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Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. 💔🐾 I put this news in a story but that’ll expire so this one’s for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasn’t doing well but had perked up for the bison I’d cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didn’t think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new story—about how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. 💔 When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I don’t have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I haven’t wanted to leave my apartment because then it’s somehow more real. I am a person, just me… my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. 😭 Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe it’ll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where I’m less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. 🌈 <— reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo I’d post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. I’m heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. 💓🐾🙏🏻✨ Leon always had love for everyone.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. 💔🐾 I put this news in a story but that’ll expire so this one’s for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasn’t doing well but had perked up for the bison I’d cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didn’t think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new story—about how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. 💔 When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I don’t have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I haven’t wanted to leave my apartment because then it’s somehow more real. I am a person, just me… my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. 😭 Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe it’ll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where I’m less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. 🌈 <— reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo I’d post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. I’m heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. 💓🐾🙏🏻✨ Leon always had love for everyone.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. 💔🐾 I put this news in a story but that’ll expire so this one’s for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasn’t doing well but had perked up for the bison I’d cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didn’t think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new story—about how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. 💔 When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I don’t have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I haven’t wanted to leave my apartment because then it’s somehow more real. I am a person, just me… my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. 😭 Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe it’ll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where I’m less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. 🌈 <— reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo I’d post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. I’m heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. 💓🐾🙏🏻✨ Leon always had love for everyone.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - We are alive and breathing. Been off the grid, for some days in a row telling truths from this chair. Leon and I were in very good hands. It matters to work with good humans, to do good work. That’s all I want. And peace. Am I doing ok? I never know how to answer that. Lately no, not at all. But doing this work, even if draining, helped. The whole point is to help. The other things I want to do… what it seems most of you want me to do too, depends on whether I get the help to do it. It may be too late. Then all I’ll have is the story of how it almost happened, but didn’t. That doesn’t seem like the right ending. I’m still here. I still love you all. Leon is still a very good boy. We’re both sleepy. Goodnight. 🌙 💓 @oneluckyrescuedog
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - We are alive and breathing. Been off the grid, for some days in a row telling truths from this chair. Leon and I were in very good hands. It matters to work with good humans, to do good work. That’s all I want. And peace. Am I doing ok? I never know how to answer that. Lately no, not at all. But doing this work, even if draining, helped. The whole point is to help. The other things I want to do… what it seems most of you want me to do too, depends on whether I get the help to do it. It may be too late. Then all I’ll have is the story of how it almost happened, but didn’t. That doesn’t seem like the right ending. I’m still here. I still love you all. Leon is still a very good boy. We’re both sleepy. Goodnight. 🌙 💓 @oneluckyrescuedog
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I don’t get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. 😳 Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party 🎉🥱😴 goodnight. 🌙💤 I love you Leon (he’s still here somewhere … I feel him) he loves you all too. 💓🐾❤️‍🩹
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I don’t get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. 😳 Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party 🎉🥱😴 goodnight. 🌙💤 I love you Leon (he’s still here somewhere … I feel him) he loves you all too. 💓🐾❤️‍🩹
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I don’t get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. 😳 Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party 🎉🥱😴 goodnight. 🌙💤 I love you Leon (he’s still here somewhere … I feel him) he loves you all too. 💓🐾❤️‍🩹
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺
Sarma Melngailis Instagram - I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺
Sarma Melngailis - 9.7K Likes - It’s happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. 💔🐾 I put this news in a story but that’ll expire so this one’s for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasn’t doing well but had perked up for the bison I’d cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didn’t think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new story—about how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. 💔 When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I don’t have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I haven’t wanted to leave my apartment because then it’s somehow more real. I am a person, just me… my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. 😭 Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe it’ll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where I’m less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. 🌈 <— reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo I’d post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. I’m heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. 💓🐾🙏🏻✨ Leon always had love for everyone.

