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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Catharsis šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Catharsis šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Catharsis šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - I wish  I could find these jeans…
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@perspectivefeminine
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Three šŸ¤

@theportraitsessions 
@kristineilana šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine 

Makeup @artistrhi šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Three šŸ¤

@theportraitsessions 
@kristineilana šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine 

Makeup @artistrhi šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Three šŸ¤

@theportraitsessions 
@kristineilana šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine 

Makeup @artistrhi šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø
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@loveshackfancy šŸ¤
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@pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤
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@loveshackfancy šŸ¤
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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - šŸ’šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø #moreofme

Not sure how I want to be using IG these days, so just posting stuff from photo shoots 

#content šŸ˜‚šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ¤Ŗ
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Cleaning out my phone and found this 

I think it was a Toro magazine shoot 

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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 42 šŸ¤

Been a fuc%ing year 

But I am so grateful for the love and friendships and support šŸ¤

And @stefanievonpfetten for suddenly becoming a photographer 😘
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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Part 2

Photographer @pudgynugget 
Photo assist @ivanamitreska 
Makeup @tightlinedbeauty 
Hair @laurachristineclark 
DOP @theanastasiaspivak 

Shot at @windsorarms
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - @theportraitsessions 🌸🌼🌺
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Ok last marathon post 
My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily!
…anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣

@bmovanmarathon 

You in ?😜
@supersmitht 
@thefansmith
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Ok last marathon post 
My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily!
…anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣

@bmovanmarathon 

You in ?😜
@supersmitht 
@thefansmith
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Ok last marathon post 
My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily!
…anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣

@bmovanmarathon 

You in ?😜
@supersmitht 
@thefansmith
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Ok last marathon post 
My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily!
…anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣

@bmovanmarathon 

You in ?😜
@supersmitht 
@thefansmith
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Ok last marathon post 
My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily!
…anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣

@bmovanmarathon 

You in ?😜
@supersmitht 
@thefansmith
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚
This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ
This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life 
She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜…

At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! 
I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤

Next year will be for me!
I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ»

@torontomarathon
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚
This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ
This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life 
She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜…

At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! 
I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤

Next year will be for me!
I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ»

@torontomarathon
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚
This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ
This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life 
She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜…

At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! 
I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤

Next year will be for me!
I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ»

@torontomarathon
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚
This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ
This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life 
She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜…

At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! 
I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤

Next year will be for me!
I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ»

@torontomarathon
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now 
But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤
This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off!
I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on 
Was so so special šŸ¤

Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪

 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now 
But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤
This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off!
I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on 
Was so so special šŸ¤

Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪

 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now 
But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤
This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off!
I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on 
Was so so special šŸ¤

Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪

 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now 
But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤
This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off!
I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on 
Was so so special šŸ¤

Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪

 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now 
But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤
This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off!
I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on 
Was so so special šŸ¤

Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪

 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Lauren Lee Smith Instagram - ć€°ļøć€°ļøć€°ļø

#wrinkles 

Anyone remember what movie this dress was fromā”
Lauren Lee Smith - 2.6K Likes - I can’t handle the uneven grid…..so here’s pics from
#lorivallow

2.6K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : I can’t handle the uneven grid…..so here’s pics from #lorivallow
Likes : 2568
Lauren Lee Smith - 2.6K Likes - I can’t handle the uneven grid…..so here’s pics from
#lorivallow

2.6K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : I can’t handle the uneven grid…..so here’s pics from #lorivallow
Likes : 2568
Lauren Lee Smith - 2.5K Likes - ….

2.5K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : ….
Likes : 2495
Lauren Lee Smith - 2K Likes - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤

2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : A year ago today my mom passed away. Today marks the first day of the new year for me. 2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s sad and depressing and scary The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations, all the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life I did all the things …met with my doctor regularly, tried different medications until I finally found one that worked for me I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy, I asked for help when I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support So much laugher, so much connection So much time to be present and here which is such a gift. I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤ I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me. But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love. I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts that talk about and deal with similar experiences Here are few that I really connected with In case you are going through a similar time in your life @gretchnevans @marklemonofficial @hospicenursejulie @hernameisgrief @untanglegrief Whatever 2023 brings The good the bad And the ugly It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ» Sending love šŸ¤
Likes : 2012
Lauren Lee Smith - 2K Likes - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤

