Sarma Melngailis Instagram – I’m proud of myself. I say that as someone who generally feels I’ve not done enough, am woefully behind, if I don’t over-deliver I suck etc. but finally my📕 draft is in process (even if still needing a ton of work). Also proud that I can wake to fun comments like those in latter slides and it bothers me not at all. 🎉
Excited for the useful and true story to be out. And relived to have let so much go, including anger and hurt. I can feel love for those who caused pain (sociopaths excluded), and gratitude.
I’m here for it all. And I may get *the* space back after all. It’s always felt like that’s what’s supposed to happen. Still exhausted, and things feel precarious. I’ve not sold my 📕 draft but working with @scribemediaco (who have been great) which costs $ upfront but I hold onto control. It’s my project. What most don’t get is that t’s never been about money … none of it. I’ll figure it out.
It’s about creative freedom and peace. And the creations themselves and their impact.
Why is so much happening at once? How did I get here? How will I get through? Help. And stay tuned. Relentless optimism has always been my lifeline. Even and especially when at my saddest. All the sadness has been useful, it needed to come out. Here for the rainbows. ✨
I LOVE YOU 💕 | Posted on 25/May/2024 18:55:26
