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1 Million Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : Qinni (Qing Han) has passed away suddenly on 8 February, 2020. Her journey, however, has not ended. We begin a new chapter of continuing her legacy and her memory. There will be more to come on this page. As a reminder, and as a member of family, please be respectful of our privacy at this time. Thank you for being part of this journey. She will forever remain living through her artwork. -Ze, Qing’s brother.Likes : 968979
![Qing Han - 633.5K Likes - [Fragile] ☔️
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Consider joining my $1 patreon? Link in my profile :3~ Haha a girl’s gotta try xD~
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Hey guys, long time no update here. Not feeling the best today, but at least last round of chemo went better than my first round so I will take it. I feel so tired and weak but I've never had such strong urge to keep drawing, so I might have pushed my body a little too far yesterday....
I've made a list of all these old artwork I want to redo for an artbook so I'm slowly working through that. Thanks for sticking around, I know I don't update nearly as much here...do you guys wanna see me take screenshots of my twitter updates and throw them up on my story? I don't know how many of you guys follow me on twitter or even use it haha. I just wanna keep this a clean gallery-like place where I talk about my health stuff in the comments xD~ Lemme know in the comments?
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Not sure how much I'm making sense now, my chemo brain is still pretty bad haha, but yeah, thank you guys for all the support, seriously <3~
#illustration #artistsoninstagram #drawing](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/05/QingHan1-jFKhLh2450.jpg)
633.5K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : [Fragile] ☔️ • • • Consider joining my $1 patreon? Link in my profile :3~ Haha a girl’s gotta try xD~ • Hey guys, long time no update here. Not feeling the best today, but at least last round of chemo went better than my first round so I will take it. I feel so tired and weak but I’ve never had such strong urge to keep drawing, so I might have pushed my body a little too far yesterday…. I’ve made a list of all these old artwork I want to redo for an artbook so I’m slowly working through that. Thanks for sticking around, I know I don’t update nearly as much here…do you guys wanna see me take screenshots of my twitter updates and throw them up on my story? I don’t know how many of you guys follow me on twitter or even use it haha. I just wanna keep this a clean gallery-like place where I talk about my health stuff in the comments xD~ Lemme know in the comments? • Not sure how much I’m making sense now, my chemo brain is still pretty bad haha, but yeah, thank you guys for all the support, seriously <3~ #illustration #artistsoninstagram #drawingLikes : 633521

