Sarma Melngailis

Sarma Melngailis Instagram – Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for.

I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty.

This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess.

Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾

And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office.

I love you all. 💓✨
I can do this. And make it all worthwhile.
Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻

I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog

Always all for you | Posted on 01/Jun/2024 21:24:06