2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : A year ago today my mom passed away. Today marks the first day of the new year for me. 2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s sad and depressing and scary The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations, all the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life I did all the things …met with my doctor regularly, tried different medications until I finally found one that worked for me I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy, I asked for help when I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support So much laugher, so much connection So much time to be present and here which is such a gift. I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤ I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me. But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love. I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts that talk about and deal with similar experiences Here are few that I really connected with In case you are going through a similar time in your life @gretchnevans @marklemonofficial @hospicenursejulie @hernameisgrief @untanglegrief Whatever 2023 brings The good the bad And the ugly It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ» Sending love šŸ¤
Likes : 2012
Lauren Lee Smith - 2K Likes - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤

2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : A year ago today my mom passed away. Today marks the first day of the new year for me. 2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s sad and depressing and scary The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations, all the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life I did all the things …met with my doctor regularly, tried different medications until I finally found one that worked for me I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy, I asked for help when I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support So much laugher, so much connection So much time to be present and here which is such a gift. I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤ I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me. But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love. I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts that talk about and deal with similar experiences Here are few that I really connected with In case you are going through a similar time in your life @gretchnevans @marklemonofficial @hospicenursejulie @hernameisgrief @untanglegrief Whatever 2023 brings The good the bad And the ugly It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ» Sending love šŸ¤
Likes : 2012
Lauren Lee Smith - 2K Likes - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤

2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : A year ago today my mom passed away. Today marks the first day of the new year for me. 2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s sad and depressing and scary The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations, all the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life I did all the things …met with my doctor regularly, tried different medications until I finally found one that worked for me I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy, I asked for help when I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support So much laugher, so much connection So much time to be present and here which is such a gift. I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤ I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me. But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love. I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts that talk about and deal with similar experiences Here are few that I really connected with In case you are going through a similar time in your life @gretchnevans @marklemonofficial @hospicenursejulie @hernameisgrief @untanglegrief Whatever 2023 brings The good the bad And the ugly It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ» Sending love šŸ¤
Likes : 2012
Lauren Lee Smith - 2K Likes - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤

2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : A year ago today my mom passed away. Today marks the first day of the new year for me. 2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s sad and depressing and scary The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations, all the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life I did all the things …met with my doctor regularly, tried different medications until I finally found one that worked for me I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy, I asked for help when I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support So much laugher, so much connection So much time to be present and here which is such a gift. I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤ I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me. But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love. I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts that talk about and deal with similar experiences Here are few that I really connected with In case you are going through a similar time in your life @gretchnevans @marklemonofficial @hospicenursejulie @hernameisgrief @untanglegrief Whatever 2023 brings The good the bad And the ugly It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ» Sending love šŸ¤
Likes : 2012
Lauren Lee Smith - 2K Likes - A year ago today my mom passed away.
Today marks the first day of the new year for me.
2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far 
The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away 
We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s  sad and depressing and scary 

The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations,  all  the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life 

I did all the things …met  with my doctor regularly, tried  different medications until I finally found one that worked for me
I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy 
I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy,  I asked for help when  I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed

BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support 
So much laugher, so much connection 
So much time to be present and here which is such a gift.
I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤

I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me.
But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love.

I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts  that talk about and deal with similar experiences 
Here are few that I really connected with
In case you are going through a similar time in your life 

@gretchnevans 
@marklemonofficial 
@hospicenursejulie 
@hernameisgrief 
@untanglegrief 

Whatever 2023 brings
The good the bad And the ugly 
It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ»
Sending love šŸ¤