533.7K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : So…I have stage 4 Fibrosis Sarcoma cancer…..Doctor says I have about a year, year and a half left, so.. …I’m not really sure what to say tbh. I’ve been cracking jokes on twitter but, well, tbh I’m pretty stressed haha… though, I’m already pretty nihilistic so I really just need to get over my mortality haha…easier said than done tho xD. Uhh….well, I guess I don’t have to worry about recycling anymore, my emission’s about to get cut real short lmao. Still gotta crack jokes or it’s just sad man lol • that’s all I have to say right now. I appreciate all the support on twitter and people becoming my patron is just so sweet, thank you guys so much. I apologize my condition might only get worse before it gets better though, I still have a lot of pain problems right now actually…i think that’s the worst part of this though, is the pain. god. I’m so tired. • edit: I don’t JUST have cancer, I ALSO have a severe heart condition and I’m on a LOT of heart medication which I need to live, so please refrain from making medical advice unless you’re an oncologist, cardiologist, or both. Honestly. Please please.Likes : 533683
![Qing Han - 414.5K Likes - [Flowering Wounds]
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Sometimes I like to pretend my blue and purple hospital bruises are little galaxies 🌌
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//health update//
So I haven't really been updating things here on insta, sorry; it's just easier to update stuff on twitter and patreon xD;;. Basically I had my first chemo session; it made my body have some pretty bad fluid retention, so I ended up gaining about 7kg of liquid in my body and they had to transfer me to the emergency room. It took about a week for them to finally remove this liquid cyst that my body gained from the chemo, and the liquid was 2L lmao. I was in so much pain for a week it's kinda ridiculous tbh....
but yeah, I got discharged from the hospital last week and my next round of chemo is coming up next week. I hope there's no repeat of what happened omfg D;;;. docs said they're gonna be a lot more careful about fluid retention this time so...fingers crossed >__<~
but hey, I'm still alive! yay. xD](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/05/QingHan2-Q5Nx3Z3511.jpg)
414.5K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : [Flowering Wounds] • Sometimes I like to pretend my blue and purple hospital bruises are little galaxies 🌌 • • //health update// So I haven’t really been updating things here on insta, sorry; it’s just easier to update stuff on twitter and patreon xD;;. Basically I had my first chemo session; it made my body have some pretty bad fluid retention, so I ended up gaining about 7kg of liquid in my body and they had to transfer me to the emergency room. It took about a week for them to finally remove this liquid cyst that my body gained from the chemo, and the liquid was 2L lmao. I was in so much pain for a week it’s kinda ridiculous tbh…. but yeah, I got discharged from the hospital last week and my next round of chemo is coming up next week. I hope there’s no repeat of what happened omfg D;;;. docs said they’re gonna be a lot more careful about fluid retention this time so…fingers crossed >__<~ but hey, I'm still alive! yay. xDLikes : 414529
![Qing Han - 367.8K Likes - [Birdcage]
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I'm back~! Sorta~ hopefully~ loll
I kinda put stuff up on my patreon now :3~ link in my profile 👆👆🙏
mostly just sketches and wip tho, just one tier, $1 xD~ I decided to set it up when my medications jumped to $400/month o( ❛ᴗ❛ )o;;;;
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Sorry I've been away for so long without any update..I've kinda got some anxiety about not being able to draw as much as before and it was easier to just not thinking about the social media aspect of it all.
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A lil update on my health:
Got discharged from the hospital last week and tried to finish this asap. Went in for abdominal pain but my heart was beating so fast in intervals they kept me in the cardiac ICU for close watch cause apparently it was really dangerous for a bit xD;;
They also found a lump mass in my body and they're not sure if it's cancer or not. The pathologist team at the hospital can't agree on whether it's sarcoma cancer or a benign tumour I guess? So, that's been fun lol. It's weird how my body is like, really trying to kill itself 😂😂 BC Cancer was supposed to contact me last week but they're not very fast at contacting people I guess? XD
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Fingers crossed its not cancer cause my heart is still a mess and I've no idea how chemotherapy would mesh with my heart medications. I take soooo much heart meds now sometimes I worry for my liver and kidney lol, I hope they can take the meds xD~
I wish I had better news tho lol. I'm kinda still in medical limbo....it's like I've stopped in time to work on surviving and watching everything passing me by...kinda depressing sometimes haha...sorry uwu. But still alive tho. That's a plus. Lmao.
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TL;DR: my health is kinda getting worse but I'm still alive tho yaaay
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Thanks to those of you who are still sticking around xD💕💕
