Lauv Instagram – okay so i spent most of my life thinking relationships weren’t working cause i had attachment issues (which may very well still be true!!! but let’s get to that another time…😨) but basically i would leave every person i was dating after getting anxious and feeling like something was off, or misssing, or like i couldn’t be myself…flashback to me being a kid and thinking i was gay & also getting made fun of mad at school with people just assuming that i was as a little wee kid (sad). anyways, i finally, around age 29 have reopened the door to the part of myself that feels…well…into men. and i don’t know where its gonna go but i think it’s important to talk about because i literally spent A LIFETIME blaming my anxiety & eventual really bad OCD for all my thoughts that had to do with being into men, always shoving it back down. but here i am, a few kisses and some fun in, a lot of songs in, and confused as ever but at least so much happier and more comfortable and less anxious because i’ve started to embrace a part of myself that i ran away from for so long. and yeah..idk where it goes or what i really AM, but that doesn’t really matter cause labels arent always necessary im learning (could u riddle me that, a boy with OCD not needing to label things?!?!?!)