Last Monday 5/6 I had to take Roman into the vet. I could tell he wasn’t feeling well and he wasn’t eating. He got diagnosed with a severe case of diabetes. The doctor said it was manageable so I bought all the meds he needed. We had a follow up appointment that Friday for an ultra sound to check his liver and pancreas. On Thursday 5/9 I knew I was going to have to make a hard decision Friday. He wasn’t the same and could barely walk. The last photo is from 5/9. I took him to the park and I had a chat with him and told him mommy would be ok. I could tell he was so tired and not feeling well. We went to the vet on Friday 5/10 for his ultra sound and I was unfortunately right. He had other underlying issues like a history of pancreatitis and IBD. I had been able to manage it for 10 years but with the diabetes it was just too much for his little body and I had to make the hardest decision of my life and let him rest 💔 The first picture is from the day I brought him home in 2014. He was 2. He was originally a foster and he had so many health issues from the day I brought him home that I couldn’t imagine anyone else taking care of him the way I was. I was 25 and about to embark on the hardest years of my life and I had no idea. Since day 1 he saw mommy depressed. the amount of times I would be in my closet crying with him. I was so lost. I needed my baby boy more than he needed me. I have done so much inner child healing in the last year that I’m in such a great mental and spiritual place now. I think he saw that and knew that his purpose with me was complete. I promised him that mommy would not let this bring her down and I was going to stay strong and push myself for him. I gotta be honest though, I’m struggling. I don’t have a partner or kids and this is the first time in my adult life that I’m alone. Since I moved out of my parents I either had a boyfriend, roommate, or dogs. I’m not going to get another one any time soon. I’m always taking care of something or someone and putting others needs before mine. He was ready to let mommy be selfish and take care of herself and that’s what I’m going to do. I miss you so much buddy! I know you’re my little angel now🩵
Last Monday 5/6 I had to take Roman into the vet. I could tell he wasn’t feeling well and he wasn’t eating. He got diagnosed with a severe case of diabetes. The doctor said it was manageable so I bought all the meds he needed. We had a follow up appointment that Friday for an ultra sound to check his liver and pancreas. On Thursday 5/9 I knew I was going to have to make a hard decision Friday. He wasn’t the same and could barely walk. The last photo is from 5/9. I took him to the park and I had a chat with him and told him mommy would be ok. I could tell he was so tired and not feeling well. We went to the vet on Friday 5/10 for his ultra sound and I was unfortunately right. He had other underlying issues like a history of pancreatitis and IBD. I had been able to manage it for 10 years but with the diabetes it was just too much for his little body and I had to make the hardest decision of my life and let him rest 💔 The first picture is from the day I brought him home in 2014. He was 2. He was originally a foster and he had so many health issues from the day I brought him home that I couldn’t imagine anyone else taking care of him the way I was. I was 25 and about to embark on the hardest years of my life and I had no idea. Since day 1 he saw mommy depressed. the amount of times I would be in my closet crying with him. I was so lost. I needed my baby boy more than he needed me. I have done so much inner child healing in the last year that I’m in such a great mental and spiritual place now. I think he saw that and knew that his purpose with me was complete. I promised him that mommy would not let this bring her down and I was going to stay strong and push myself for him. I gotta be honest though, I’m struggling. I don’t have a partner or kids and this is the first time in my adult life that I’m alone. Since I moved out of my parents I either had a boyfriend, roommate, or dogs. I’m not going to get another one any time soon. I’m always taking care of something or someone and putting others needs before mine. He was ready to let mommy be selfish and take care of herself and that’s what I’m going to do. I miss you so much buddy! I know you’re my little angel now🩵
