Sara Bareilles

Sara Bareilles Instagram – This is not going to be a straight line. Grief is a blanket and I am cozy AF. This month brought me to a memorial of a best friend and a reunion with my life partner and…surprise! my Anxiety! 🥳 A few days ago I called my friend at home in Brooklyn to send me my medication again. I haven’t been on it for a few months but what feels true right now is that I need help holding this chapter of transition, grief, and anxious depression. I missed Joe so much – he has been gone since July- but to be honest I don’t entirely remember how to be myself with him or without him. Now is the work of warm remembering AND birthing something new that is true to what is now. It’s one step and one day at a time. Through my tears I am smiling at the storm because it carries wind and rain and rainbows around and they are all doing their jobs… I am listening, meditating, reaching out, seeking friendship from loved ones who happen to be close(@mona_tavakoli, @benbenabraham, @marynreste), my beloved @joetipps , and especially myself. I surprise myself with how many different ways I can feel and be within a given day. I am the ocean that I made myself meet in this body today. (Thanks @shobean for the nudge) I get scared of the water because I can’t know what will happen. But we never do, do we?
Like Gavin, I want to dance with somebody who loves me…and I just want to be the one who loves me the most. ❤️❤️ | Posted on 20/Dec/2024 18:14:23