9.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. 💔🐾 I put this news in a story but that’ll expire so this one’s for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasn’t doing well but had perked up for the bison I’d cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didn’t think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new story—about how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. 💔 When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I don’t have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I haven’t wanted to leave my apartment because then it’s somehow more real. I am a person, just me… my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. 😭 Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe it’ll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where I’m less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. 🌈 <— reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo I’d post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. I’m heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. 💓🐾🙏🏻✨ Leon always had love for everyone.
Likes : 9653Sarma Melngailis - 9.7K Likes - It’s happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. 💔🐾 I put this news in a story but that’ll expire so this one’s for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasn’t doing well but had perked up for the bison I’d cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didn’t think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new story—about how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. 💔 When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I don’t have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I haven’t wanted to leave my apartment because then it’s somehow more real. I am a person, just me… my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. 😭 Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe it’ll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where I’m less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. 🌈 <— reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo I’d post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. I’m heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. 💓🐾🙏🏻✨ Leon always had love for everyone.

9.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. 💔🐾 I put this news in a story but that’ll expire so this one’s for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasn’t doing well but had perked up for the bison I’d cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didn’t think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new story—about how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. 💔 When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I don’t have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I haven’t wanted to leave my apartment because then it’s somehow more real. I am a person, just me… my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. 😭 Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe it’ll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where I’m less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. 🌈 <— reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo I’d post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. I’m heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. 💓🐾🙏🏻✨ Leon always had love for everyone.
Likes : 9653Sarma Melngailis - 9.7K Likes - It’s happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. 💔🐾 I put this news in a story but that’ll expire so this one’s for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasn’t doing well but had perked up for the bison I’d cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didn’t think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new story—about how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. 💔 When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I don’t have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I haven’t wanted to leave my apartment because then it’s somehow more real. I am a person, just me… my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. 😭 Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe it’ll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where I’m less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. 🌈 <— reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo I’d post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. I’m heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. 💓🐾🙏🏻✨ Leon always had love for everyone.

9.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. 💔🐾 I put this news in a story but that’ll expire so this one’s for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasn’t doing well but had perked up for the bison I’d cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didn’t think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new story—about how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. 💔 When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I don’t have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I haven’t wanted to leave my apartment because then it’s somehow more real. I am a person, just me… my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. 😭 Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe it’ll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where I’m less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. 🌈 <— reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo I’d post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. I’m heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. 💓🐾🙏🏻✨ Leon always had love for everyone.
Likes : 9653Sarma Melngailis - 6.9K Likes - I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol

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Caption : I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol
Likes : 6926Sarma Melngailis - 6.9K Likes - I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol

6.9K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol
Likes : 6926Sarma Melngailis - 6.9K Likes - I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol

6.9K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol
Likes : 6926Sarma Melngailis - 6.9K Likes - I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol

6.9K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol
Likes : 6926Sarma Melngailis - 6.9K Likes - I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol

6.9K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldn’t be called a “documentary.” Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, “So are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.” 🤢🤮 I don’t believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. 🐾 💓🙏🏻 . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrol
Likes : 6926Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear

3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Likes : 3725Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear

3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Likes : 3725Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear

3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Likes : 3725Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear

3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Likes : 3725Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear

3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Likes : 3725Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear

3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Likes : 3725Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear

3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Likes : 3725Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear

3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Likes : 3725Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear

3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, it’s gone sideways. The story says that I now “don’t seem so sure about the project either” … not true. I’m wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it means—how important it is—on many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease “but it’s going to be expensive” then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13th… the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two don’t give a shit about clean food may be wrong… who knows. It doesn’t matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but I’ve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didn’t succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have “receipts” … meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew I’d be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those who’ve helped me along the way… endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. 💓✨🙏🏻🦆🌱🐾 [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fear
Likes : 3725Sarma Melngailis - 3.6K Likes - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.

3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Likes : 3625Sarma Melngailis - 3.6K Likes - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.

3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Likes : 3625Sarma Melngailis - 3.6K Likes - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.

3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Likes : 3625Sarma Melngailis - 3.6K Likes - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.

3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Likes : 3625Sarma Melngailis - 3.6K Likes - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.

3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Likes : 3625Sarma Melngailis - 3.6K Likes - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.

3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Likes : 3625Sarma Melngailis - 3.6K Likes - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.

3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Likes : 3625Sarma Melngailis - 3.6K Likes - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.

3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Likes : 3625Sarma Melngailis - 3.6K Likes - The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS - looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.

