I have been excavating all my deepest fears and realizing that I am , in fact , protected by divine for my whole life , and that my needs are so basic and easily fulfilled at the core . Being deeper in part time monkship (😅) has made me want free time to meditate and being in awe of earths beauty more than anything. I have been trying to excavate and examine all my fears around attachment , fame , success, money etc . all of it is a play of senses. im here to observe and be in delight of the play – however it shapes out . Im ready to welcome abundance in any shape or form and not be so controlling of the play. deep money wounds and success wounds are being released for me back into the earth, this solstice and full moon. I released my favorite work and I’m so deeply at peace with the creation for the first time ever and god will take it where it needs to go and provide the body that channeled with all needs met . If I move closer and closer to music SUR it will keep finding me , in many shapes and forms 🥲 closer and closer to the actual notes and sound and losing myself in them day after day . for a long time I was afraid of losing my attachment to this form- THIS one iteration of success/ being seen and celebrated – but I have realized I am actually so free and music and prayer can never leave me in this life time and it’s all I need 🩷☀️ photo by @poyenchenz and art direction by @yiiooi
I have been excavating all my deepest fears and realizing that I am , in fact , protected by divine for my whole life , and that my needs are so basic and easily fulfilled at the core . Being deeper in part time monkship (😅) has made me want free time to meditate and being in awe of earths beauty more than anything. I have been trying to excavate and examine all my fears around attachment , fame , success, money etc . all of it is a play of senses. im here to observe and be in delight of the play – however it shapes out . Im ready to welcome abundance in any shape or form and not be so controlling of the play. deep money wounds and success wounds are being released for me back into the earth, this solstice and full moon. I released my favorite work and I’m so deeply at peace with the creation for the first time ever and god will take it where it needs to go and provide the body that channeled with all needs met . If I move closer and closer to music SUR it will keep finding me , in many shapes and forms 🥲 closer and closer to the actual notes and sound and losing myself in them day after day . for a long time I was afraid of losing my attachment to this form- THIS one iteration of success/ being seen and celebrated – but I have realized I am actually so free and music and prayer can never leave me in this life time and it’s all I need 🩷☀️ photo by @poyenchenz and art direction by @yiiooi
bits of beauty from this year 🥹 a lot of this year I got lost in spirit and music and my friends . there’s so much I learned & pulled from the ether that I want to share with u one day. maybe I’ll be out of hiding soon 💘
bits of beauty from this year 🥹 a lot of this year I got lost in spirit and music and my friends . there’s so much I learned & pulled from the ether that I want to share with u one day. maybe I’ll be out of hiding soon 💘
bits of beauty from this year 🥹 a lot of this year I got lost in spirit and music and my friends . there’s so much I learned & pulled from the ether that I want to share with u one day. maybe I’ll be out of hiding soon 💘
bits of beauty from this year 🥹 a lot of this year I got lost in spirit and music and my friends . there’s so much I learned & pulled from the ether that I want to share with u one day. maybe I’ll be out of hiding soon 💘
bits of beauty from this year 🥹 a lot of this year I got lost in spirit and music and my friends . there’s so much I learned & pulled from the ether that I want to share with u one day. maybe I’ll be out of hiding soon 💘
bits of beauty from this year 🥹 a lot of this year I got lost in spirit and music and my friends . there’s so much I learned & pulled from the ether that I want to share with u one day. maybe I’ll be out of hiding soon 💘
bits of beauty from this year 🥹 a lot of this year I got lost in spirit and music and my friends . there’s so much I learned & pulled from the ether that I want to share with u one day. maybe I’ll be out of hiding soon 💘
my baby “PLUTO” is all yours today 🌈 we’re bringing back EUPHORIC music OKAYYY 🤭🤭🤭🤭 directed by me and @tanmay.chowdhary , with VFX from @idalissner and editing and from @coastalnoah , and art direction and graphics by @bijanberahimi , video produced by @singlemomstudios ❤️ thank you my beautiful music team @liaosauce @stint__ @existentialcrisisboy @kaylareagan_ @violin_tim @hectorvegamasters ❤️❤️