2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : A year ago today my mom passed away. Today marks the first day of the new year for me. 2022 was the hardest year of my life.. so far The grief has been so intense at times it literally has taken my breath away We don’t really talk about death that much, probably because it’s sad and depressing and scary The last year I struggled with grief induced panic attacks, ptsd symptoms, depression, heart palpitations, all the anxiety, allot of disassociation and feeling like I’ve been floating through life I did all the things …met with my doctor regularly, tried different medications until I finally found one that worked for me I immersed myself in therapy…many many different kinds of therapy I meditated , I ran a marathon, I cold plunged, I joined a grief group, i cried allll the tears , I kept going to therapy, I asked for help when I needed it , I journaled , I sauna’d , and somehow a year passed BUT There was also so much good in 2022 , so much love and support So much laugher, so much connection So much time to be present and here which is such a gift. I’m so fucking grateful to the people who have held me up this year šŸ¤ I miss my mom so so much and I would give anything to be able to hold her hand again and hear her nagging me. But I also know without experiencing this newfound pain and feeing of loss I never would have found this newfound capacity for love. I mostly used this platform for ( yes distraction ) but also finding accounts that talk about and deal with similar experiences Here are few that I really connected with In case you are going through a similar time in your life @gretchnevans @marklemonofficial @hospicenursejulie @hernameisgrief @untanglegrief Whatever 2023 brings The good the bad And the ugly It’s amazing what we are capable of and how strong the human heart and spirit can be šŸ«¶šŸ» Sending love šŸ¤
Likes : 2012
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.8K Likes - Catharsis šŸ¤

1.8K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Catharsis šŸ¤
Likes : 1798
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.8K Likes - Catharsis šŸ¤

1.8K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Catharsis šŸ¤
Likes : 1798
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.8K Likes - Catharsis šŸ¤

1.8K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Catharsis šŸ¤
Likes : 1798
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.8K Likes - I wish  I could find these jeans…

1.8K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : I wish I could find these jeans…
Likes : 1789
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.7K Likes - šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine

1.7K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : šŸ¤ @perspectivefeminine
Likes : 1704
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.7K Likes - Three šŸ¤

@theportraitsessions 
@kristineilana šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine 

Makeup @artistrhi šŸ¤

1.7K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Three šŸ¤ @theportraitsessions @kristineilana šŸ¤ @perspectivefeminine Makeup @artistrhi šŸ¤
Likes : 1673
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.7K Likes - Three šŸ¤

@theportraitsessions 
@kristineilana šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine 

Makeup @artistrhi šŸ¤

1.7K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Three šŸ¤ @theportraitsessions @kristineilana šŸ¤ @perspectivefeminine Makeup @artistrhi šŸ¤
Likes : 1673
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.7K Likes - Three šŸ¤

@theportraitsessions 
@kristineilana šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine 

Makeup @artistrhi šŸ¤

1.7K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Three šŸ¤ @theportraitsessions @kristineilana šŸ¤ @perspectivefeminine Makeup @artistrhi šŸ¤
Likes : 1673
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.7K Likes - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø

1.7K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Grief.. What a son of a bitch But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives The last 5 months have been the hardest I have ever had to deal with. You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid. I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private.. But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am.. Spewing out all the fucking clichĆ©s Don’t take life for granted Live every moment to the fullest Tell the people you love you love them Let go of anger Love Be fucking kind Fuck cancer Love All of it .. Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible. But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated, I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭 She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø But these for me represent my beautiful mom I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home. My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know. This is a weird platform So even if this just resonates with 1 person I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Likes : 1667
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.7K Likes - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø

1.7K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Grief.. What a son of a bitch But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives The last 5 months have been the hardest I have ever had to deal with. You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid. I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private.. But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am.. Spewing out all the fucking clichĆ©s Don’t take life for granted Live every moment to the fullest Tell the people you love you love them Let go of anger Love Be fucking kind Fuck cancer Love All of it .. Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible. But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated, I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭 She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø But these for me represent my beautiful mom I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home. My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know. This is a weird platform So even if this just resonates with 1 person I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Likes : 1667
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.7K Likes - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø

1.7K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Grief.. What a son of a bitch But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives The last 5 months have been the hardest I have ever had to deal with. You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid. I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private.. But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am.. Spewing out all the fucking clichĆ©s Don’t take life for granted Live every moment to the fullest Tell the people you love you love them Let go of anger Love Be fucking kind Fuck cancer Love All of it .. Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible. But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated, I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭 She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø But these for me represent my beautiful mom I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home. My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know. This is a weird platform So even if this just resonates with 1 person I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Likes : 1667
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.7K Likes - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø

1.7K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Grief.. What a son of a bitch But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives The last 5 months have been the hardest I have ever had to deal with. You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid. I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private.. But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am.. Spewing out all the fucking clichĆ©s Don’t take life for granted Live every moment to the fullest Tell the people you love you love them Let go of anger Love Be fucking kind Fuck cancer Love All of it .. Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible. But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated, I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭 She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø But these for me represent my beautiful mom I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home. My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know. This is a weird platform So even if this just resonates with 1 person I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Likes : 1667
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.7K Likes - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø