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367.8K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : [Birdcage] • • I’m back~! Sorta~ hopefully~ loll I kinda put stuff up on my patreon now :3~ link in my profile 👆👆🙏 mostly just sketches and wip tho, just one tier, $1 xD~ I decided to set it up when my medications jumped to $400/month o( ❛ᴗ❛ )o;;;; • Sorry I’ve been away for so long without any update..I’ve kinda got some anxiety about not being able to draw as much as before and it was easier to just not thinking about the social media aspect of it all. ———— A lil update on my health: Got discharged from the hospital last week and tried to finish this asap. Went in for abdominal pain but my heart was beating so fast in intervals they kept me in the cardiac ICU for close watch cause apparently it was really dangerous for a bit xD;; They also found a lump mass in my body and they’re not sure if it’s cancer or not. The pathologist team at the hospital can’t agree on whether it’s sarcoma cancer or a benign tumour I guess? So, that’s been fun lol. It’s weird how my body is like, really trying to kill itself 😂😂 BC Cancer was supposed to contact me last week but they’re not very fast at contacting people I guess? XD — Fingers crossed its not cancer cause my heart is still a mess and I’ve no idea how chemotherapy would mesh with my heart medications. I take soooo much heart meds now sometimes I worry for my liver and kidney lol, I hope they can take the meds xD~ I wish I had better news tho lol. I’m kinda still in medical limbo….it’s like I’ve stopped in time to work on surviving and watching everything passing me by…kinda depressing sometimes haha…sorry uwu. But still alive tho. That’s a plus. Lmao. ———- TL;DR: my health is kinda getting worse but I’m still alive tho yaaay • Thanks to those of you who are still sticking around xD💕💕 • • • • • #illustration #surreal #pencil #drawing #instaartistLikes : 367836
![Qing Han - 367.8K Likes - [Birdcage]
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I'm back~! Sorta~ hopefully~ loll
I kinda put stuff up on my patreon now :3~ link in my profile 👆👆🙏
mostly just sketches and wip tho, just one tier, $1 xD~ I decided to set it up when my medications jumped to $400/month o( ❛ᴗ❛ )o;;;;
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Sorry I've been away for so long without any update..I've kinda got some anxiety about not being able to draw as much as before and it was easier to just not thinking about the social media aspect of it all.
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A lil update on my health:
Got discharged from the hospital last week and tried to finish this asap. Went in for abdominal pain but my heart was beating so fast in intervals they kept me in the cardiac ICU for close watch cause apparently it was really dangerous for a bit xD;;
They also found a lump mass in my body and they're not sure if it's cancer or not. The pathologist team at the hospital can't agree on whether it's sarcoma cancer or a benign tumour I guess? So, that's been fun lol. It's weird how my body is like, really trying to kill itself 😂😂 BC Cancer was supposed to contact me last week but they're not very fast at contacting people I guess? XD
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Fingers crossed its not cancer cause my heart is still a mess and I've no idea how chemotherapy would mesh with my heart medications. I take soooo much heart meds now sometimes I worry for my liver and kidney lol, I hope they can take the meds xD~
I wish I had better news tho lol. I'm kinda still in medical limbo....it's like I've stopped in time to work on surviving and watching everything passing me by...kinda depressing sometimes haha...sorry uwu. But still alive tho. That's a plus. Lmao.
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TL;DR: my health is kinda getting worse but I'm still alive tho yaaay
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Thanks to those of you who are still sticking around xD💕💕
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367.8K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : [Birdcage] • • I’m back~! Sorta~ hopefully~ loll I kinda put stuff up on my patreon now :3~ link in my profile 👆👆🙏 mostly just sketches and wip tho, just one tier, $1 xD~ I decided to set it up when my medications jumped to $400/month o( ❛ᴗ❛ )o;;;; • Sorry I’ve been away for so long without any update..I’ve kinda got some anxiety about not being able to draw as much as before and it was easier to just not thinking about the social media aspect of it all. ———— A lil update on my health: Got discharged from the hospital last week and tried to finish this asap. Went in for abdominal pain but my heart was beating so fast in intervals they kept me in the cardiac ICU for close watch cause apparently it was really dangerous for a bit xD;; They also found a lump mass in my body and they’re not sure if it’s cancer or not. The pathologist team at the hospital can’t agree on whether it’s sarcoma cancer or a benign tumour I guess? So, that’s been fun lol. It’s weird how my body is like, really trying to kill itself 😂😂 BC Cancer was supposed to contact me last week but they’re not very fast at contacting people I guess? XD — Fingers crossed its not cancer cause my heart is still a mess and I’ve no idea how chemotherapy would mesh with my heart medications. I take soooo much heart meds now sometimes I worry for my liver and kidney lol, I hope they can take the meds xD~ I wish I had better news tho lol. I’m kinda still in medical limbo….it’s like I’ve stopped in time to work on surviving and watching everything passing me by…kinda depressing sometimes haha…sorry uwu. But still alive tho. That’s a plus. Lmao. ———- TL;DR: my health is kinda getting worse but I’m still alive tho yaaay • Thanks to those of you who are still sticking around xD💕💕 • • • • • #illustration #surreal #pencil #drawing #instaartistLikes : 367836

