industry reaping the benefits of having access to our spaces when they repeatedly and continuously steal from us. Bob is some where saying “stealing?” “stole what?” When you entered our neighborhoods communities practices culture and experienced something you never knew existed Bob! Something that excited you so much you went home got on your laptop and wrote a script , treatment , song , book using our experience but not from the perspective of a witness.. from the perspective of a person from that world. It’s beyond appropriation it’s New age colonization! Those fuckers always get away with it because of their privilege and access, they know people who will happily fund a film commercial campaign telling a story that is NOT THEIRS! They go on to win awards proclaimed genius welcomed into elite spaces amongst the wealthy and successful, people who with one call can change a life completely for the better meanwhile those who are the direct source of their “creative genius” are left behind disregarded and forgotten! That’s how they steal and get rich on our backs! The way this country and the systems within this country are set up have never been for people of color to thrive and succeed with ease. Ever! Why is it a breeze for bob but a fight for Juan to accomplish the same goal?! So many times Ive had friends in the industry call me to say I was on a directors mood board for a massive campaign.all white production. But I was never contacted for the opportunity? Why is that? They use me for inspiration but give the opportunity to someone famous and more marketable. Ive never had an agent/manager in my career so many times I’ve reached out to my white connections in the industry to help find representation I’m always met with the same gate keeping response. I’m tired of sweeping the truth under the rug people need to feel uncomfortable and start taking accountability. We are NOT YOUR MUSE! PAY US FOR OUR ENERGY TALENT CREATIVITY STORIES AND TIME!

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Caption : it’s been challenging to navigate my feelings about speaking on my experience as a non white woman in this predominantly white industry. I have a huge problem with white people in the industry reaping the benefits of having access to our spaces when they repeatedly and continuously steal from us. Bob is some where saying “stealing?” “stole what?” When you entered our neighborhoods communities practices culture and experienced something you never knew existed Bob! Something that excited you so much you went home got on your laptop and wrote a script , treatment , song , book using our experience but not from the perspective of a witness.. from the perspective of a person from that world. It’s beyond appropriation it’s New age colonization! Those fuckers always get away with it because of their privilege and access, they know people who will happily fund a film commercial campaign telling a story that is NOT THEIRS! They go on to win awards proclaimed genius welcomed into elite spaces amongst the wealthy and successful, people who with one call can change a life completely for the better meanwhile those who are the direct source of their “creative genius” are left behind disregarded and forgotten! That’s how they steal and get rich on our backs! The way this country and the systems within this country are set up have never been for people of color to thrive and succeed with ease. Ever! Why is it a breeze for bob but a fight for Juan to accomplish the same goal?! So many times Ive had friends in the industry call me to say I was on a directors mood board for a massive campaign.all white production. But I was never contacted for the opportunity? Why is that? They use me for inspiration but give the opportunity to someone famous and more marketable. Ive never had an agent/manager in my career so many times I’ve reached out to my white connections in the industry to help find representation I’m always met with the same gate keeping response. I’m tired of sweeping the truth under the rug people need to feel uncomfortable and start taking accountability. We are NOT YOUR MUSE! PAY US FOR OUR ENERGY TALENT CREATIVITY STORIES AND TIME!
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - it’s been challenging to navigate my feelings about speaking on my experience as a non white woman in this predominantly white industry. I have a huge problem with white people in the industry reaping the benefits of having access to our spaces when they repeatedly and continuously steal from us. Bob is some where saying “stealing?” “stole what?” When you entered our neighborhoods communities practices culture and experienced something you never knew existed Bob! Something that excited you so much you went home got on your laptop and wrote a script , treatment , song , book using our experience but not from the perspective of a witness.. from the perspective of a person from that world. It’s beyond appropriation it’s New age colonization! Those fuckers always get away with it because of their privilege and access, they know people who will happily fund a film commercial campaign telling a story that is NOT THEIRS! They go on to win awards proclaimed genius welcomed into elite spaces amongst the wealthy and successful, people who with one call can change a life completely for the better meanwhile those who are the direct source of their “creative genius” are left behind disregarded and forgotten! That’s how they steal and get rich on our backs! The way this country and the systems within this country are set up have never been for people of color to thrive and succeed with ease. Ever! Why is it a breeze for bob but a fight for Juan to accomplish the same goal?! So many times Ive had friends in the industry call me to say I was on a directors mood board for a massive campaign.all white production. But I was never contacted for the opportunity? Why is that? They use me for inspiration but give the opportunity to someone famous and more marketable. Ive never had an agent/manager in my career so many times I’ve reached out to my white connections in the industry to help find representation I’m always met with the same gate keeping response. I’m tired of sweeping the truth under the rug people need to feel uncomfortable and start taking accountability. We are NOT YOUR MUSE! PAY US FOR OUR ENERGY TALENT CREATIVITY STORIES AND TIME!

