If this post gets uuuh 10,000 likes
I will draw the collected psyche of my fan base
And release the project I’ve been working on and not publishing
Because it is artistic perfection over the law of God 😤
Until 2 days ago I was sleeping in an Internet cafe
I’m here to share my experience with you today ❤️ There’s a computer, a padded floor to sleep, and a coin shower and…as many fluffy blankets as you like. (*^_^*)💤
In Japan a lot of people sleep in Internet cafes when they are facing difficulties with housing. 🏠
I’m so lucky and blessed…My friends and people online fortunately helped me when I had nothing and I am so lucky because I did not have to sleep on the streets. I truly love all of you ❤️
If any of you have any questions on being homeless in Japan, please let me know.
It could be an interesting and educational video for YouTube! 🎥
Until 2 days ago I was sleeping in an Internet cafe
I’m here to share my experience with you today ❤️ There’s a computer, a padded floor to sleep, and a coin shower and…as many fluffy blankets as you like. (*^_^*)💤
In Japan a lot of people sleep in Internet cafes when they are facing difficulties with housing. 🏠
I’m so lucky and blessed…My friends and people online fortunately helped me when I had nothing and I am so lucky because I did not have to sleep on the streets. I truly love all of you ❤️
If any of you have any questions on being homeless in Japan, please let me know.
It could be an interesting and educational video for YouTube! 🎥
All my life I thought that makeup and healthy eating and fashion is what makes someone beautiful but imo these are just additional bonuses. True beauty comes from the inside, how you treat people, how you spend your days and how you handle the energy around you…and it’s one of the hardest things. Especially if you’ve never felt love in your entire life and have to go on a journey to pick up shattered pieces of love presented by the imperfect people to you, which you put together and make your own conception of “love” so that the driving force that propels your actions becomes positive energy gearing towards a better tomorrow.
Announcement ⭐️
This is a post I have always wanted to make but have not mustered up the mental clarity.
I’m sorry for my previous posts, I need to post more responsibly to this community.
Even though I am struggling I want to post more carefully to avoid causing people anxiety.
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Recently I have been struggling because of my mental health, and now I lost access to housing.
I have been having some troubles with important documents, and I’ve been trying to fix it.
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I am trying to improve my situation, and so I have restarted my patreon account.
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On my Patreon I will post more about my life and how I am trying to stop the cycle.
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If anyone is able to support me I really appreciate it. Any support will go to getting housing and will help. My Patreon is linked in my bio
Thank you for reading ⭐️💙
Hello everyone. I don’t know what to say, but I feel like I can never make my followers happy. And going online and seeing people talk about me or armchair diagnosing makes me terribly sad and feel even more isolated. When I don’t drink or act as a character I don’t know how to talk to people ._. I thought I’d I power through and work hard I could become like others, but other people my age seem to have friends and be independent effortlessly and for me it just is a constant struggle and when I mess up I upset people. I don’t fit in and I’m sorry. I don’t know what to do ._. For reasons please don’t comment on my journey in therapy, I decided I won’t talk about it in detail, my therapist said to keep any information like that offline and focus on things that are fun for me personally. So that is at least a plus and some direction. Also please stop constantly telling me to leave the country I’m at home in, medical advice and trying to control my private life is EXTREMELY disturbing for me and paints a false image of what I’m dealing with actually.
Hey everyone!! I really missed updating you guys 🥺 But I can finally say that I am mentally, physically, spiritually, in a healthier and safer place and I am SO grateful for it! \(//∇//)\ Your love means so much to me 💕 Let me keep you up to date as always and see you soon! ✨💫
Hey everyone!! I really missed updating you guys 🥺 But I can finally say that I am mentally, physically, spiritually, in a healthier and safer place and I am SO grateful for it! \(//∇//)\ Your love means so much to me 💕 Let me keep you up to date as always and see you soon! ✨💫
Thank you for the amount of kind and honest responses to my announcement. Your words are giving me power.
I’m looking for stable housing at the moment and any support on patreon will go towards that. I’m glad that I can make this update here today!
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I will try to keep you updated on my situation, the closer I get to stability the more regular my interactions will be.
If you haven’t seen any uploads on YouTube, it is because I have lost access to the account. It’s not impossible to get it back so I will do my best ✨
If you can support me on Patreon there will be more updates, it’s linked in my bio.
Kind comments help me feel a lot better, I enjoy reading them a lot (*^▽^*)
Love, and thank you.
V ❤️
oh god I’m overworked and manic
this account will forever stay my weird ass diary account
if I make actual, valuable content I’ll make a new page and behave. Yes I will BEHAVE because my fangelics need useful resources and not Venus’ screams into the void.