Last Monday 5/6 I had to take Roman into the vet. I could tell he wasn’t feeling well and he wasn’t eating. He got diagnosed with a severe case of diabetes. The doctor said it was manageable so I bought all the meds he needed. We had a follow up appointment that Friday for an ultra sound to check his liver and pancreas. On Thursday 5/9 I knew I was going to have to make a hard decision Friday. He wasn’t the same and could barely walk. The last photo is from 5/9. I took him to the park and I had a chat with him and told him mommy would be ok. I could tell he was so tired and not feeling well. We went to the vet on Friday 5/10 for his ultra sound and I was unfortunately right. He had other underlying issues like a history of pancreatitis and IBD. I had been able to manage it for 10 years but with the diabetes it was just too much for his little body and I had to make the hardest decision of my life and let him rest 💔 The first picture is from the day I brought him home in 2014. He was 2. He was originally a foster and he had so many health issues from the day I brought him home that I couldn’t imagine anyone else taking care of him the way I was. I was 25 and about to embark on the hardest years of my life and I had no idea. Since day 1 he saw mommy depressed. the amount of times I would be in my closet crying with him. I was so lost. I needed my baby boy more than he needed me. I have done so much inner child healing in the last year that I’m in such a great mental and spiritual place now. I think he saw that and knew that his purpose with me was complete. I promised him that mommy would not let this bring her down and I was going to stay strong and push myself for him. I gotta be honest though, I’m struggling. I don’t have a partner or kids and this is the first time in my adult life that I’m alone. Since I moved out of my parents I either had a boyfriend, roommate, or dogs. I’m not going to get another one any time soon. I’m always taking care of something or someone and putting others needs before mine. He was ready to let mommy be selfish and take care of herself and that’s what I’m going to do. I miss you so much buddy! I know you’re my little angel now🩵
Last Monday 5/6 I had to take Roman into the vet. I could tell he wasn’t feeling well and he wasn’t eating. He got diagnosed with a severe case of diabetes. The doctor said it was manageable so I bought all the meds he needed. We had a follow up appointment that Friday for an ultra sound to check his liver and pancreas. On Thursday 5/9 I knew I was going to have to make a hard decision Friday. He wasn’t the same and could barely walk. The last photo is from 5/9. I took him to the park and I had a chat with him and told him mommy would be ok. I could tell he was so tired and not feeling well. We went to the vet on Friday 5/10 for his ultra sound and I was unfortunately right. He had other underlying issues like a history of pancreatitis and IBD. I had been able to manage it for 10 years but with the diabetes it was just too much for his little body and I had to make the hardest decision of my life and let him rest 💔 The first picture is from the day I brought him home in 2014. He was 2. He was originally a foster and he had so many health issues from the day I brought him home that I couldn’t imagine anyone else taking care of him the way I was. I was 25 and about to embark on the hardest years of my life and I had no idea. Since day 1 he saw mommy depressed. the amount of times I would be in my closet crying with him. I was so lost. I needed my baby boy more than he needed me. I have done so much inner child healing in the last year that I’m in such a great mental and spiritual place now. I think he saw that and knew that his purpose with me was complete. I promised him that mommy would not let this bring her down and I was going to stay strong and push myself for him. I gotta be honest though, I’m struggling. I don’t have a partner or kids and this is the first time in my adult life that I’m alone. Since I moved out of my parents I either had a boyfriend, roommate, or dogs. I’m not going to get another one any time soon. I’m always taking care of something or someone and putting others needs before mine. He was ready to let mommy be selfish and take care of herself and that’s what I’m going to do. I miss you so much buddy! I know you’re my little angel now🩵