1.7K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Grief.. What a son of a bitch But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives The last 5 months have been the hardest I have ever had to deal with. You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid. I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private.. But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am.. Spewing out all the fucking clichĆ©s Don’t take life for granted Live every moment to the fullest Tell the people you love you love them Let go of anger Love Be fucking kind Fuck cancer Love All of it .. Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible. But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated, I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭 She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø But these for me represent my beautiful mom I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home. My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know. This is a weird platform So even if this just resonates with 1 person I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Likes : 1667
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.7K Likes - Grief..
What a son of a bitch
But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives
The last 5 months have  been the hardest I have ever had to deal with.
You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics 
Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid.

I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private..
But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am..
Spewing out all the fucking clichƩs

Don’t take life for granted 
Live every moment to the fullest 
Tell the people you love you love them 
Let go of anger 
Love 
Be fucking kind 
Fuck cancer 
Love 
All of it ..
Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible.
But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated,
I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. 
My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) 
She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) 
A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭
She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø

But these for me represent my beautiful mom
I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home.
My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø

 So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know.
This is a weird platform

So even if this  just resonates with 1 person 
I’m sending love ā¤ļø

1.7K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Grief.. What a son of a bitch But we all experience it and go through it at various times in our lives The last 5 months have been the hardest I have ever had to deal with. You wouldn’t know it from here though..the fun moments the ā€œcuteā€ pics Trying to keep up a ā€œsocial media presenceā€ stay ā€œRelevantā€ šŸ˜‚ it all seems so fucking stupid. I am ( usually ) someone who likes to keep my private life relatively private.. But thinking about grief and loss and not being ok is also important.. so here I am.. Spewing out all the fucking clichĆ©s Don’t take life for granted Live every moment to the fullest Tell the people you love you love them Let go of anger Love Be fucking kind Fuck cancer Love All of it .. Wrapping my head around life without my mom simply has not seemed possible. But here we are in the final days ..so much sooner than we anticipated, I could go off on the healthcare system not catering to anyone over 40, Covid, floods, but really it just comes down to Cancer being a motherfucking relentless cunt. My mama LIVED for her children and nothing more..(until she had grandchildren) She raised 3 of us on her own ..in the most unconventional way..( maybe one day I’ll have the balls to share that story ) A few nights ago I was holding her hand and told her that I was going to be ok..that I have to be because I have a daughter to raise and she squeezed my hand and whispered ā€œ of course you will I raised you well…mostly ā€œ which was so fucking perfect 😭 She would fucking kill me if I posted any pics of her in the last 3 months..well the last one is from the last time I was able to take her for a car ride but well..Snapchat šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø But these for me represent my beautiful mom I am so fucking grateful ( in hindsight) that Covid allowed her and I and my daughter to spend 4 moths in the same home. My mom has been there for me like no other and the idea of her not being in my life is still not a reality I’m able to fully accept or come to terms with..but I know I will be ok ā¤ļø So with that being said I may not be on here for awhile..I don’t know. This is a weird platform So even if this just resonates with 1 person I’m sending love ā¤ļø
Likes : 1667
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.5K Likes - šŸ¤ hitched! 

@doktadil šŸ¤
@kristinecofskyphotography šŸ¤
@pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤
@deserthoneyartistry šŸ¤
@yourbohobloom šŸ¤
@loveshackfancy šŸ¤

1.5K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : šŸ¤ hitched! @doktadil šŸ¤ @kristinecofskyphotography šŸ¤ @pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤ @deserthoneyartistry šŸ¤ @yourbohobloom šŸ¤ @loveshackfancy šŸ¤
Likes : 1481
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.5K Likes - šŸ¤ hitched! 

@doktadil šŸ¤
@kristinecofskyphotography šŸ¤
@pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤
@deserthoneyartistry šŸ¤
@yourbohobloom šŸ¤
@loveshackfancy šŸ¤

1.5K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : šŸ¤ hitched! @doktadil šŸ¤ @kristinecofskyphotography šŸ¤ @pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤ @deserthoneyartistry šŸ¤ @yourbohobloom šŸ¤ @loveshackfancy šŸ¤
Likes : 1481
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.5K Likes - šŸ¤ hitched! 

