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إفتكروا الكلمة دي دايما، تعددت الأسباب و الموت واحد!!
“مش الكانسر هو اللي بيموتنا، إحنا اللي بنموت لما عمرنا بيخلص” ~هبة
و إفتكروا كمان إن
It’s totally OK to not always be strong!
You see me as a role model, even role models have their breakdowns, they’re not always tough, not always strong, accept your downs cause that’s what makes your ups happier!
But God I’m tired, I’m too tired, I’m overwhelmed, I was never used to taking so much responsibility, doing so many things on my own, being responsible for other people as well, working so hard, harder than ever because I’m not alone and it’s not just for me, it’s for others that are my own responsibility too! More over, trying to create a perfect life for my family, the small and big one, studying for me son, taking him to trainings, taking care of my family members who need me now more than ever, seeing loved ones get sick and I have to be strong to carry their weight, managing a business that was once a dream, paying attention to all the details of my work and my house! And I can’t complain elhamdolellah ألف حمد و شكر علي كل النعم دي!
عارفة إنها نعم والله
But I’m EXHAUSTED, I’ve been through hell and returned, I surely returned stronger but I have my days where I’m neither strong, nor a WonderWoman!! And I’m having those days now!!
Being a cancer Survivor made me meet other cancer patients, and Survivors! Some I support by a message a call, a video, or even by meeting them and others just virtually!!
Unfortunately some of them lost their lives to cancer while others thankfully survived it! Both are hard, both aren’t easy, both get to me!!
عمري بجد ما بحب أقول لحد لأ حاجة بس كل مرة بتعرف فيها علي حد أو حد يطلب مني أدي أمل لحد بيعدي بالمرض ده فعلا بتعب، مش بس بتألم لهم، أنا بتألم من إحتمالية راحلهم و ده مرهق جدا عليا نفسيا بجد و كل مرة باجي علي نفسي علشان أعمل كدة!!
فأنا بعتذر لأي حد من كل قلبي أنا مش هقدر أعمل كدة الفترة دي، أنا بعدي بحاجات صعبة في حياتي مش بحب أتكلم عنها فأنا فعلا شايلة نفسي و صعوبات حياتي بالعافية و محتاجة اللي يشيلها معايا أصلا! فأنا أسفة لو ماقدرتش أقدم دعم لأي حد الفترة دي، أعذروني أنا بحبكم جدا و أسفة!
Stay strong, you can fight back whatever you’re passing through, at YOUR OWN PACE | Posted on 22/Nov/2021 22:40:25