Last Monday 5/6 I had to take Roman into the vet. I could tell he wasn’t feeling well and he wasn’t eating. He got diagnosed with a severe case of diabetes. The doctor said it was manageable so I bought all the meds he needed. We had a follow up appointment that Friday for an ultra sound to check his liver and pancreas. On Thursday 5/9 I knew I was going to have to make a hard decision Friday. He wasn’t the same and could barely walk. The last photo is from 5/9. I took him to the park and I had a chat with him and told him mommy would be ok. I could tell he was so tired and not feeling well. We went to the vet on Friday 5/10 for his ultra sound and I was unfortunately right. He had other underlying issues like a history of pancreatitis and IBD. I had been able to manage it for 10 years but with the diabetes it was just too much for his little body and I had to make the hardest decision of my life and let him rest 💔 The first picture is from the day I brought him home in 2014. He was 2. He was originally a foster and he had so many health issues from the day I brought him home that I couldn’t imagine anyone else taking care of him the way I was. I was 25 and about to embark on the hardest years of my life and I had no idea. Since day 1 he saw mommy depressed. the amount of times I would be in my closet crying with him. I was so lost. I needed my baby boy more than he needed me. I have done so much inner child healing in the last year that I’m in such a great mental and spiritual place now. I think he saw that and knew that his purpose with me was complete. I promised him that mommy would not let this bring her down and I was going to stay strong and push myself for him. I gotta be honest though, I’m struggling. I don’t have a partner or kids and this is the first time in my adult life that I’m alone. Since I moved out of my parents I either had a boyfriend, roommate, or dogs. I’m not going to get another one any time soon. I’m always taking care of something or someone and putting others needs before mine. He was ready to let mommy be selfish and take care of herself and that’s what I’m going to do. I miss you so much buddy! I know you’re my little angel now🩵
Last Monday 5/6 I had to take Roman into the vet. I could tell he wasn’t feeling well and he wasn’t eating. He got diagnosed with a severe case of diabetes. The doctor said it was manageable so I bought all the meds he needed. We had a follow up appointment that Friday for an ultra sound to check his liver and pancreas. On Thursday 5/9 I knew I was going to have to make a hard decision Friday. He wasn’t the same and could barely walk. The last photo is from 5/9. I took him to the park and I had a chat with him and told him mommy would be ok. I could tell he was so tired and not feeling well. We went to the vet on Friday 5/10 for his ultra sound and I was unfortunately right. He had other underlying issues like a history of pancreatitis and IBD. I had been able to manage it for 10 years but with the diabetes it was just too much for his little body and I had to make the hardest decision of my life and let him rest 💔 The first picture is from the day I brought him home in 2014. He was 2. He was originally a foster and he had so many health issues from the day I brought him home that I couldn’t imagine anyone else taking care of him the way I was. I was 25 and about to embark on the hardest years of my life and I had no idea. Since day 1 he saw mommy depressed. the amount of times I would be in my closet crying with him. I was so lost. I needed my baby boy more than he needed me. I have done so much inner child healing in the last year that I’m in such a great mental and spiritual place now. I think he saw that and knew that his purpose with me was complete. I promised him that mommy would not let this bring her down and I was going to stay strong and push myself for him. I gotta be honest though, I’m struggling. I don’t have a partner or kids and this is the first time in my adult life that I’m alone. Since I moved out of my parents I either had a boyfriend, roommate, or dogs. I’m not going to get another one any time soon. I’m always taking care of something or someone and putting others needs before mine. He was ready to let mommy be selfish and take care of herself and that’s what I’m going to do. I miss you so much buddy! I know you’re my little angel now🩵
With all the sudden changes and my birthday coming up in a month I decided to gift myself an Eat Pray Love summer ✨ I’m going to travel and allow myself to be open to the world and every experience that comes my way- I’m so scared…. But also so excited 👀🤩 First stop – the Hamptons this past weekend. It was my first time going and it was the best first experience. I stayed at the most incredible house @reformclubamagansett , had yummy healthy food – thank you @liciahouseholder, and spent the weekend doing yoga @taylorannepearl, a sound bath @thecosmicrx, and IV drips @nalu_newyork with my girlies. Life is the best with good company 👯♀️👯♀️🧘🏻♀️💛 HERE WE GOOOOOO!!!! ✈️🌍