340.8K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : Migration 🐋🌃 • • • Trying for a calm vibe 😆 Did this a few months ago for my Patrons :D~ Thanks for all the support there~! 💕💕 ~ Happy thanksgiving American peeps~ ~ a lil update. good news first – I got a CT scan earlier this week and preliminary results looks good; the scar hasn’t grown and maybe it might even be moving back…maybe? xD. I have noticed my physical scars from all my surgeries and stuff is actually becoming visibly smaller, so hopefully that means the scar in my heart that’s trying to kinda kill me is also pulling back and getting smaller. So I’ll keep taking my $300/month pill hahaha. Again, thank you to patrons who can help out<3 😀 • • a bit of a bad news - all of the doctors at BC cancer thinks the mass in my body is sarcoma, which is....not great. Sarcoma is a rare soft tissue cancer. They need to do more tests to be sure though, which is good. I really hope I don't have it though cause, I swear to god, if I get two unrelated rare diseases piled on me it is TOO MUCH. Man, with this amount of bad luck I should win the lottery to offset it lmao. thanks for all your encouragement and kind words, sorry I can't reply to everyone >.<~ I will def try to reply more • • • #artistsoninstagram #surrealism #cityscape #whale #sunsetLikes : 340784

340.8K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : Migration 🐋🌃 • • • Trying for a calm vibe 😆 Did this a few months ago for my Patrons :D~ Thanks for all the support there~! 💕💕 ~ Happy thanksgiving American peeps~ ~ a lil update. good news first – I got a CT scan earlier this week and preliminary results looks good; the scar hasn’t grown and maybe it might even be moving back…maybe? xD. I have noticed my physical scars from all my surgeries and stuff is actually becoming visibly smaller, so hopefully that means the scar in my heart that’s trying to kinda kill me is also pulling back and getting smaller. So I’ll keep taking my $300/month pill hahaha. Again, thank you to patrons who can help out<3 😀 • • a bit of a bad news - all of the doctors at BC cancer thinks the mass in my body is sarcoma, which is....not great. Sarcoma is a rare soft tissue cancer. They need to do more tests to be sure though, which is good. I really hope I don't have it though cause, I swear to god, if I get two unrelated rare diseases piled on me it is TOO MUCH. Man, with this amount of bad luck I should win the lottery to offset it lmao. thanks for all your encouragement and kind words, sorry I can't reply to everyone >.<~ I will def try to reply more • • • #artistsoninstagram #surrealism #cityscape #whale #sunsetLikes : 340784

340.8K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : Migration 🐋🌃 • • • Trying for a calm vibe 😆 Did this a few months ago for my Patrons :D~ Thanks for all the support there~! 💕💕 ~ Happy thanksgiving American peeps~ ~ a lil update. good news first – I got a CT scan earlier this week and preliminary results looks good; the scar hasn’t grown and maybe it might even be moving back…maybe? xD. I have noticed my physical scars from all my surgeries and stuff is actually becoming visibly smaller, so hopefully that means the scar in my heart that’s trying to kinda kill me is also pulling back and getting smaller. So I’ll keep taking my $300/month pill hahaha. Again, thank you to patrons who can help out<3 😀 • • a bit of a bad news - all of the doctors at BC cancer thinks the mass in my body is sarcoma, which is....not great. Sarcoma is a rare soft tissue cancer. They need to do more tests to be sure though, which is good. I really hope I don't have it though cause, I swear to god, if I get two unrelated rare diseases piled on me it is TOO MUCH. Man, with this amount of bad luck I should win the lottery to offset it lmao. thanks for all your encouragement and kind words, sorry I can't reply to everyone >.<~ I will def try to reply more • • • #artistsoninstagram #surrealism #cityscape #whale #sunsetLikes : 340784

329.9K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : Flower Tea hat 🌺💫 • It’s ma birthdayyyyy 😁~ The only time I feel shameless enough to kinda promote my kofi page a little bit @-@~ if you enjoy my content, please consider buying me a kofi? Which I will then just buy tea with. But also coffee. I drink both 😆. link in my profile. Thank you guys so much for even just sticking around 💕 ~ sorry I haven’t been posting as frequently as I even want to >_<~ I'm def gonna try to draw more and hope I can ignore my back pain into oblivion 😂~ In the mean time, I do post more random scraps of doodles or processes on Twitter. I don't know why but I feel like I can just chuck random stuff on Twitter; maybe it's cause the interface isn't the best for art posting anyways lmao~ • My next heart CT is in a week and half, and I'm already nervous af. Trying not to think about what will happen if the drugs I'm trying doesn't work 😵~ gotta be positive and just ignore these thoughts hahaha~ Ps, forgot to add that that the tattoo was inspired by @zihwa_tattooer . I wish I could get one from her haha..unfortunately blood thinners, low immunity and tattoos don't mix xD;; • • • • #illustration #witch #stars #tea #coffeeLikes : 329877

292.6K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : April shower bring May flowers 🌸☔️🌸 • • • Tried a more, softer, pastel-y look. Let me know how you guys like it (=´∀`)人(´∀`=) ~ it’s been a while, sorry @-@~ I spent quite a bit of time working on the book cover I did for @connieglynn, and because I’m still not doing the best health-wise, it took much longer than I expected 😅~ The more recent good news is that at least the scar tissue in my heart has stopped growing since I started trying this new medication I’m lab ratting for 😆😂! Though it’s still blocking a lot of my heart arteries haha, so moving fast is still quite difficult. There’s new meds my doctors want me to try, but they’re crazy expensive, like $300 a month expensive @-@;;, on top of the meds I already need….So I kinda finally started a patreon. I’m not officially announcing it yet, I’m still on this bucket-list Japan trip; I do have some wips up for this though 😁~ nothing formal or extravagant, just gonna be a pay what ya want wip blog-y type of patreon (●°u°●) 」 Thanks for dropping by 😊 • • • • • #illustration #pencil #umbrella #flowersLikes : 292566