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Caption : it’s been challenging to navigate my feelings about speaking on my experience as a non white woman in this predominantly white industry. I have a huge problem with white people in the industry reaping the benefits of having access to our spaces when they repeatedly and continuously steal from us. Bob is some where saying “stealing?” “stole what?” When you entered our neighborhoods communities practices culture and experienced something you never knew existed Bob! Something that excited you so much you went home got on your laptop and wrote a script , treatment , song , book using our experience but not from the perspective of a witness.. from the perspective of a person from that world. It’s beyond appropriation it’s New age colonization! Those fuckers always get away with it because of their privilege and access, they know people who will happily fund a film commercial campaign telling a story that is NOT THEIRS! They go on to win awards proclaimed genius welcomed into elite spaces amongst the wealthy and successful, people who with one call can change a life completely for the better meanwhile those who are the direct source of their “creative genius” are left behind disregarded and forgotten! That’s how they steal and get rich on our backs! The way this country and the systems within this country are set up have never been for people of color to thrive and succeed with ease. Ever! Why is it a breeze for bob but a fight for Juan to accomplish the same goal?! So many times Ive had friends in the industry call me to say I was on a directors mood board for a massive campaign.all white production. But I was never contacted for the opportunity? Why is that? They use me for inspiration but give the opportunity to someone famous and more marketable. Ive never had an agent/manager in my career so many times I’ve reached out to my white connections in the industry to help find representation I’m always met with the same gate keeping response. I’m tired of sweeping the truth under the rug people need to feel uncomfortable and start taking accountability. We are NOT YOUR MUSE! PAY US FOR OUR ENERGY TALENT CREATIVITY STORIES AND TIME!
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Today is a day of land acknowledgment, today is a day to recognize respect and support indigenous people. Today is a day to talk about native history, communities, families and their ancestral homeland. In the US the history Americans have been taught is rooted in lies, we’ve proclaimed colonizers our national heroes and founding fathers. We celebrate and honor the lie . We commemorate colonizers for the slaughtering of the indigenous people of this land. Thanksgiving for natives is a national day of mourning. In the climate of this new world we can no longer tolerate or pass down the lies of history. Let’s honor the ancestors by speaking truth. Please remember what a blessing and privilege it is to experience love family food and warmth today when the reality of the world is so heavy and painful. We have collectively experienced immense grief heartbreak and trauma watching our global brothers and sisters suffer. But we’ve also collectively woken up come together stand in solidarity for freedom of all. We’re searching deeper we’re asking questions we’re speaking up we’re making a stand and that’s worth highlighting. That’s what I’m grateful for.

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Caption : Today is a day of land acknowledgment, today is a day to recognize respect and support indigenous people. Today is a day to talk about native history, communities, families and their ancestral homeland. In the US the history Americans have been taught is rooted in lies, we’ve proclaimed colonizers our national heroes and founding fathers. We celebrate and honor the lie . We commemorate colonizers for the slaughtering of the indigenous people of this land. Thanksgiving for natives is a national day of mourning. In the climate of this new world we can no longer tolerate or pass down the lies of history. Let’s honor the ancestors by speaking truth. Please remember what a blessing and privilege it is to experience love family food and warmth today when the reality of the world is so heavy and painful. We have collectively experienced immense grief heartbreak and trauma watching our global brothers and sisters suffer. But we’ve also collectively woken up come together stand in solidarity for freedom of all. We’re searching deeper we’re asking questions we’re speaking up we’re making a stand and that’s worth highlighting. That’s what I’m grateful for.
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺

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Caption : Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺

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Caption : Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺

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Caption : Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺

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Caption : Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺

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Caption : Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺

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Caption : Every time I come back home I’m reminded of what real wealth happiness and peace is . I see it and feel it everywhere, without force. it’s abundance that only Creator, Mother Earth can create and provide. It’s the fact that I am effortlessly aware and connected to it that makes it so potent and alive in my spirit. my mind goes quiet often here (which is rare) especially in these waters. Perfect Peace. I can’t explain the beauty and magic that exists here, you just have to come experience it for yourself to get it. i can’t say enough how grateful I am that my blood is of the blood of my Boriken ancestors , what a blessing it is to be Borikua!how grateful I am this paradise is my motherland. 🇵🇷🌞🌺
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora

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Caption : Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora

3 Likes – Mela Murder Instagram

Caption : Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora

3 Likes – Mela Murder Instagram

Caption : Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora

3 Likes – Mela Murder Instagram

Caption : Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora

3 Likes – Mela Murder Instagram

Caption : Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora

3 Likes – Mela Murder Instagram

Caption : Borikuas in the NYC diaspora. My family, Flatbush Brooklyn in the 70s/80s. plastic on the couch , menudo merch , church and family gatherings the girl that looks like my daughter amethyst is my mom and I’m shook because I basically gave birth to my mom. My Grammy and welo 🥹 so beautiful 🫶🇵🇷🗽 #nuyoricua #diaspora
Likes : 3Mela Murder - 3 Likes - Pa Que tu lo sepa 🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷🇵🇷

3 Likes – Mela Murder Instagram

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