Today I turn 50. And I’ve earned every wrinkle and grey hair. Mentally, emotionally and spiritually content. Its been the most unique year of my life and I could not be more grateful for every aspect of my existence. Learning to love myself, warts and all, has been the hardest and most beautiful process. I decided to celebrate in Norway to see how my ancestors lived and the air they breathed. Being here has answered so many questions about why I love the things I do. It was a perfect day hiking, kayaking and communing with nature and all her glory. Thank u for allowing me another trip around the sun.
2000 steps of pure terrifying exhilaration. This wasn’t just a climb for me, this was something so much more. I’ve been thru a lot the last few years, which I will share when I’m ready, and this was incredibly symbolic for me. Conquering one of my greatest fears, heights, was not on my bucket list tbh but when I started the stairway of Reinenbringen I knew I was going to reach the top. It wasn’t about the speed and I wasn’t competing with anyone else but myself. The climb was unique, challenging and one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done in my personal life. While climbing up I tried not to look down at where I was as it gave me that feeling of dread but after I got up and started to come back down, that dread turned into confidence. I could honestly stand on any step and put my arms out and close my eyes and feel present in that moment. The dread turned into accomplishment which in turned made my cry. I sat and let the tears rolled down my face and felt that beautiful emotion. Letting go of passed mistakes and regrets. Letting theses moments pass thru me has given me a intense clarity Building foundations! Feels good to be present, sober and living the life I was intended to live. Hope u guys are enjoying my journey in the Lofoten Islands Norways. So much more to come! ❤️ 🇳🇴 ❤️
2000 steps of pure terrifying exhilaration. This wasn’t just a climb for me, this was something so much more. I’ve been thru a lot the last few years, which I will share when I’m ready, and this was incredibly symbolic for me. Conquering one of my greatest fears, heights, was not on my bucket list tbh but when I started the stairway of Reinenbringen I knew I was going to reach the top. It wasn’t about the speed and I wasn’t competing with anyone else but myself. The climb was unique, challenging and one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done in my personal life. While climbing up I tried not to look down at where I was as it gave me that feeling of dread but after I got up and started to come back down, that dread turned into confidence. I could honestly stand on any step and put my arms out and close my eyes and feel present in that moment. The dread turned into accomplishment which in turned made my cry. I sat and let the tears rolled down my face and felt that beautiful emotion. Letting go of passed mistakes and regrets. Letting theses moments pass thru me has given me a intense clarity Building foundations! Feels good to be present, sober and living the life I was intended to live. Hope u guys are enjoying my journey in the Lofoten Islands Norways. So much more to come! ❤️ 🇳🇴 ❤️
2000 steps of pure terrifying exhilaration. This wasn’t just a climb for me, this was something so much more. I’ve been thru a lot the last few years, which I will share when I’m ready, and this was incredibly symbolic for me. Conquering one of my greatest fears, heights, was not on my bucket list tbh but when I started the stairway of Reinenbringen I knew I was going to reach the top. It wasn’t about the speed and I wasn’t competing with anyone else but myself. The climb was unique, challenging and one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done in my personal life. While climbing up I tried not to look down at where I was as it gave me that feeling of dread but after I got up and started to come back down, that dread turned into confidence. I could honestly stand on any step and put my arms out and close my eyes and feel present in that moment. The dread turned into accomplishment which in turned made my cry. I sat and let the tears rolled down my face and felt that beautiful emotion. Letting go of passed mistakes and regrets. Letting theses moments pass thru me has given me a intense clarity Building foundations! Feels good to be present, sober and living the life I was intended to live. Hope u guys are enjoying my journey in the Lofoten Islands Norways. So much more to come! ❤️ 🇳🇴 ❤️