i cannot believe my third album is really here … HAPPY WORLDWIDE “WHERE THE BUTTERFLIES GO IN THE RAIN” DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE ❤️❤️❤️ i can’t wait to know what your favorite songs are and how you have been living life to the music ❤️ I went back to being an independent artist this album …. started diving into 2-6 hours of meditation a day & deep channeling, moved closer to the forest and tried to hug a tree everyday, solely worked with closest friends (@liaosauce & @existentialcrisisboy are my best friends and executive producers of the whole project with me), and all i wanted was to preserve the feeling of pure divine love, of sunlight , and of prayer to instrument in this record . I wanted to create the purest container possible for this record to exist in and make body a fairy for divine inspiration. I remembered my true self – soft, childlike, one with trees, divine, pouring of love for craft and i will NEVER overlook her power anymore . I will protect her at all costs. The material world is becoming more fuzzy and silly to me day after day and I just want to dissolve into music , if this all makes sense ps: the nyc release party & flower cart was so magical – thank you @dailypaper for hosting❤️ and all the mini release parties of your own that i have been seeing online (tag me #wherethebutterfliesgo so i can see and share !!!:) thank you for showing up for me and holding me with your love thru this release. It’s such a blessing to create albums to share with you- I will never take it for granted . Okay okay off my phone for a while now and probably need to go be a monk somewhere for a few weeks 🙇🏽♀️
i cannot believe my third album is really here … HAPPY WORLDWIDE “WHERE THE BUTTERFLIES GO IN THE RAIN” DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE ❤️❤️❤️ i can’t wait to know what your favorite songs are and how you have been living life to the music ❤️ I went back to being an independent artist this album …. started diving into 2-6 hours of meditation a day & deep channeling, moved closer to the forest and tried to hug a tree everyday, solely worked with closest friends (@liaosauce & @existentialcrisisboy are my best friends and executive producers of the whole project with me), and all i wanted was to preserve the feeling of pure divine love, of sunlight , and of prayer to instrument in this record . I wanted to create the purest container possible for this record to exist in and make body a fairy for divine inspiration. I remembered my true self – soft, childlike, one with trees, divine, pouring of love for craft and i will NEVER overlook her power anymore . I will protect her at all costs. The material world is becoming more fuzzy and silly to me day after day and I just want to dissolve into music , if this all makes sense ps: the nyc release party & flower cart was so magical – thank you @dailypaper for hosting❤️ and all the mini release parties of your own that i have been seeing online (tag me #wherethebutterfliesgo so i can see and share !!!:) thank you for showing up for me and holding me with your love thru this release. It’s such a blessing to create albums to share with you- I will never take it for granted . Okay okay off my phone for a while now and probably need to go be a monk somewhere for a few weeks 🙇🏽♀️
i cannot believe my third album is really here … HAPPY WORLDWIDE “WHERE THE BUTTERFLIES GO IN THE RAIN” DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE ❤️❤️❤️ i can’t wait to know what your favorite songs are and how you have been living life to the music ❤️ I went back to being an independent artist this album …. started diving into 2-6 hours of meditation a day & deep channeling, moved closer to the forest and tried to hug a tree everyday, solely worked with closest friends (@liaosauce & @existentialcrisisboy are my best friends and executive producers of the whole project with me), and all i wanted was to preserve the feeling of pure divine love, of sunlight , and of prayer to instrument in this record . I wanted to create the purest container possible for this record to exist in and make body a fairy for divine inspiration. I remembered my true self – soft, childlike, one with trees, divine, pouring of love for craft and i will NEVER overlook her power anymore . I will protect her at all costs. The material world is becoming more fuzzy and silly to me day after day and I just want to dissolve into music , if this all makes sense ps: the nyc release party & flower cart was so magical – thank you @dailypaper for hosting❤️ and all the mini release parties of your own that i have been seeing online (tag me #wherethebutterfliesgo so i can see and share !!!:) thank you for showing up for me and holding me with your love thru this release. It’s such a blessing to create albums to share with you- I will never take it for granted . Okay okay off my phone for a while now and probably need to go be a monk somewhere for a few weeks 🙇🏽♀️