@doktadil šŸ¤
@kristinecofskyphotography šŸ¤
@pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤
@deserthoneyartistry šŸ¤
@yourbohobloom šŸ¤
@loveshackfancy šŸ¤

1.5K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : šŸ¤ hitched! @doktadil šŸ¤ @kristinecofskyphotography šŸ¤ @pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤ @deserthoneyartistry šŸ¤ @yourbohobloom šŸ¤ @loveshackfancy šŸ¤
Likes : 1481
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.5K Likes - šŸ¤ hitched! 

@doktadil šŸ¤
@kristinecofskyphotography šŸ¤
@pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤
@deserthoneyartistry šŸ¤
@yourbohobloom šŸ¤
@loveshackfancy šŸ¤

1.5K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : šŸ¤ hitched! @doktadil šŸ¤ @kristinecofskyphotography šŸ¤ @pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤ @deserthoneyartistry šŸ¤ @yourbohobloom šŸ¤ @loveshackfancy šŸ¤
Likes : 1481
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.5K Likes - šŸ¤ hitched! 

@doktadil šŸ¤
@kristinecofskyphotography šŸ¤
@pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤
@deserthoneyartistry šŸ¤
@yourbohobloom šŸ¤
@loveshackfancy šŸ¤

1.5K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : šŸ¤ hitched! @doktadil šŸ¤ @kristinecofskyphotography šŸ¤ @pinyonpinefloraldesign šŸ¤ @deserthoneyartistry šŸ¤ @yourbohobloom šŸ¤ @loveshackfancy šŸ¤
Likes : 1481
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.3K Likes - šŸ’šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø #moreofme

Not sure how I want to be using IG these days, so just posting stuff from photo shoots 

#content šŸ˜‚šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ¤Ŗ

1.3K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : šŸ’šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø #moreofme Not sure how I want to be using IG these days, so just posting stuff from photo shoots #content šŸ˜‚šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ¤Ŗ
Likes : 1315
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.3K Likes - Cleaning out my phone and found this 

I think it was a Toro magazine shoot 

šŸ’™

1.3K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Cleaning out my phone and found this I think it was a Toro magazine shoot šŸ’™
Likes : 1304
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - 42 šŸ¤

Been a fuc%ing year 

But I am so grateful for the love and friendships and support šŸ¤

And @stefanievonpfetten for suddenly becoming a photographer 😘

1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 42 šŸ¤ Been a fuc%ing year But I am so grateful for the love and friendships and support šŸ¤ And @stefanievonpfetten for suddenly becoming a photographer 😘
Likes : 1181
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - 🌵

šŸ“ø @stefanievonpfetten šŸ’©

1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 🌵 šŸ“ø @stefanievonpfetten šŸ’©
Likes : 1180
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - 🌵

šŸ“ø @stefanievonpfetten šŸ’©

1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 🌵 šŸ“ø @stefanievonpfetten šŸ’©
Likes : 1180
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - 🌵

šŸ“ø @stefanievonpfetten šŸ’©

1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 🌵 šŸ“ø @stefanievonpfetten šŸ’©
Likes : 1180
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Studio stuff with @pudgynugget šŸ–¤
Likes : 1172
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Studio stuff with @pudgynugget šŸ–¤
Likes : 1172
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Studio stuff with @pudgynugget šŸ–¤
Likes : 1172
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Studio stuff with @pudgynugget šŸ–¤
Likes : 1172
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Studio stuff with @pudgynugget šŸ–¤
Likes : 1172
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Studio stuff with @pudgynugget šŸ–¤
Likes : 1172
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Studio stuff with @pudgynugget šŸ–¤
Likes : 1172
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.2K Likes - Studio stuff with @pudgynugget 
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1.2K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Studio stuff with @pudgynugget šŸ–¤
Likes : 1172
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - Part 2

Photographer @pudgynugget 
Photo assist @ivanamitreska 
Makeup @tightlinedbeauty 
Hair @laurachristineclark 
DOP @theanastasiaspivak 

Shot at @windsorarms

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Part 2 Photographer @pudgynugget Photo assist @ivanamitreska Makeup @tightlinedbeauty Hair @laurachristineclark DOP @theanastasiaspivak Shot at @windsorarms
Likes : 1141
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - @theportraitsessions 🌸🌼🌺