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Thank you all for the support on my Patreon and all the positive wishes.
It really made me so happy to see them. 💕 Today being Monday, the week has started with me feeling hopeful and happy…! 👒
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The weather has been nice the last few days, and yesterday I went to do a Hanami by myself and came across these beautiful flowers…they remind me of my childhood a bit! 🧚🏻♀️
I hope you like them too. 🌸
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I will post some more photos of on my Patreon…I will update you again soon…!💫
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Thank you all for the support on my Patreon and all the positive wishes.
It really made me so happy to see them. 💕 Today being Monday, the week has started with me feeling hopeful and happy…! 👒
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The weather has been nice the last few days, and yesterday I went to do a Hanami by myself and came across these beautiful flowers…they remind me of my childhood a bit! 🧚🏻♀️
I hope you like them too. 🌸
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I will post some more photos of on my Patreon…I will update you again soon…!💫
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Thank you all for the support on my Patreon and all the positive wishes.
It really made me so happy to see them. 💕 Today being Monday, the week has started with me feeling hopeful and happy…! 👒
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The weather has been nice the last few days, and yesterday I went to do a Hanami by myself and came across these beautiful flowers…they remind me of my childhood a bit! 🧚🏻♀️
I hope you like them too. 🌸
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I will post some more photos of on my Patreon…I will update you again soon…!💫
I’m done with the drawing I promised!
It took me about 3-4 months to draw, and then accidentally forgot about it for a minute….found it again in a can. Here the post is ❤️
Hello hello! (((o(*゚▽゚*)o)))
It’s time for a life update!! 💕
I’m so so so happy and excited to be interacting with you and reading your comments! (*´꒳`*)💕
You guys are the BEST and so NICE and I am so grateful to have been given this epic chance! ⭐️⭐️⭐️
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I’m still in the search for stable housing but little by little I am fixing the issues in my life!💫
Hopefully, by resolving these things that have been hurting me and others the path for a better future will open up and therefore also more love and content for you guys again! 🌈
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I am still working on getting my channel back, hopefully soon I get it! ☀️
🎀NEVER GIVE UP!! (=´∀`) 🎀
❗️ I know people have questions and I will answer them once I have a place to live for myself!!
Hello hello! (((o(*゚▽゚*)o)))
It’s time for a life update!! 💕
I’m so so so happy and excited to be interacting with you and reading your comments! (*´꒳`*)💕
You guys are the BEST and so NICE and I am so grateful to have been given this epic chance! ⭐️⭐️⭐️
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I’m still in the search for stable housing but little by little I am fixing the issues in my life!💫
Hopefully, by resolving these things that have been hurting me and others the path for a better future will open up and therefore also more love and content for you guys again! 🌈
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I am still working on getting my channel back, hopefully soon I get it! ☀️
🎀NEVER GIVE UP!! (=´∀`) 🎀
❗️ I know people have questions and I will answer them once I have a place to live for myself!!
Just give me a a second to have my mental health crisis I think I need school AA and therapy (several times a week) but just give me a second to go through this rollercoaster😭 Ok that’s it bye! Oh and I’m crazy now so I’m thinking about getting a tattoo, idk, anything just pls fix me
EXCITING NEWS! 1) I’m crazy 2) I’m working on project all night all day without sleep, look forward! 3) YALL GONNA HAVE A TREAT ❤️ 5) Wearing trousers in a while. Feels like the first time. Very cool. P.S: I like my boobs a lot. Get a nice bra and lift your shirt up and say “Yes, just like Venus, I too like my boobs!”
link in bio 🔗 lel 🤣
Despite having all this knowledge, I don’t know how to heal.
But, I also don’t want to give up yet…
Because I know from experience that anything is possible.
What would you guys like to see when I get my YouTube channel back? 🎀💕✨
チャンネルを取り戻したらどんな動画UPしよかな(⌒▽⌒) 🇯🇵⭐️
Freue mich bald wieder euch auf YouTube treffen! An was für Video-Themen würdet ihr euch interessieren? 🇩🇪🇨🇭❤️
I may look like this but I’m going through the absofuckinglutely worst shit through my life which means it’s very bad considering what I’ve experienced and shared so far. Just shit is going down hardcore that’s all I can say.
Sorry for posting absolute cringe sometimes I’m socially inept so here is something I hope pretty and not cringe and does not reveal that I have no clue how to interact with people. Oh god what if this post is cringe *faints in overthinking*
People said my organization stuff gives them motivation so here we go!!! Did it motivate? Please like and communicate ideas and opinion!