3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. 😳😬 Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what she’s doing with timing. It’s happening. I miss Leon. It’s been exactly one month since he crossed the 🌈bridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for what’s developed these past weeks, and what’s coming.😭 My best boy. I still feel him. All the crap—every misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy past—is my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for “re” things. Like… rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. 💓✨🙏🏻 All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, love… thank you. (Also plz keep it coming 🤪) what I do… it’s all for you. Also all 4 Leon. 🐾💫 PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.
Likes : 3625Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce

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Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Likes : 3197Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce

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Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Likes : 3197Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce

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Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Likes : 3197Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce

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Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Likes : 3197Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce

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Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Likes : 3197Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce

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Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Likes : 3197Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce

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Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Likes : 3197Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce

3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Likes : 3197Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce

3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Likes : 3197Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce

3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. 🙏🏻❤️🦆🌱✨ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessert… and more is not for me. It’s for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talent… more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauce
Likes : 3197Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - We are alive and breathing. Been off the grid, for some days in a row telling truths from this chair. Leon and I were in very good hands. It matters to work with good humans, to do good work. That’s all I want. And peace. Am I doing ok? I never know how to answer that. Lately no, not at all. But doing this work, even if draining, helped. The whole point is to help. The other things I want to do… what it seems most of you want me to do too, depends on whether I get the help to do it. It may be too late. Then all I’ll have is the story of how it almost happened, but didn’t. That doesn’t seem like the right ending. I’m still here. I still love you all. Leon is still a very good boy. We’re both sleepy. Goodnight. 🌙 💓 @oneluckyrescuedog

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Caption : We are alive and breathing. Been off the grid, for some days in a row telling truths from this chair. Leon and I were in very good hands. It matters to work with good humans, to do good work. That’s all I want. And peace. Am I doing ok? I never know how to answer that. Lately no, not at all. But doing this work, even if draining, helped. The whole point is to help. The other things I want to do… what it seems most of you want me to do too, depends on whether I get the help to do it. It may be too late. Then all I’ll have is the story of how it almost happened, but didn’t. That doesn’t seem like the right ending. I’m still here. I still love you all. Leon is still a very good boy. We’re both sleepy. Goodnight. 🌙 💓 @oneluckyrescuedog
Likes : 3151Sarma Melngailis - 3.2K Likes - We are alive and breathing. Been off the grid, for some days in a row telling truths from this chair. Leon and I were in very good hands. It matters to work with good humans, to do good work. That’s all I want. And peace. Am I doing ok? I never know how to answer that. Lately no, not at all. But doing this work, even if draining, helped. The whole point is to help. The other things I want to do… what it seems most of you want me to do too, depends on whether I get the help to do it. It may be too late. Then all I’ll have is the story of how it almost happened, but didn’t. That doesn’t seem like the right ending. I’m still here. I still love you all. Leon is still a very good boy. We’re both sleepy. Goodnight. 🌙 💓 @oneluckyrescuedog

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Caption : We are alive and breathing. Been off the grid, for some days in a row telling truths from this chair. Leon and I were in very good hands. It matters to work with good humans, to do good work. That’s all I want. And peace. Am I doing ok? I never know how to answer that. Lately no, not at all. But doing this work, even if draining, helped. The whole point is to help. The other things I want to do… what it seems most of you want me to do too, depends on whether I get the help to do it. It may be too late. Then all I’ll have is the story of how it almost happened, but didn’t. That doesn’t seem like the right ending. I’m still here. I still love you all. Leon is still a very good boy. We’re both sleepy. Goodnight. 🌙 💓 @oneluckyrescuedog
Likes : 3151Sarma Melngailis - 3K Likes - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)

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Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this 🙂 but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Likes : 3039Sarma Melngailis - 3K Likes - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)

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Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this 🙂 but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Likes : 3039Sarma Melngailis - 3K Likes - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)

3K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this 🙂 but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Likes : 3039Sarma Melngailis - 3K Likes - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)

3K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this 🙂 but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Likes : 3039Sarma Melngailis - 3K Likes - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)

3K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this 🙂 but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Likes : 3039Sarma Melngailis - 3K Likes - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)

3K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this 🙂 but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Likes : 3039Sarma Melngailis - 3K Likes - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)

3K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this 🙂 but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Likes : 3039Sarma Melngailis - 3K Likes - Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this :) but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)

3K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how I’d thought I’d come out with this 🙂 but it feels right. I just don’t care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what I’ve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel I’m supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and it’s the first post. ✨ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you don’t already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? It’s like a trust-fall but I don’t even know who’s behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person who’s sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me you’re rooting for me and this. It’s for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. ✨🦆🌱 (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc there’s more to say. Thank you)
Likes : 3039Sarma Melngailis - 2.8K Likes - Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you