i cannot believe my third album is really here … HAPPY WORLDWIDE “WHERE THE BUTTERFLIES GO IN THE RAIN” DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE ❤️❤️❤️ i can’t wait to know what your favorite songs are and how you have been living life to the music ❤️ I went back to being an independent artist this album …. started diving into 2-6 hours of meditation a day & deep channeling, moved closer to the forest and tried to hug a tree everyday, solely worked with closest friends (@liaosauce & @existentialcrisisboy are my best friends and executive producers of the whole project with me), and all i wanted was to preserve the feeling of pure divine love, of sunlight , and of prayer to instrument in this record . I wanted to create the purest container possible for this record to exist in and make body a fairy for divine inspiration. I remembered my true self – soft, childlike, one with trees, divine, pouring of love for craft and i will NEVER overlook her power anymore . I will protect her at all costs. The material world is becoming more fuzzy and silly to me day after day and I just want to dissolve into music , if this all makes sense ps: the nyc release party & flower cart was so magical – thank you @dailypaper for hosting❤️ and all the mini release parties of your own that i have been seeing online (tag me #wherethebutterfliesgo so i can see and share !!!:) thank you for showing up for me and holding me with your love thru this release. It’s such a blessing to create albums to share with you- I will never take it for granted . Okay okay off my phone for a while now and probably need to go be a monk somewhere for a few weeks 🙇🏽♀️
i cannot believe my third album is really here … HAPPY WORLDWIDE “WHERE THE BUTTERFLIES GO IN THE RAIN” DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE ❤️❤️❤️ i can’t wait to know what your favorite songs are and how you have been living life to the music ❤️ I went back to being an independent artist this album …. started diving into 2-6 hours of meditation a day & deep channeling, moved closer to the forest and tried to hug a tree everyday, solely worked with closest friends (@liaosauce & @existentialcrisisboy are my best friends and executive producers of the whole project with me), and all i wanted was to preserve the feeling of pure divine love, of sunlight , and of prayer to instrument in this record . I wanted to create the purest container possible for this record to exist in and make body a fairy for divine inspiration. I remembered my true self – soft, childlike, one with trees, divine, pouring of love for craft and i will NEVER overlook her power anymore . I will protect her at all costs. The material world is becoming more fuzzy and silly to me day after day and I just want to dissolve into music , if this all makes sense ps: the nyc release party & flower cart was so magical – thank you @dailypaper for hosting❤️ and all the mini release parties of your own that i have been seeing online (tag me #wherethebutterfliesgo so i can see and share !!!:) thank you for showing up for me and holding me with your love thru this release. It’s such a blessing to create albums to share with you- I will never take it for granted . Okay okay off my phone for a while now and probably need to go be a monk somewhere for a few weeks 🙇🏽♀️
i cannot believe my third album is really here … HAPPY WORLDWIDE “WHERE THE BUTTERFLIES GO IN THE RAIN” DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE ❤️❤️❤️ i can’t wait to know what your favorite songs are and how you have been living life to the music ❤️ I went back to being an independent artist this album …. started diving into 2-6 hours of meditation a day & deep channeling, moved closer to the forest and tried to hug a tree everyday, solely worked with closest friends (@liaosauce & @existentialcrisisboy are my best friends and executive producers of the whole project with me), and all i wanted was to preserve the feeling of pure divine love, of sunlight , and of prayer to instrument in this record . I wanted to create the purest container possible for this record to exist in and make body a fairy for divine inspiration. I remembered my true self – soft, childlike, one with trees, divine, pouring of love for craft and i will NEVER overlook her power anymore . I will protect her at all costs. The material world is becoming more fuzzy and silly to me day after day and I just want to dissolve into music , if this all makes sense ps: the nyc release party & flower cart was so magical – thank you @dailypaper for hosting❤️ and all the mini release parties of your own that i have been seeing online (tag me #wherethebutterfliesgo so i can see and share !!!:) thank you for showing up for me and holding me with your love thru this release. It’s such a blessing to create albums to share with you- I will never take it for granted . Okay okay off my phone for a while now and probably need to go be a monk somewhere for a few weeks 🙇🏽♀️
