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Kara Keough Instagram – Stetsy’s saving a spot for McCoy 🩵

Kara Keough Instagram - Stetsy’s saving a spot for McCoy 🩵

Kara Keough Instagram – Stetsy’s saving a spot for McCoy 🩵 | Posted on 11/Dec/2023 08:41:08

Kara Keough Instagram – April 12th, 2020: suffering, pity, guilt, pain, anger, and a sadness so deep I thought we’d never take another breath that didn’t hurt. We kissed our baby a million times that day knowing we’d never see him alive again. He died in our arms and I hope to never know that unique hell ever again. 

April 12, 2024: grateful. 

Grateful to nurses and doctors and EMS workers that gave us 6 days to love McCoy on land. 

Grateful to friends, neighbors, teachers, and strangers that circled around our grief and held room for us, for him. 

Grateful for two rainbow babies that shine light unto the darkest parts of parenting after baby loss. 

Grateful to Decker, who’s an expert and beautiful griever. She still cries for McCoy alongside me and also is the first to shout his name in joy. She’s the fucking BEST big sister to an angel. 

Grateful for social media, for bringing so many other loss moms into my orbit so I could share and listen and feel less alone in this. 

Grateful to McCoy’s gorgeous daddy for being the best version of himself when I was the worst version of myself in 2020, 2021, 2023 and 2024  … Because when your baby dies, you’re jaded, ugly, sensitive, angry, sad, messy… and he loves me through that mess.  He “grows flowers in the darkest parts” of me and centers me when the spiral starts to pull me down. 

Grateful that my dad is watching over McCoy, and that they’re both made whole and perfect in heaven. 

Grateful that dying someday doesn’t feel scary anymore, because imagining hearing McCoy’s voice for the first time as he screams “Mama!” and runs into my arms just makes me feel warm and happy.

Until we meet again, Mack. I love you like crazy, baby.
Kara Keough Instagram – Our littlest girlie Stetson at 5 weeks old. Styled by Tio @servacarrasco, Auntie @alexmorgan13 & Charlie.

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