2000 steps of pure terrifying exhilaration. This wasn’t just a climb for me, this was something so much more. I’ve been thru a lot the last few years, which I will share when I’m ready, and this was incredibly symbolic for me. Conquering one of my greatest fears, heights, was not on my bucket list tbh but when I started the stairway of Reinenbringen I knew I was going to reach the top. It wasn’t about the speed and I wasn’t competing with anyone else but myself. The climb was unique, challenging and one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done in my personal life. While climbing up I tried not to look down at where I was as it gave me that feeling of dread but after I got up and started to come back down, that dread turned into confidence. I could honestly stand on any step and put my arms out and close my eyes and feel present in that moment. The dread turned into accomplishment which in turned made my cry. I sat and let the tears rolled down my face and felt that beautiful emotion. Letting go of passed mistakes and regrets. Letting theses moments pass thru me has given me a intense clarity Building foundations! Feels good to be present, sober and living the life I was intended to live. Hope u guys are enjoying my journey in the Lofoten Islands Norways. So much more to come! ❤️ 🇳🇴 ❤️
2000 steps of pure terrifying exhilaration. This wasn’t just a climb for me, this was something so much more. I’ve been thru a lot the last few years, which I will share when I’m ready, and this was incredibly symbolic for me. Conquering one of my greatest fears, heights, was not on my bucket list tbh but when I started the stairway of Reinenbringen I knew I was going to reach the top. It wasn’t about the speed and I wasn’t competing with anyone else but myself. The climb was unique, challenging and one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done in my personal life. While climbing up I tried not to look down at where I was as it gave me that feeling of dread but after I got up and started to come back down, that dread turned into confidence. I could honestly stand on any step and put my arms out and close my eyes and feel present in that moment. The dread turned into accomplishment which in turned made my cry. I sat and let the tears rolled down my face and felt that beautiful emotion. Letting go of passed mistakes and regrets. Letting theses moments pass thru me has given me a intense clarity Building foundations! Feels good to be present, sober and living the life I was intended to live. Hope u guys are enjoying my journey in the Lofoten Islands Norways. So much more to come! ❤️ 🇳🇴 ❤️
2000 steps of pure terrifying exhilaration. This wasn’t just a climb for me, this was something so much more. I’ve been thru a lot the last few years, which I will share when I’m ready, and this was incredibly symbolic for me. Conquering one of my greatest fears, heights, was not on my bucket list tbh but when I started the stairway of Reinenbringen I knew I was going to reach the top. It wasn’t about the speed and I wasn’t competing with anyone else but myself. The climb was unique, challenging and one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done in my personal life. While climbing up I tried not to look down at where I was as it gave me that feeling of dread but after I got up and started to come back down, that dread turned into confidence. I could honestly stand on any step and put my arms out and close my eyes and feel present in that moment. The dread turned into accomplishment which in turned made my cry. I sat and let the tears rolled down my face and felt that beautiful emotion. Letting go of passed mistakes and regrets. Letting theses moments pass thru me has given me a intense clarity Building foundations! Feels good to be present, sober and living the life I was intended to live. Hope u guys are enjoying my journey in the Lofoten Islands Norways. So much more to come! ❤️ 🇳🇴 ❤️
2000 steps of pure terrifying exhilaration. This wasn’t just a climb for me, this was something so much more. I’ve been thru a lot the last few years, which I will share when I’m ready, and this was incredibly symbolic for me. Conquering one of my greatest fears, heights, was not on my bucket list tbh but when I started the stairway of Reinenbringen I knew I was going to reach the top. It wasn’t about the speed and I wasn’t competing with anyone else but myself. The climb was unique, challenging and one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done in my personal life. While climbing up I tried not to look down at where I was as it gave me that feeling of dread but after I got up and started to come back down, that dread turned into confidence. I could honestly stand on any step and put my arms out and close my eyes and feel present in that moment. The dread turned into accomplishment which in turned made my cry. I sat and let the tears rolled down my face and felt that beautiful emotion. Letting go of passed mistakes and regrets. Letting theses moments pass thru me has given me a intense clarity Building foundations! Feels good to be present, sober and living the life I was intended to live. Hope u guys are enjoying my journey in the Lofoten Islands Norways. So much more to come! ❤️ 🇳🇴 ❤️