i cannot believe my third album is really here … HAPPY WORLDWIDE “WHERE THE BUTTERFLIES GO IN THE RAIN” DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE ❤️❤️❤️ i can’t wait to know what your favorite songs are and how you have been living life to the music ❤️ I went back to being an independent artist this album …. started diving into 2-6 hours of meditation a day & deep channeling, moved closer to the forest and tried to hug a tree everyday, solely worked with closest friends (@liaosauce & @existentialcrisisboy are my best friends and executive producers of the whole project with me), and all i wanted was to preserve the feeling of pure divine love, of sunlight , and of prayer to instrument in this record . I wanted to create the purest container possible for this record to exist in and make body a fairy for divine inspiration. I remembered my true self – soft, childlike, one with trees, divine, pouring of love for craft and i will NEVER overlook her power anymore . I will protect her at all costs. The material world is becoming more fuzzy and silly to me day after day and I just want to dissolve into music , if this all makes sense ps: the nyc release party & flower cart was so magical – thank you @dailypaper for hosting❤️ and all the mini release parties of your own that i have been seeing online (tag me #wherethebutterfliesgo so i can see and share !!!:) thank you for showing up for me and holding me with your love thru this release. It’s such a blessing to create albums to share with you- I will never take it for granted . Okay okay off my phone for a while now and probably need to go be a monk somewhere for a few weeks 🙇🏽♀️
i cannot believe my third album is really here … HAPPY WORLDWIDE “WHERE THE BUTTERFLIES GO IN THE RAIN” DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE ❤️❤️❤️ i can’t wait to know what your favorite songs are and how you have been living life to the music ❤️ I went back to being an independent artist this album …. started diving into 2-6 hours of meditation a day & deep channeling, moved closer to the forest and tried to hug a tree everyday, solely worked with closest friends (@liaosauce & @existentialcrisisboy are my best friends and executive producers of the whole project with me), and all i wanted was to preserve the feeling of pure divine love, of sunlight , and of prayer to instrument in this record . I wanted to create the purest container possible for this record to exist in and make body a fairy for divine inspiration. I remembered my true self – soft, childlike, one with trees, divine, pouring of love for craft and i will NEVER overlook her power anymore . I will protect her at all costs. The material world is becoming more fuzzy and silly to me day after day and I just want to dissolve into music , if this all makes sense ps: the nyc release party & flower cart was so magical – thank you @dailypaper for hosting❤️ and all the mini release parties of your own that i have been seeing online (tag me #wherethebutterfliesgo so i can see and share !!!:) thank you for showing up for me and holding me with your love thru this release. It’s such a blessing to create albums to share with you- I will never take it for granted . Okay okay off my phone for a while now and probably need to go be a monk somewhere for a few weeks 🙇🏽♀️
i cannot believe my third album is really here … HAPPY WORLDWIDE “WHERE THE BUTTERFLIES GO IN THE RAIN” DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE ❤️❤️❤️ i can’t wait to know what your favorite songs are and how you have been living life to the music ❤️ I went back to being an independent artist this album …. started diving into 2-6 hours of meditation a day & deep channeling, moved closer to the forest and tried to hug a tree everyday, solely worked with closest friends (@liaosauce & @existentialcrisisboy are my best friends and executive producers of the whole project with me), and all i wanted was to preserve the feeling of pure divine love, of sunlight , and of prayer to instrument in this record . I wanted to create the purest container possible for this record to exist in and make body a fairy for divine inspiration. I remembered my true self – soft, childlike, one with trees, divine, pouring of love for craft and i will NEVER overlook her power anymore . I will protect her at all costs. The material world is becoming more fuzzy and silly to me day after day and I just want to dissolve into music , if this all makes sense ps: the nyc release party & flower cart was so magical – thank you @dailypaper for hosting❤️ and all the mini release parties of your own that i have been seeing online (tag me #wherethebutterfliesgo so i can see and share !!!:) thank you for showing up for me and holding me with your love thru this release. It’s such a blessing to create albums to share with you- I will never take it for granted . Okay okay off my phone for a while now and probably need to go be a monk somewhere for a few weeks 🙇🏽♀️