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : @theportraitsessions 🌸🌼🌺
Likes : 1107
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - Ok last marathon post 
My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily!
…anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣

@bmovanmarathon 

You in ?😜
@supersmitht 
@thefansmith

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Ok last marathon post My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily! …anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣 @bmovanmarathon You in ?😜 @supersmitht @thefansmith
Likes : 1101
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - Ok last marathon post 
My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily!
…anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣

@bmovanmarathon 

You in ?😜
@supersmitht 
@thefansmith

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Ok last marathon post My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily! …anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣 @bmovanmarathon You in ?😜 @supersmitht @thefansmith
Likes : 1101
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - Ok last marathon post 
My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily!
…anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣

@bmovanmarathon 

You in ?😜
@supersmitht 
@thefansmith

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Ok last marathon post My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily! …anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣 @bmovanmarathon You in ?😜 @supersmitht @thefansmith
Likes : 1101
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - Ok last marathon post 
My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily!
…anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣

@bmovanmarathon 

You in ?😜
@supersmitht 
@thefansmith

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Ok last marathon post My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily! …anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣 @bmovanmarathon You in ?😜 @supersmitht @thefansmith
Likes : 1101
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - Ok last marathon post 
My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily!
…anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣

@bmovanmarathon 

You in ?😜
@supersmitht 
@thefansmith

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Ok last marathon post My brother @guyferguson took these ( except the last one ) as I was trying to make the last steps to the finish line everyone else was celebrating and happy and I yelled ā€œ I’m never fu$king doing this againā€!!!! And crossed the finish line angrily! …anyways today is a new day and we are already planning where we will do our next one next year 🤣 @bmovanmarathon You in ?😜 @supersmitht @thefansmith
Likes : 1101
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 2 years Miss her so much Every damn day We laughed allot. Year two holds a whole new type of grief. It’s a crazy journey. I found this song after going through our old emails We were obsessed 😭 #rockstarinxs It still holds up. šŸ¤
Likes : 1095
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 2 years Miss her so much Every damn day We laughed allot. Year two holds a whole new type of grief. It’s a crazy journey. I found this song after going through our old emails We were obsessed 😭 #rockstarinxs It still holds up. šŸ¤
Likes : 1095
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 2 years Miss her so much Every damn day We laughed allot. Year two holds a whole new type of grief. It’s a crazy journey. I found this song after going through our old emails We were obsessed 😭 #rockstarinxs It still holds up. šŸ¤
Likes : 1095
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 2 years Miss her so much Every damn day We laughed allot. Year two holds a whole new type of grief. It’s a crazy journey. I found this song after going through our old emails We were obsessed 😭 #rockstarinxs It still holds up. šŸ¤
Likes : 1095
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 2 years Miss her so much Every damn day We laughed allot. Year two holds a whole new type of grief. It’s a crazy journey. I found this song after going through our old emails We were obsessed 😭 #rockstarinxs It still holds up. šŸ¤
Likes : 1095
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 2 years Miss her so much Every damn day We laughed allot. Year two holds a whole new type of grief. It’s a crazy journey. I found this song after going through our old emails We were obsessed 😭 #rockstarinxs It still holds up. šŸ¤
Likes : 1095
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 2 years Miss her so much Every damn day We laughed allot. Year two holds a whole new type of grief. It’s a crazy journey. I found this song after going through our old emails We were obsessed 😭 #rockstarinxs It still holds up. šŸ¤
Likes : 1095
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 2 years Miss her so much Every damn day We laughed allot. Year two holds a whole new type of grief. It’s a crazy journey. I found this song after going through our old emails We were obsessed 😭 #rockstarinxs It still holds up. šŸ¤
Likes : 1095
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 2 years Miss her so much Every damn day We laughed allot. Year two holds a whole new type of grief. It’s a crazy journey. I found this song after going through our old emails We were obsessed 😭 #rockstarinxs It still holds up. šŸ¤
Likes : 1095
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - 2 years 

Miss her so much 
Every damn day 
We laughed allot.

Year two holds a whole new type of grief.
It’s a crazy journey.

I found this song after going through our old emails 
We were obsessed 😭
#rockstarinxs 
It still holds up.