2000 steps of pure terrifying exhilaration. This wasn’t just a climb for me, this was something so much more. I’ve been thru a lot the last few years, which I will share when I’m ready, and this was incredibly symbolic for me. Conquering one of my greatest fears, heights, was not on my bucket list tbh but when I started the stairway of Reinenbringen I knew I was going to reach the top. It wasn’t about the speed and I wasn’t competing with anyone else but myself. The climb was unique, challenging and one of the most rewarding things I’ve ever done in my personal life. While climbing up I tried not to look down at where I was as it gave me that feeling of dread but after I got up and started to come back down, that dread turned into confidence. I could honestly stand on any step and put my arms out and close my eyes and feel present in that moment. The dread turned into accomplishment which in turned made my cry. I sat and let the tears rolled down my face and felt that beautiful emotion. Letting go of passed mistakes and regrets. Letting theses moments pass thru me has given me a intense clarity Building foundations! Feels good to be present, sober and living the life I was intended to live. Hope u guys are enjoying my journey in the Lofoten Islands Norways. So much more to come! ❤️ 🇳🇴 ❤️
Happy Pride my loves! 🏳️🌈 🏳️⚧️ 🏳️🌈 It might be the last day of pride month but it’s a forever celebration of our Charisma, Uniqueness, Nerve and Talent. 🏳️🌈 😜 🏳️🌈
Happy Pride my loves! 🏳️🌈 🏳️⚧️ 🏳️🌈 It might be the last day of pride month but it’s a forever celebration of our Charisma, Uniqueness, Nerve and Talent. 🏳️🌈 😜 🏳️🌈
Happy Pride my loves! 🏳️🌈 🏳️⚧️ 🏳️🌈 It might be the last day of pride month but it’s a forever celebration of our Charisma, Uniqueness, Nerve and Talent. 🏳️🌈 😜 🏳️🌈
🌺Aloha!🌺Take an journey with me to Hawaii!!! Yes u read that right. My Lottery Dream Home is going to paradise!!! Join me tonight for a brand new episode on @hgtv at 9pm est. and u can stream the delicious episode on @discoveryplus Here some behind the scenes goofiness in one of the most beautiful places on earth!
I’m back!!!!!! I know I know. It’s been way to long! I hope u guys enjoyed a brand spanking new delicious episode of My Lottery Dream Home!!! Here’s some bloopers to make u smile. @hgtv and u can stream the episode on @discoveryplus and see all the wonderful stories, fun outfits, and my wacky wit. Love all your gutz!
Happy Friday my sweet darling buttercups! She bought the most expensive house ever on Lottery and now she needs a proper snow bird home in Naples Florida. Let’s get into it tonight on @hgtv t 9/8c Brand new and delicious!!!
🌸 Hawaii here we come! Yes please. Super cute and deliciously new episode of My Lottery Dream Home on tonight at 9 on @hgtv !!! 🌸
Another brand new episode on tonight! Whoohoo!!! This time the adventure is one hour north of Orlando to The Villages where my parents just happen to live! This was the first time in my career as a adult human that I got to have dinner with my parents after work. 😂 I’ll see everybody at 9/8c on @hgtv and you can stream My Lottery Dream Home on @discoveryplus 😘
I am a Carebear!! Yay!!! Bumbling my way thru life and wouldn’t have it any other way! Check out me and my faux furs on tonight’s brand new episode of My Lottery Dream Home on tonight on @hgtv and stream it anytime on @discoveryplus Love your gutz! ❤️ 💕 💗 💜 ♥️ ❤️
Finally!!! 2 delicious brand new episodes of My Lottery Dream Home are on tonight!!!!! @hgtv #mylotterydreamhome
It’s been over a decade since I last spoke at a home and garden show and I couldn’t be more excited to tell u the unfiltered and raw story of my life and career. The amazing, the oh so bad and of course the ugly. It’s going to be a blast! Next weekend I’ll be speaking May 6&7 at the Maricopa County Home and Garden Show in Scottsdale AZ! Link in bio for all the juicy deets. See u yummy peeps next weekend! #maricopahomeshows
Some of the most precious humans ever! 🌈 Giggling our way thru all the giggles. 🤭 Brand new episode Friday at 9/8c on @hgtv 😘
Happy Saturday my loves. A little behind the scenes from last nights adorable episode! Enjoy the day, love on each other and smile because we are alive together on this planet at this very moment. Pretty frikin special.
Another week has flown 🦅 by and Friday is hot on our heels 👠 and that means another brand new episode of My Lottery Dream Home!!! 💰🏡 Heres a fun clip and my crazy fun crew and myself being the weirdos we were meant to be!! 9/8c on @hgtv and stream anytime on @discoveryplus Love u guys and love on each other. 😘
Happy Friday!!! Hope everyone had a delicious week and u can settle in and cozy up to me in a brand spankin new episode of My Lottery Dream Home!! Snuggle up at 9/8c on @hgtv or cuddle up anytime and stream @discoveryplus Here some behind the scenes goofiness of me and my squad being delightfully weird and fun!!!