287.4K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : Empty ⭕️ • • • So I took a break from social media for about a month. This really just was a doodle for myself and I wasn’t even going to post it, but you know how sometimes messy doodles just kinda solidify… Well, anyways, stress got the better of me and I pretty much had to shut down and do something else for a bit. And by something else I mean nothing of significance at all lol. I wish things had gotten better, but it hasn’t…my mom’s white blood cell count actually LOWERED, and she still insists on working -__-;;. My granddad’s tumour has…migrated… I’ll need to go back to China soon to see him. My mom’s preparing me for the worst and it’s kinda all just happening at once? The doctors here are thinking of sending me to the Mayo clinic in the US because my heart disease is so unusual, and the scar is STILL growing according to the CT reports…And US medical fees are so much I dunno if I’d wanna go or just die and save some money for my aging parents 😂😂 Anyways, I’m not sure how “back” I am, but I’m trying to get back to art and maybe draw my stress out haha…but tbh it felt better gaming and not thinking about anything. Haha, sorry, I feel like every time I post online it’s always so negative. I wish I was more positive these days~ Well, I’m more positive when I’m gaming and cooking? Lmaooo~~ I’m gonna go water my plants. Thanks for dropping by and sticking w me 🙂 💕Likes : 287396

275.9K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : It’s my birthday~~! ☕️🌙 if you enjoy my work, please consider buying me a coffee~! Link in my profile 😳💕 …. Although it’s more like internet fund now cause the hospital internet is expensive and unstable, and my phone data is expensive af lol. I think I’ve spent over $200 on Internet over the 3 weeks I’ve been stuck in the hospital D; I feel like this is the only time I can really ask for this, hope you guys don’t mind 😆~ thank you >.<~! Ahhh I'm alone in the hospital haha ;-;~ and my surgery is in 37 hours!! Ahhhhhhh • #coffee #moon #tears #illustrationLikes : 275873

272.4K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : Star Scattering ⭐️✨ • • Happy Holidays! I wasn’t going to post this during the holidays cause I felt like no one would be online? But if I don’t post it I’ll keep “fixing” it and I can’t stare at this any more 😂. I don’t really celebrate anything tbh, despite the smol tree we got at home haha. What do people actually do on Christmas Day other than opening presents? Or do you guys celebrate at all? We only got those present-like chocolates under the tree so we’re trying not to eat them all at once in one day 😂😂 • The new meds I’m taking is making me so sleepy tho, I’ve been sleeping 9-10 hours a day and still tired…but ahh won’t talk about my heart condition today lol, hope you guys have a nice relaxing holiday 💕 • #art #stars #moon #illustration #starLikes : 272393

272.4K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : Star Scattering ⭐️✨ • • Happy Holidays! I wasn’t going to post this during the holidays cause I felt like no one would be online? But if I don’t post it I’ll keep “fixing” it and I can’t stare at this any more 😂. I don’t really celebrate anything tbh, despite the smol tree we got at home haha. What do people actually do on Christmas Day other than opening presents? Or do you guys celebrate at all? We only got those present-like chocolates under the tree so we’re trying not to eat them all at once in one day 😂😂 • The new meds I’m taking is making me so sleepy tho, I’ve been sleeping 9-10 hours a day and still tired…but ahh won’t talk about my heart condition today lol, hope you guys have a nice relaxing holiday 💕 • #art #stars #moon #illustration #starLikes : 272393

266.6K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : 🌓🌒🌑 🌑 • Funnily enough, i started the initial sketch for this before i came into the hospital..xD;; • Tl;dr: Im hospitalized again for this unknown heart disease and may need open heart surgery…for the 4th time….Grandfather also passed this weekend, so not a good pileup… • So…..it’s been a while for those of you guys who don’t follow me along on insta-story or twitter~ I’ve been hospitalized over a week ago due to an ongoing heart disease development. (Doc says it could be the same stuff that made my heart valve fuck up) Basically, one of my major heart valve has a 90% blockage from an abnormal tissue growth that’s still ongoing and no one knows what’s going on or what it is. It’s apparently pretty dangerous where if the vein blocks completely, I’d probably die (or so the doctor says when I complained about being in the hospital hahaha). So it’s pretty severe and the doctor wants me to prepare for another open heart surgery for a bypass to be put in, though I begged for them to try a stent first even if everyone’s doubtful it’ll work….i mean, stent is fairly non-invasive procedure, whereas open heart causes so much pain I’ve already been pretty traumatized from my last 3-in-a-row…..>__<;; Actually, my doctors have also suggested the possibilities of a heart transplant if they can't find a way to stop the growth and since the growth is only in my heart...but I really don't want to think about that...I'm so stressed out these days hahahaha...like, I'll just get waves of anxiety and heaviness in my chest, and palpitations...it doesn't help that my grandfather also just passed away a few days ago. what a terrible pile-on. Trying to be more positive though! Right now I'm in shitty limbo where I got to wait for procedures and tests to be scheduled and for the doctors to figure things out more from those results. For those of you guys who's seen my instagram stories and sent me messages, thank you lots. I'll probably keep twitter updated cause i'm too lazy to double-update on two social medias constantly. And thank you guys who bought me ko-fi 💕 Here's another cookie for making it this far~! Haha 🍪. Sorry for the rambling~ • #mood #sometimes #illustrationLikes : 266563