i cannot believe my third album is really here … HAPPY WORLDWIDE “WHERE THE BUTTERFLIES GO IN THE RAIN” DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE ❤️❤️❤️ i can’t wait to know what your favorite songs are and how you have been living life to the music ❤️ I went back to being an independent artist this album …. started diving into 2-6 hours of meditation a day & deep channeling, moved closer to the forest and tried to hug a tree everyday, solely worked with closest friends (@liaosauce & @existentialcrisisboy are my best friends and executive producers of the whole project with me), and all i wanted was to preserve the feeling of pure divine love, of sunlight , and of prayer to instrument in this record . I wanted to create the purest container possible for this record to exist in and make body a fairy for divine inspiration. I remembered my true self – soft, childlike, one with trees, divine, pouring of love for craft and i will NEVER overlook her power anymore . I will protect her at all costs. The material world is becoming more fuzzy and silly to me day after day and I just want to dissolve into music , if this all makes sense ps: the nyc release party & flower cart was so magical – thank you @dailypaper for hosting❤️ and all the mini release parties of your own that i have been seeing online (tag me #wherethebutterfliesgo so i can see and share !!!:) thank you for showing up for me and holding me with your love thru this release. It’s such a blessing to create albums to share with you- I will never take it for granted . Okay okay off my phone for a while now and probably need to go be a monk somewhere for a few weeks 🙇🏽♀️
this song makes me feel like I’m ten years old and riding my bike in the summer with a SpongeBob popsicle dribbling down my chin and cycling through Sheryl , Natasha and Corinne on my mp3 player 😭😭😭😭 HOPEcore fr
My 3rd album “where the butterflies go in the rain” is all yours ❤️ handle delicately and with care ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Where the butterflies go in the rain …. My heart , my love for the last two years . Thank you for healing me from the ROOT in our time together . you were my easiest child in so many ways – you didn’t fuss or cry thru the night much. 6000 hours of work later, I like to say – “I didn’t write this album, divine did it thru me and the people I worked with”, because that’s really what it felt like. I was constantly in awe of how happy accidents, moments of surrender, and relaxing into where divine wanted to take this record, taught me and my collaborators so much about creation and music . My third record, my lucky number, My Joyful, happy baby. I think this is the record I made where I felt like if I died after this, I could die happy and complete . ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Where do butterflies go in the rain , you ask ? They hide in leaves and flowers because their wings are too gentle and would break under the rain droplets. I was licking a lot of fresh and old wounds when I first started making this record. I felt like a too soft butterfly with tattered and torn wings. I needed to go back to my safe space- to the sunlight In my living room , to the mountains near my house, my car with my friends on road trips, to my altar and my lovers bedroom- and create from there. There’s a quiet undercurrent , a constant flow, to this earth and this life … and when you move with it so much magic unfolds… and I finally learned to surrender to that flow with this album. I didn’t have many rules or restrictions for myself in this record – I just wanted every song to sound like sunlight. ease, ease, ease – that’s the word I kept repeating to myself. I had to be that butterfly in hiding for a while 🙂 Behind every artist is hundreds of artists within their world – from the mosaic of inspirations, to the hundreds of people that work on and end up touching a project – and I want to thank each & every one of them. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Aaron & Tyler thank u for holding me down this whole album & executive producing, & my day one team of 4strikes (J,P,K,C) & empire❤️ I ran out of space. lov u