With all the sudden changes and my birthday coming up in a month I decided to gift myself an Eat Pray Love summer ✨ I’m going to travel and allow myself to be open to the world and every experience that comes my way- I’m so scared…. But also so excited 👀🤩 First stop – the Hamptons this past weekend. It was my first time going and it was the best first experience. I stayed at the most incredible house @reformclubamagansett , had yummy healthy food – thank you @liciahouseholder, and spent the weekend doing yoga @taylorannepearl, a sound bath @thecosmicrx, and IV drips @nalu_newyork with my girlies. Life is the best with good company 👯♀️👯♀️🧘🏻♀️💛 HERE WE GOOOOOO!!!! ✈️🌍
With all the sudden changes and my birthday coming up in a month I decided to gift myself an Eat Pray Love summer ✨ I’m going to travel and allow myself to be open to the world and every experience that comes my way- I’m so scared…. But also so excited 👀🤩 First stop – the Hamptons this past weekend. It was my first time going and it was the best first experience. I stayed at the most incredible house @reformclubamagansett , had yummy healthy food – thank you @liciahouseholder, and spent the weekend doing yoga @taylorannepearl, a sound bath @thecosmicrx, and IV drips @nalu_newyork with my girlies. Life is the best with good company 👯♀️👯♀️🧘🏻♀️💛 HERE WE GOOOOOO!!!! ✈️🌍
With all the sudden changes and my birthday coming up in a month I decided to gift myself an Eat Pray Love summer ✨ I’m going to travel and allow myself to be open to the world and every experience that comes my way- I’m so scared…. But also so excited 👀🤩 First stop – the Hamptons this past weekend. It was my first time going and it was the best first experience. I stayed at the most incredible house @reformclubamagansett , had yummy healthy food – thank you @liciahouseholder, and spent the weekend doing yoga @taylorannepearl, a sound bath @thecosmicrx, and IV drips @nalu_newyork with my girlies. Life is the best with good company 👯♀️👯♀️🧘🏻♀️💛 HERE WE GOOOOOO!!!! ✈️🌍
With all the sudden changes and my birthday coming up in a month I decided to gift myself an Eat Pray Love summer ✨ I’m going to travel and allow myself to be open to the world and every experience that comes my way- I’m so scared…. But also so excited 👀🤩 First stop – the Hamptons this past weekend. It was my first time going and it was the best first experience. I stayed at the most incredible house @reformclubamagansett , had yummy healthy food – thank you @liciahouseholder, and spent the weekend doing yoga @taylorannepearl, a sound bath @thecosmicrx, and IV drips @nalu_newyork with my girlies. Life is the best with good company 👯♀️👯♀️🧘🏻♀️💛 HERE WE GOOOOOO!!!! ✈️🌍
With all the sudden changes and my birthday coming up in a month I decided to gift myself an Eat Pray Love summer ✨ I’m going to travel and allow myself to be open to the world and every experience that comes my way- I’m so scared…. But also so excited 👀🤩 First stop – the Hamptons this past weekend. It was my first time going and it was the best first experience. I stayed at the most incredible house @reformclubamagansett , had yummy healthy food – thank you @liciahouseholder, and spent the weekend doing yoga @taylorannepearl, a sound bath @thecosmicrx, and IV drips @nalu_newyork with my girlies. Life is the best with good company 👯♀️👯♀️🧘🏻♀️💛 HERE WE GOOOOOO!!!! ✈️🌍
I really appreciate everyone’s words about Roman. Its been hard but I’m keeping my promise of living an even fuller life with him in my memories instead of my arms. I’m very grateful to my friends for encouraging me to keep my promise and not letting me stay in bed. I have felt so loved the last few weeks. Thank you. It validates Romans time with me 🌈 Sidenote: Grownish just had its series finale & it was Roman’s first tv show with me😭 I’m so grateful to have been able to spend that part of my life with him.
I really appreciate everyone’s words about Roman. Its been hard but I’m keeping my promise of living an even fuller life with him in my memories instead of my arms. I’m very grateful to my friends for encouraging me to keep my promise and not letting me stay in bed. I have felt so loved the last few weeks. Thank you. It validates Romans time with me 🌈 Sidenote: Grownish just had its series finale & it was Roman’s first tv show with me😭 I’m so grateful to have been able to spend that part of my life with him.