262.8K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : art blocked • • • get it? 👀😂 hey guys, it’s been a while~! haha sorry… I’ve been a little…blocked up? lmao. I’m actually really nervous posting this cause it’s been so long hahaha. it’s kind of a combination of just my body being so tired all the time and me just not really wanting to draw or think about anything much. I kinda got a little sick when I visited China last month, and I guess it really kinda broke my body a little bit lmao. I hope I don’t have to go back any time soon, but my grandfather has advanced lung cancer right now…I guess we’ll see. I really hope he can still be here the next time I’m ready to travel again. ~ A little update on my heart disease though, the doctors still don’t really know what’s going on. The scar tissue in my heart has grown and so my heart function has gone down again lol. It kinda feels like pre-surgery when I walk uphill tbh. I get this major chest pain when I walked two flights of stairs the other day. (the doctor almost wanted to hospitalize me lmao….thankfully I don’t have to go back and live in the hospital..for now…T_T;;..i hate the hospital so much lmao)…actually I’m getting a little chest discomfort rn cause I always get nervous posting my art 😂😂😭 On the other hand though, I was finally prescribed a medication that they want me to try. No one knows if it’ll work, since my condition is so rare the pathologists can’t find anything at all in north america’s database, but it’s better than nothing hahaha. I guess at this point I’m not…the most optimistic person? but I’m also….really tired…. But at least I’m alive right? Even if I feel super useless for not drawing as much or working…sorry, that’s just personal stuff. I always wanna complain in these but then I immediately feel super bad for complaining lmaoo. Thanks for sticking with me guys xD. I know I’m probably losing a lot of followers and stuff now, totally understandable, I’m not the perkiest person right now and I’m not pumping out artwork like I used to xD~ Well, thank you guys for hanging around and actually reading through this lmaoo~ <3 #art #illustration #surrealismLikes : 262823

260.5K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : 2010 vs 2018 • • • This is an old idea I decided to redo; I actually started this before I was hospitalized, and finished in the hospital lol. I guess I felt the despair more in the hospital…? Haha.. • Sorry, I’ve got nothing new haha~ still recovering slowly D;. I’m going to go see avengers next week though, I’m so excited! Gonna go early and leave after everyone else leaves so I don’t break from people running into me lmao~ #illustrationLikes : 260480

258.9K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : 红茶☕️ • • • Coffee or tea? I prefer both myself actually haha~ I need both….♪(´ε` ) • Thank you guys so much for all your kind words last post~! My granddad’s been discharged from the hospital a few days ago and I’m so relieved. He had a fever and we were so worried it might become something worse because of his lung tumour and that I might not be able to make it back in time to see him. Buut he’s out so that’s one less thing I’m stressed about haha ♪( ´▽`)~ Thank you guys againnnn for all the support, love you guysssss 💕💕 • • • #art #illustration #tea #instaartLikes : 258908

249.1K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : A new collection of hand references and some old hand tutorial ✌️😆 • I love drawing hands~! Any body part you love to draw? Or even have trouble drawing? • I didn’t actually plan on colouring them but here we are xD~ the tutorial’s old but I stand by these tips still. I’ve just refined (I hope lol) the way I draw hands now. Feel free to use for practice. Tip: do 10 hands for 20 days and you’ll improve them for sure! I used to have trouble drawing feet but after doing 100 of them, I got much better and faster at them. And don’t forget, you have your very own reference right at your fingertips. Get it? Haha….sorry 😂 • Hope you guys find this useful and have a good holiday 😄 #tutorial #hands #fbfLikes : 249091

249.1K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : A new collection of hand references and some old hand tutorial ✌️😆 • I love drawing hands~! Any body part you love to draw? Or even have trouble drawing? • I didn’t actually plan on colouring them but here we are xD~ the tutorial’s old but I stand by these tips still. I’ve just refined (I hope lol) the way I draw hands now. Feel free to use for practice. Tip: do 10 hands for 20 days and you’ll improve them for sure! I used to have trouble drawing feet but after doing 100 of them, I got much better and faster at them. And don’t forget, you have your very own reference right at your fingertips. Get it? Haha….sorry 😂 • Hope you guys find this useful and have a good holiday 😄 #tutorial #hands #fbfLikes : 249091