My 3rd album “where the butterflies go in the rain” is all yours ❤️ handle delicately and with care ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Where the butterflies go in the rain …. My heart , my love for the last two years . Thank you for healing me from the ROOT in our time together . you were my easiest child in so many ways – you didn’t fuss or cry thru the night much. 6000 hours of work later, I like to say – “I didn’t write this album, divine did it thru me and the people I worked with”, because that’s really what it felt like. I was constantly in awe of how happy accidents, moments of surrender, and relaxing into where divine wanted to take this record, taught me and my collaborators so much about creation and music . My third record, my lucky number, My Joyful, happy baby. I think this is the record I made where I felt like if I died after this, I could die happy and complete . ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Where do butterflies go in the rain , you ask ? They hide in leaves and flowers because their wings are too gentle and would break under the rain droplets. I was licking a lot of fresh and old wounds when I first started making this record. I felt like a too soft butterfly with tattered and torn wings. I needed to go back to my safe space- to the sunlight In my living room , to the mountains near my house, my car with my friends on road trips, to my altar and my lovers bedroom- and create from there. There’s a quiet undercurrent , a constant flow, to this earth and this life … and when you move with it so much magic unfolds… and I finally learned to surrender to that flow with this album. I didn’t have many rules or restrictions for myself in this record – I just wanted every song to sound like sunlight. ease, ease, ease – that’s the word I kept repeating to myself. I had to be that butterfly in hiding for a while 🙂 Behind every artist is hundreds of artists within their world – from the mosaic of inspirations, to the hundreds of people that work on and end up touching a project – and I want to thank each & every one of them. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Aaron & Tyler thank u for holding me down this whole album & executive producing, & my day one team of 4strikes (J,P,K,C) & empire❤️ I ran out of space. lov u
My 3rd album “where the butterflies go in the rain” is all yours ❤️ handle delicately and with care ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Where the butterflies go in the rain …. My heart , my love for the last two years . Thank you for healing me from the ROOT in our time together . you were my easiest child in so many ways – you didn’t fuss or cry thru the night much. 6000 hours of work later, I like to say – “I didn’t write this album, divine did it thru me and the people I worked with”, because that’s really what it felt like. I was constantly in awe of how happy accidents, moments of surrender, and relaxing into where divine wanted to take this record, taught me and my collaborators so much about creation and music . My third record, my lucky number, My Joyful, happy baby. I think this is the record I made where I felt like if I died after this, I could die happy and complete . ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Where do butterflies go in the rain , you ask ? They hide in leaves and flowers because their wings are too gentle and would break under the rain droplets. I was licking a lot of fresh and old wounds when I first started making this record. I felt like a too soft butterfly with tattered and torn wings. I needed to go back to my safe space- to the sunlight In my living room , to the mountains near my house, my car with my friends on road trips, to my altar and my lovers bedroom- and create from there. There’s a quiet undercurrent , a constant flow, to this earth and this life … and when you move with it so much magic unfolds… and I finally learned to surrender to that flow with this album. I didn’t have many rules or restrictions for myself in this record – I just wanted every song to sound like sunlight. ease, ease, ease – that’s the word I kept repeating to myself. I had to be that butterfly in hiding for a while 🙂 Behind every artist is hundreds of artists within their world – from the mosaic of inspirations, to the hundreds of people that work on and end up touching a project – and I want to thank each & every one of them. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Aaron & Tyler thank u for holding me down this whole album & executive producing, & my day one team of 4strikes (J,P,K,C) & empire❤️ I ran out of space. lov u
