22.02. – I wrote this a few months before the “I met my younger self for coffee” trend started and have been on a deep journey of healing yet again. The reason why I met my younger self for coffee was because I wanted tell her this: To my inner child. Little girl, I know its been hard, I know you‘ve been waiting, I know you‘ve been hurt and disappointed too many times that you feel like maybe holding on isn’t the smartest thing to do at this point. But my dear child, please do not forget…you have shown the world how graceful you stood in your unwavering resilience. When you tell your story, people stop and listen in awe, admiring the courage and strength you have shown through the heaviest of days. You sat with fear in darkness while patiently waiting for the sun to rise again. You love deeply, unconditionally. Your ability to hold the heaviness of pain in one hand, and hold up the softness of love in the other when you could’ve picked hate & resentment is the result of facing everything that’s painful instead of numbing it. My dear little one, please know, it was never your fault, yet it has been your fight, a fight you never ran from and for as long as I am here, I promise to fight with you. You are exhausted, I know, but God said: be patient, and surrender your fears to me. Its time to let go of all the wounds that were never yours to carry. We‘ll FIX YOU, no matter what it takes. You are enough, you are worthy, you are loved. I met my younger self for coffee because I wanted to thank her and hold her in my arms like she always deserved to be held…thank you for the way you won the silent battles in your head because I wouldn’t have made it this far and be who I am today without your resilience. Thank you for always showing up, not just for us, but for everyone else, even for the ones who promised to show up for you but didn’t. I’m so proud of you, and Dad is too. ❤️ ✨222✨
The face you make when you get to experience mommy’s old stomping grounds. 😍 Amelie has been so curious about my life as an actress, asking so many questions about behind the scenes, in between takes, interviews, and the whole acting process. She asked if she can watch @itsshowtimena when we visit PH and her Ninong @augustbenitez granted her wish like a true fairy godfather. 🪄🤭 Thank you so much Sir August! 🙏🏼 Thank you also to her Ninong @teddspotting na pinaghandaan ang german, shooked si Amelie sayo! Lol Also to her Ninong @vhongx44 for seeing her backstage. 🫶 To Ninong @thirdeeduran , Tita @alyannaaranezz and Tito @deanscenes for coming and vlogging (follow niyo siya sa tiktok 🤣) And to the staff and kuyang marshalls of Abs who are as respectful and kind as I remember them to be. Truly felt like coming back to your former home. 🏠
The face you make when you get to experience mommy’s old stomping grounds. 😍 Amelie has been so curious about my life as an actress, asking so many questions about behind the scenes, in between takes, interviews, and the whole acting process. She asked if she can watch @itsshowtimena when we visit PH and her Ninong @augustbenitez granted her wish like a true fairy godfather. 🪄🤭 Thank you so much Sir August! 🙏🏼 Thank you also to her Ninong @teddspotting na pinaghandaan ang german, shooked si Amelie sayo! Lol Also to her Ninong @vhongx44 for seeing her backstage. 🫶 To Ninong @thirdeeduran , Tita @alyannaaranezz and Tito @deanscenes for coming and vlogging (follow niyo siya sa tiktok 🤣) And to the staff and kuyang marshalls of Abs who are as respectful and kind as I remember them to be. Truly felt like coming back to your former home. 🏠
The face you make when you get to experience mommy’s old stomping grounds. 😍 Amelie has been so curious about my life as an actress, asking so many questions about behind the scenes, in between takes, interviews, and the whole acting process. She asked if she can watch @itsshowtimena when we visit PH and her Ninong @augustbenitez granted her wish like a true fairy godfather. 🪄🤭 Thank you so much Sir August! 🙏🏼 Thank you also to her Ninong @teddspotting na pinaghandaan ang german, shooked si Amelie sayo! Lol Also to her Ninong @vhongx44 for seeing her backstage. 🫶 To Ninong @thirdeeduran , Tita @alyannaaranezz and Tito @deanscenes for coming and vlogging (follow niyo siya sa tiktok 🤣) And to the staff and kuyang marshalls of Abs who are as respectful and kind as I remember them to be. Truly felt like coming back to your former home. 🏠
The face you make when you get to experience mommy’s old stomping grounds. 😍 Amelie has been so curious about my life as an actress, asking so many questions about behind the scenes, in between takes, interviews, and the whole acting process. She asked if she can watch @itsshowtimena when we visit PH and her Ninong @augustbenitez granted her wish like a true fairy godfather. 🪄🤭 Thank you so much Sir August! 🙏🏼 Thank you also to her Ninong @teddspotting na pinaghandaan ang german, shooked si Amelie sayo! Lol Also to her Ninong @vhongx44 for seeing her backstage. 🫶 To Ninong @thirdeeduran , Tita @alyannaaranezz and Tito @deanscenes for coming and vlogging (follow niyo siya sa tiktok 🤣) And to the staff and kuyang marshalls of Abs who are as respectful and kind as I remember them to be. Truly felt like coming back to your former home. 🏠
The face you make when you get to experience mommy’s old stomping grounds. 😍 Amelie has been so curious about my life as an actress, asking so many questions about behind the scenes, in between takes, interviews, and the whole acting process. She asked if she can watch @itsshowtimena when we visit PH and her Ninong @augustbenitez granted her wish like a true fairy godfather. 🪄🤭 Thank you so much Sir August! 🙏🏼 Thank you also to her Ninong @teddspotting na pinaghandaan ang german, shooked si Amelie sayo! Lol Also to her Ninong @vhongx44 for seeing her backstage. 🫶 To Ninong @thirdeeduran , Tita @alyannaaranezz and Tito @deanscenes for coming and vlogging (follow niyo siya sa tiktok 🤣) And to the staff and kuyang marshalls of Abs who are as respectful and kind as I remember them to be. Truly felt like coming back to your former home. 🏠
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
2/12 The month that consisted of never ending… 1. Workouts 🧘🏻♀️ 2. Coffeeshop dates ☕️ 3. Signs and synchronicities ✨22✨ 4. Birthday surprises and decorating 🎈 5. Sweets and strawberry shortcakes 🎂 6. Quiet talks with HIM 🙏🏼 7. Healing and mending in therapy ❤️🩹 8. Waiting in the Emergency room 🏥 9. Standing and sitting in the sun 🌞 10. Meeting new people 👯♀️ 11. Mental preparation to vote for the first time that took me 5 seconds to do 🗳️ 12. Alone time ❤️