249.1K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : A new collection of hand references and some old hand tutorial ✌️😆 • I love drawing hands~! Any body part you love to draw? Or even have trouble drawing? • I didn’t actually plan on colouring them but here we are xD~ the tutorial’s old but I stand by these tips still. I’ve just refined (I hope lol) the way I draw hands now. Feel free to use for practice. Tip: do 10 hands for 20 days and you’ll improve them for sure! I used to have trouble drawing feet but after doing 100 of them, I got much better and faster at them. And don’t forget, you have your very own reference right at your fingertips. Get it? Haha….sorry 😂 • Hope you guys find this useful and have a good holiday 😄 #tutorial #hands #fbfLikes : 249091

249.1K Likes – Qing Han Instagram
Caption : A new collection of hand references and some old hand tutorial ✌️😆 • I love drawing hands~! Any body part you love to draw? Or even have trouble drawing? • I didn’t actually plan on colouring them but here we are xD~ the tutorial’s old but I stand by these tips still. I’ve just refined (I hope lol) the way I draw hands now. Feel free to use for practice. Tip: do 10 hands for 20 days and you’ll improve them for sure! I used to have trouble drawing feet but after doing 100 of them, I got much better and faster at them. And don’t forget, you have your very own reference right at your fingertips. Get it? Haha….sorry 😂 • Hope you guys find this useful and have a good holiday 😄 #tutorial #hands #fbfLikes : 249091

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Caption : ✨✨Ballerina✨✨ • • • Tried to actually do actual constellations, can you guys recognize any? 😆😆 Haha sorry for the hiatus again @-@;; with back pain and headaches it’s kinda hard to get back into everything >.<;;. I also tried to film this with a camera I got a while back for my Japan trip that I never got to go to cause I got hospitalized loll. Setting up took quite some time @-@;; ~ Anyways, I'm going to Shanghai for a bit next week to visit my granddad, so I may not be able to draw or post much...I'll only be sketching cause I won't be taking my paint or laptop with me. It's too much work 😬. Should I post sketches here? Yeah or nah? I used to post them but I kinda feel like they're too scrappy to show these days haha~~ • • • #inktober #art #paintingLikes : 242926

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Caption : 2015 vs 2017 • • Sometimes I like to redraw my old stuff to see if I could improve upon it or just to see how my style has changed xD~ I think I got better with the animal drawing and I personally kinda like her face better haha~Likes : 242511

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Caption : “Daydreaming ✨🐟” • • Thank you guys for 2 Mil followers omfg 😱😱😱 I’d love to be verified by @instagram by now tho 😂😭😭 pleaseeee~~ Also, thank you guys who came to my stream to watch this get slowly painted hahaha~ I spent so long on this ahhh I hope you guys like it 😭😭 Gotta go to rehab soon so that’s funnnnnnnnn haaaahaha…. • • #illustration #mermaid #surreal #fish #artLikes : 242442

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Caption : 🧜♀️🌺 Rough sketch w colour testin before moving onto watercolor version. _(:_」∠)_ • I’m posting more wip on Twitter so follow me there? 😆 • • • Just saw the pre heart transplant clinic nurses actually haha, I’m actually resting in the hospital lobby rn (´・_・`)….the stress woke me up way before normal and I forgot to take my heart slowing meds before I left, so now I can’t walk too fast or my body hurts. Oops. I’m seeing the pre transplant clinic Doctor tmr, and I guess that’ll be fun? Lol. Hope I’ll remember my meds at least tmr. This doesn’t mean I’ll for sure have a heart transplant tho. In fact, I really, really, really hope I don’t. Cause, well, there’s the possibly dying thing (fun fact, 60% of ppl survive 10 years…lol) but also food restrictions like no raw food like sashimi or medium rare steaks; I heard even some raw veggies I need to be careful of too, I guess like the e coli outbreak on lettuce a while ago would probably be pretty bad for transplant patients…so, uh, fingers crossed there’ll be some meds that can help me D;;. But the doctors just want me to be prepared for that possibility. She basically said that they can’t keep cutting me open to remove the scar tissue building up lol. I guess medical risks rises every time I have heart surgery xD;; • Tbh I thought I would try to draw more, but I ended up having back pain every other day and it’s just…not great. But hey, at least I might be able to post something here once a month? Lmaoo~ I don’t really want to dump my sketches here haha…(。-_-。) • • • #art #illustration #mermaid #roses #flowersLikes : 241611