šŸ¤

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : 2 years Miss her so much Every damn day We laughed allot. Year two holds a whole new type of grief. It’s a crazy journey. I found this song after going through our old emails We were obsessed 😭 #rockstarinxs It still holds up. šŸ¤
Likes : 1095
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚
This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ
This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life 
She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜…

At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! 
I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤

Next year will be for me!
I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ»

@torontomarathon

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚ This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜… At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤ Next year will be for me! I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ» @torontomarathon
Likes : 1076
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚
This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ
This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life 
She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜…

At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! 
I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤

Next year will be for me!
I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ»

@torontomarathon

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚ This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜… At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤ Next year will be for me! I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ» @torontomarathon
Likes : 1076
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚
This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ
This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life 
She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜…

At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! 
I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤

Next year will be for me!
I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ»

@torontomarathon

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚ This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜… At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤ Next year will be for me! I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ» @torontomarathon
Likes : 1076
Lauren Lee Smith - 1.1K Likes - Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚
This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ
This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life 
She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜…

At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! 
I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤

Next year will be for me!
I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ»

@torontomarathon

1.1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Last year was for my mom who although wasn’t physically there.. I felt her the whole way saying ā€œ why the fu?k are you doing this !!! ā€œ šŸ˜‚ This year was for my daughter…who over the course of her 7 years has had much of the same opinion ā€œ mommy ughhhh why do you have to going running so much ?! ā€œ This year I think she started to understand what running is for me and why it’s an important part of my life She was SO excited about the idea of waiting for me at the finish line, that despite a stomach bug and a bad knee I knew I had to at least give it a shot šŸ˜… At the halfway point I gave in to the fact that I was not going to meet my original goal.. or my secondary goal..so I turned off my devices and notifications and stopped calculating my time and decided to lean in to alllll the sensations…mostly very uncomfortable ones! I ended up smiling through the last quarter knowing however long it took she would be waiting at the finish line and that’s all that mattered šŸ¤ Next year will be for me! I’ll get that PB šŸ’ŖšŸ» @torontomarathon
Likes : 1076
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now 
But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤
This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off!
I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on 
Was so so special šŸ¤

Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪

 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤ This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off! I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on Was so so special šŸ¤ Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚
Likes : 1000
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now 
But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤
This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off!
I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on 
Was so so special šŸ¤

Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪

 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤ This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off! I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on Was so so special šŸ¤ Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚
Likes : 1000
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now 
But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤
This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off!
I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on 
Was so so special šŸ¤

Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪

 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤ This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off! I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on Was so so special šŸ¤ Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚
Likes : 1000
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now 
But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤
This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off!
I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on 
Was so so special šŸ¤

Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪

 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤ This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off! I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on Was so so special šŸ¤ Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚
Likes : 1000
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now 
But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤
This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off!
I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on 
Was so so special šŸ¤

Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪

 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Running has become a pretty important part of my life, it’s been there for about 19 years now But it’s taken on a whole new meaning since my mom passed šŸ¤ This was the first time I truly felt physically, mentally and emotionally ready to run a race and turns out when you follow a plan step by step it pays off! I unknowingly finished 11 mins faster than I had set my goal to be šŸ’ŖšŸ»šŸ¤øšŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø And to have my sis be here working at @towaterfront42k and cheering me on Was so so special šŸ¤ Also also running a half is SO SO much more fun 🤪 @thefansmith if these old filters are any indication we are šŸ”„ when we ā€œ get old ā€œ šŸ˜‚
Likes : 1000
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : šŸ¤ @perspectivefeminine
Likes : 988
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - šŸ¤
@perspectivefeminine

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : šŸ¤ @perspectivefeminine
Likes : 974
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø @starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Likes : 968
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø @starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Likes : 968
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø @starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Likes : 968
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø @starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Likes : 968
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø @starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Likes : 968
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø @starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Likes : 968
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø @starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Likes : 968
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø

@starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : Yucca valley with @doktadil šŸŒµā¤ļø @starbelovedtempleranch šŸ§ššŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™šŸ»
Likes : 968
Lauren Lee Smith - 1K Likes - ć€°ļøć€°ļøć€°ļø

#wrinkles 

Anyone remember what movie this dress was fromā”

1K Likes – Lauren Lee Smith Instagram

Caption : ć€°ļøć€°ļøć€°ļø #wrinkles Anyone remember what movie this dress was fromā”
Likes : 960