Sometimes a person arrives at a place where it’s literally ALL OUT. I’m there. Done with playing small, done with pleasing ANYONE irrelevant to current circumstances…DONE. We all need to come to this place where we KNOW who we are, what we are worth and we friggin STAND FOR IT, Standing strong. I’ve got kids and animals to protect. And my dreams to raise.
@photo.robnyc Rob Klein Photography
On set of THE DUMMY DETECTIVE @thedummydetective styled/dressed by Montgomery Frazier @theimageguru__he_him
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Great still from The Dummy Detective @thedummydetective @vantrillo @sean_young_official @margolies.rob @abi.mrshll @juribeythien @fishermichaelb @mauragarnettfilms @sabrinazoegeffner.films @justinarbabi @photo.robnyc
11 years ago today we were on the set of our film SEBASTIEN. Our relationship was so special and unique in so many ways. When we met it was like a supernova, instant sparks, electric, we dove in and didn’t look back. Both of us believed when we knew something was right, there was no reason to question. Never had I met anyone with so so so many incredible qualities. I’m starting to wonder if I ever will again. Today, seeing this shot, I miss you so much Dean. I miss the dream of what we almost were. I realize how unique we were too. We helped expand each other’s fearlessness. I’m diving deeper into my work now than ever before because that is the only place that feels safe and where I can stay fearless. Human beings are a bit too complex in real life for my taste I think. For now. I love you Dean. 💔💔💔
One year ago today Dean McCann, my husband, dad to our kids, passed in his sleep after a long battle. The last 366 days (extra one for leap year) has been strange, sad, scary, emotional. I’ve questioned so many things this last year. So many wonderful people have been there to help me and the kids get through it, and I’m eternally grateful for that. I have talked to him hundreds of times in my dreams these last twelve months. I truly believe death is not the end but a change of frequency. There’s so much evidence of that in my own experience now. Dean was my greatest love, my greatest support system, my best friend, even when he drove me insane with things I couldn’t control or help him with. I will never stop missing him and hopefully I’ll never stop having dream adventures with him until finally one day I join him in the other frequency. I love you Dean. I miss you even more today than I did that first one.
Set of The Dummy Detective…@thedummydetective, Jonathan Geffner, starring, Rob Margolies director
Screening in Cannes 5/17 via Breaking Glass Pictures
With Justin Arbabi, co-producer and editor of The Dummy Detective @thedummydetective @justinarbabi styled/dressed by Montgomery Frazier, @theimageguru__he_him
TABOO: FAMILY SECRETS…first trailer. Coming soon via Breaking Glass Pictures. Starring Costas Mandylor @realcostasmandylor Deborah Twiss @deborahtwiss , Staffan Edenholm @staffan_edenholm , Ashley Westover @definitelynotathespian @ashley_wwestover , Patricia McKenzie @patriciamckenze and Russ Camarda @russcamarda . Producers Rich Wolff @breakingglasspictures & Susan Helfrich @susanbgpics DP Steve Sage @sagesteve, directed & written by Deborah Twiss, score by Michelangelo Sosnowitz @4lemonshark
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This is my baby Jaimie. I fostered him from 8 weeks old. He came with horrifically infected eyes that I treated every few hours for ten weeks. When the rescue had him neutered they said the infection was still so deep it could get into his brain. So they removed his eyes. They said I would only need to care for him until he recovered. I’d already fallen in love with him, and he with me. So immediately he was adopted as my forever baby. Blind animals are PURE ZEN…this boy is magical, just wanted to share my beautiful forever boy ❤️❤️❤️
Sometimes, in meditation, messages come clearly…I’m inspired to share: When one is full, complete, “needs nothing”, one is already FULL So there is no fear Fear means something can be gained or lost, the fear is in the not knowing which way the pendulum swings It can be known in the core of one’s being, “I am complete, I am full, I am safe, I am worthy, I am fearless” And dwelling in this, all actions are PURE ACTION HOWEVER, if one with fear encounters another with fearlessness, the action is too much energy. And so, in fear, the fearful retreats from any who may be fearless. SO ONLY SEEK THE FEARLESS.
New film…coming soon
I’m in my THIRD YEAR of this incredible workout. It’s literally one of the most fun things I’ve ever done. THIS has helped me maintain my sanity and get back MY BODY!!
Charlie is in THE DUMMY DETECTIVE @thedummydetective @margolies.rob @juribeythien
Sweet baby DIETER. Full grown at 4 pounds. Such a delightful little angel. My doggie and kitty buddies and my turtle are my army of love. ❤️
#icymi My interview with actor and director Deborah Twiss @deborahtwiss is available on all podcast platforms including YouTube https://www.cinemarecall.net/2023/06/interview-with-director-deborah-twiss.html?m=1 Please check out her latest project @thedummydetective What are your thoughts on intimacy coordinators? Do the hurt or help movies. #interview #indiefilm #deborahtwiss #supportindiefilm #filmmaker #actor #CinemaRecall #intimacycoordinator
Happy Father’s Day Dean. Our second without you. I hope you are flying around like the magical unicorn you always wished to be. Haven’t heard from you lately in my dream life. Maybe you’ll come visit tonight? Love you forever. Thank you for being the sweet Daddy-man, Poppa Chickens, who made me a mommy. Love you and miss you every day.
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