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Caption : “Breathless sometimes it feels like I can’t breath…” #tbt • It’s official, I need to get another open heart surgery, and will happen next week. and coincidentally, my birthday’s also next week, so THAT’S GREAT. The best present, really. Everything I didn’t want happen is now happening hahahaha. The next thing I don’t want to happen is a heart transplant, and at this rate, I can see it happening. the mortality rate statistically….57% survival after 10 years..?..that number….”orz Understandably, a lot of people seem to think my anxiety is due to the actual surgery, but i’ll be honest, it’s the pain post-surgery that triggers my trauma more than death. • So I shared my experience with post-surgery in detail on twitter, but cause of the word limit, I’m only going to share a part of it here: For the first 24 hours, you’re in the ICU. You wake up a little bit, and there’s a bit of pain but mostly you’re high on morphine.The pain slowly sets in as the hours go on tho, and you’re connected to all sorts of tubes to help you breath better, but it feels extremely uncomfortable. You can’t move. You’re connected to a urinary catheter. If you’re unlucky, they might’ve given you too much antibiotics during the surgery and you’ll get diarrhea, but you won’t be able to get up, and the shame and pain of everything just overcomes you. While in the ICU, you’ll be constantly thirsty; the nurse on shift will feed to you tiny ice cubes when you finally manage to make a sound at them. You wish that you can just pass out as pain sets in, but you can’t. Afterwards, you get moved upstairs into a cardiac ward. If you’re lucky, you’ll share a room with people who won’t snore. Everything hurts. You’re given a pillow to hold your chest at all times when you move, like holding your organs in lol. Essentially, every single movement that involves your upper body will hurt for the next month or so, making it hard to do anything, like sleeping well… You’re essentially invalid for that time, and will need a caretaker to help you out of bed, out of a steep chair, etc. Thanks for reading and for all your messages and support. Srsly I’m mostly alone in the hospital so they really help.Likes : 238865

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Caption : Flower drops💧🌸 • • • This was an gouache watercolour experiment on hot-press watercolour paper, since I’ve never used hot-press before, and it really kinda morphed from just an eye into a full face sorta lmao ~ I filmed the process for this painting, though editing takes such a long time I’m not sure if I’m up to it, since my back pain is pretty bad. Also, I found out the reason for my back pain is cause of my heart surgeries hahaha. Apparently during open heart surgery, they kinda bend the ribs open and since the rib goes around to the back and the spine, it can fuck up the back. Sometimes ribs can even be broken so the surgeon can get to the heart better…so yeah, massages doesn’t really help me anymore either so that’s fun lol. I kinda want to try topical cannabis oil haha. I’ll ask the next time I see my cardiologist. I already got the ok from the pre-transplant clinic cardiologist, but it’s always good to make sure :p Thanks for sticking around guys :3 • • • #painting #illustration #flowers #tears #watercolorLikes : 235899

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Caption : “The Moon whispered to the Star…” • • • A little #tbt cause I’m so slow at working anything these days ahhhh sorry~ • Happy pride month 💕🌈 • • So I’ve started exercise rehab recently. I’m so tired lol. It seems like as soon as my heart rate goes above 90-100, my left arm starts hurting as per my old symptoms 😭. They’re ordering another CT scan for me soon…hoping it’s nothing big Ahhh. I’m so tired. It’s hard to be hopeful at this point but thanks to everyone who tries to cheer me up haha, thank you guys… • • • #illustration #moon #stars #loveLikes : 235799

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Caption : 🌿🐠🐠 The sunny weather outside doesn’t match my mood…hahaha… • • Just some rambling as usual, feel free to ignore me hahaha. sorry I haven’t really been posting much… I’ve been a little stressed. No surprises there haha. The doctors don’t know what to do with me or my heart disease, I’m not getting call backs even after doing tests, but most of all as time goes on I feel more and more useless and like…a waste of space…? It’s just this feeling of guilt, inadequacy of not being able to do anything to help anyone or even earn a decent living, instead living off my parents because I’m too sick and stressed and busy with rehab stuff to work right now. It doesn’t help that my mom’s injured her arm and was diagnosed with low white blood cell (low immune system) a few weeks ago…we’re like two sick ppl taking care of each other lmao “orz so yah I’ve been avoiding social media a bit…I drew this one thing that started off nice and sunny and as my mood worsened it turned sad 😂. I was randomly bursting into tears and shit, and that’s not fun lol… I’m so tired. Thanks for all your support and kind words though….but I’m so tired…of just, like, everything hahaha… Sorry, rambled again lmaooo you guys must be super tired of reading these depressing-ish shit lmaooo sry, I don’t mean to do it but there aren’t a lot of ppl I can talk to about this stuff, especially not my family cause it stresses them out lolll~ though if this stressed you out I’m sorrryyyy haha @-@;;; umm thanks for making it this far lol this is a true ramble. Here’s a cookie. Wait, it’s summer, so here’s some ice cream 🍦😆 • • • #illustration #goldfish #summer #mood #procreateLikes : 234360