2.8K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you
Likes : 2847Sarma Melngailis - 2.8K Likes - Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you

2.8K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you
Likes : 2847Sarma Melngailis - 2.8K Likes - Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you

2.8K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you
Likes : 2847Sarma Melngailis - 2.8K Likes - Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you

2.8K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you
Likes : 2847Sarma Melngailis - 2.8K Likes - Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you

2.8K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. I’ve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time I’m different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. I’ve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time he’s not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leon’s still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but he’s here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real they’re dogs. 🐾 And I feel like there’s a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. 💓✨ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those who’ve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but there’s so much light. I can’t wait to pay everything forward. (And back). 🙏🏻 I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for you
Likes : 2847Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾

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Caption : TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾
Likes : 2661Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾
Likes : 2661Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾
Likes : 2661Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾
Likes : 2661Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting moment—or a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that it’s all ok…while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. It’s *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) it’s logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a “Ferrari w a fishing pole” (not my metaphor, don’t like sports cars) is still true. And I’m about to drop it and I’m surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. I’m going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. ✨🙏🏻💓🌱🐾
Likes : 2661Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.7K Likes - August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️

2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a 🍌 colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ❤️‍🩹ing. 🐾 It’s time for changes. I love you ❤️
Likes : 2660Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Likes : 2645Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Likes : 2645Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Likes : 2645Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Likes : 2645Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Likes : 2645Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Likes : 2645Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Likes : 2645Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Likes : 2645Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Likes : 2645Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : It’s Christmas Eve and I’m trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) … I’m not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. I’m staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for what’s meant to return… to you. 🦆🎄✨ Merry Christmas. 🎁 I believe in miracles. (… you sexy thing) <— name that band. 💓✨💓✨💓✨💓✨💓
Likes : 2645Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Likes : 2612Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Likes : 2612Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Likes : 2612Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Likes : 2612Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Likes : 2612Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. I’ve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup … except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc 🌱 Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. 😬🤪🙏🏻✨💓
Likes : 2612Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - I don’t get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. 😳 Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party 🎉🥱😴 goodnight. 🌙💤 I love you Leon (he’s still here somewhere … I feel him) he loves you all too. 💓🐾❤️‍🩹

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I don’t get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. 😳 Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party 🎉🥱😴 goodnight. 🌙💤 I love you Leon (he’s still here somewhere … I feel him) he loves you all too. 💓🐾❤️‍🩹
Likes : 2578Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - I don’t get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. 😳 Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party 🎉🥱😴 goodnight. 🌙💤 I love you Leon (he’s still here somewhere … I feel him) he loves you all too. 💓🐾❤️‍🩹

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I don’t get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. 😳 Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party 🎉🥱😴 goodnight. 🌙💤 I love you Leon (he’s still here somewhere … I feel him) he loves you all too. 💓🐾❤️‍🩹
Likes : 2578Sarma Melngailis - 2.6K Likes - I don’t get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. 😳 Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party 🎉🥱😴 goodnight. 🌙💤 I love you Leon (he’s still here somewhere … I feel him) he loves you all too. 💓🐾❤️‍🩹

2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I don’t get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. 😳 Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party 🎉🥱😴 goodnight. 🌙💤 I love you Leon (he’s still here somewhere … I feel him) he loves you all too. 💓🐾❤️‍🩹
Likes : 2578Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. 🙂 I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Likes : 2544Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. 🙂 I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Likes : 2544Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. 🙂 I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Likes : 2544Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. 🙂 I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Likes : 2544Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. 🙂 I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Likes : 2544Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. 🙂 I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Likes : 2544Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. 🙂 I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Likes : 2544Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. :) I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : 🤓🤓🤓 I know I’m not smiling. I’ve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I don’t reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. 😬😳 please read my website posts if you haven’t already. 🙏🏻 and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. 💓 also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, I’m hereby recommending you preorder it. 🙂 I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. 🦆✨🤓💓🙏🏻💓🌲🪐❤️‍🩹💫
Likes : 2544Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺
Likes : 2522Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺
Likes : 2522Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺
Likes : 2522Sarma Melngailis - 2.5K Likes - I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺

2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram

Caption : I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I don’t know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way it’s meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. It’s been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Or… battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. ✨🌺
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