Sarah Carter Instagram – Dearest IG Family and Friends,
I am going to sign off of this account for awhile… maybe 4-6 weeks… long enough…
I am experiencing a big shift in perspective I want to revel in. Seems we all are. I will miss seeing your posts. They give me such necessary blasts of joy and insight at times.
To those I have reached out to via text, thank you for your support… your celebration of my instinct to cocoon moved me to tears… giving space is a love language I have learned: The art of open palm loving, “Go! LIVE! I’ll be here when you return, and by the way I am with you always… I understand and I love your truth… thank you for being honest with me so I can love you better.”
If you need me, though, you can call… that’s what I’m saying to my closest. To be a rock is also a love language. I love to be relied upon, and so this note. Not that anyone here needs me but I am still here… I just want the agreed upon freedom to not answer DMs, texts, and comments… I want my absence to be with you not away from you…
I want to invite a deeper connection and direct inspiration into my life… more ‘catch me if you can’… more run-ins… more spirit… more uninterrupted bliss… more meaning… more art… more reading… more writing… less demand… more DEVOTION… less noise… more music making and time taking… more desire… I want to tend to my on switch… I’ve been off… I just noticed… I’m coasting…. not creating so much… I am committed to walking my talk… and asking for what I need… I need to be honest… about how little I know… about how little I genuinely feel I can contribute here at the moment… and I want more from life right now.
I love you very much and I can’t wait to see you again soon. You fill my heart… you really do.
… it feels so important to honor you here… in this lovely space… and to let you know… I appreciate and even need you… I really love sharing my heart with you… and I love your comments… our shared moments here mean something.
So here are some pages from my scrap book… collages of words and photos that evoke feelings I want to conjure more of…
I hope I can tend to my neglected spaces… check in with my dreams…
I wish you sweet and freedom while I claim my own. | Posted on 05/Mar/2024 01:12:45