I really appreciate everyone’s words about Roman. Its been hard but I’m keeping my promise of living an even fuller life with him in my memories instead of my arms. I’m very grateful to my friends for encouraging me to keep my promise and not letting me stay in bed. I have felt so loved the last few weeks. Thank you. It validates Romans time with me 🌈 Sidenote: Grownish just had its series finale & it was Roman’s first tv show with me😭 I’m so grateful to have been able to spend that part of my life with him.
I really appreciate everyone’s words about Roman. Its been hard but I’m keeping my promise of living an even fuller life with him in my memories instead of my arms. I’m very grateful to my friends for encouraging me to keep my promise and not letting me stay in bed. I have felt so loved the last few weeks. Thank you. It validates Romans time with me 🌈 Sidenote: Grownish just had its series finale & it was Roman’s first tv show with me😭 I’m so grateful to have been able to spend that part of my life with him.
I really appreciate everyone’s words about Roman. Its been hard but I’m keeping my promise of living an even fuller life with him in my memories instead of my arms. I’m very grateful to my friends for encouraging me to keep my promise and not letting me stay in bed. I have felt so loved the last few weeks. Thank you. It validates Romans time with me 🌈 Sidenote: Grownish just had its series finale & it was Roman’s first tv show with me😭 I’m so grateful to have been able to spend that part of my life with him.
I really appreciate everyone’s words about Roman. Its been hard but I’m keeping my promise of living an even fuller life with him in my memories instead of my arms. I’m very grateful to my friends for encouraging me to keep my promise and not letting me stay in bed. I have felt so loved the last few weeks. Thank you. It validates Romans time with me 🌈 Sidenote: Grownish just had its series finale & it was Roman’s first tv show with me😭 I’m so grateful to have been able to spend that part of my life with him.
I really appreciate everyone’s words about Roman. Its been hard but I’m keeping my promise of living an even fuller life with him in my memories instead of my arms. I’m very grateful to my friends for encouraging me to keep my promise and not letting me stay in bed. I have felt so loved the last few weeks. Thank you. It validates Romans time with me 🌈 Sidenote: Grownish just had its series finale & it was Roman’s first tv show with me😭 I’m so grateful to have been able to spend that part of my life with him.
I really appreciate everyone’s words about Roman. Its been hard but I’m keeping my promise of living an even fuller life with him in my memories instead of my arms. I’m very grateful to my friends for encouraging me to keep my promise and not letting me stay in bed. I have felt so loved the last few weeks. Thank you. It validates Romans time with me 🌈 Sidenote: Grownish just had its series finale & it was Roman’s first tv show with me😭 I’m so grateful to have been able to spend that part of my life with him.
I really appreciate everyone’s words about Roman. Its been hard but I’m keeping my promise of living an even fuller life with him in my memories instead of my arms. I’m very grateful to my friends for encouraging me to keep my promise and not letting me stay in bed. I have felt so loved the last few weeks. Thank you. It validates Romans time with me 🌈 Sidenote: Grownish just had its series finale & it was Roman’s first tv show with me😭 I’m so grateful to have been able to spend that part of my life with him.
I really appreciate everyone’s words about Roman. Its been hard but I’m keeping my promise of living an even fuller life with him in my memories instead of my arms. I’m very grateful to my friends for encouraging me to keep my promise and not letting me stay in bed. I have felt so loved the last few weeks. Thank you. It validates Romans time with me 🌈 Sidenote: Grownish just had its series finale & it was Roman’s first tv show with me😭 I’m so grateful to have been able to spend that part of my life with him.
@deepica & @franciaraisa join @radhidevlukia on @areallygoodcry this week! It’s a JUICY one 💁♀️ Tune in today!!!! What you’ll learn in this episode: – Stereotypical patterns of thinking and breaking those cycles – How to communicate better in your friendships – How to recognize reciprocal friendships vs ones that only take – Giving yourself grace while creating new daily habits – what it really takes to be an entrepreneur – How to spot the red and green flags in dating AND SO MUCH MORE! Listen today wherever you get your podcasts 🙂
THIS girl does not play 😂😅 @franciaraisa’s green flag!!! Good credit = good credibility?
