Kate Cast Instagram – I usually keep my ghost š» in my wardrobe šš ā¦ but the more I look around and the more Iām honoring who Iām, the more I realize those topics need to be spoken.
When working as a fashion model and being constantly on go (have been living my glamorous gypsy life for the last 15 years š ) my body is under stress which I donāt even realize and here and there I have to pay it back. And I know Iām not the only one.
This can come in any form of mental or / and health illness; anxiety, depression, eating disorders, excessive drinking & smoking & partyingā¦ unexpected aggression or playing hide & seek (I donāt wanna be seen like this, everyone knows me just in certain way – social trap) but Hey, we all go through something. No oneās life is perfect and every single one of us has behind some emotional trauma/s and programs we are constantly running on.
Most of us might not been even realizing that, maybe just in some dark moments but we run away from them the same minute they occur – just to not have to deal with them (this happen on subconscious level) and we keep running till our breath lasts.
Till we cannot run anymore ( for me it was always sport what helps me to get back into my happy mood but when being constantly injured and having twisted ankle on top of it nowā¦š
so I mean this literally-
I feel like I have no option that to start to listen (again and almost religiously sort of speak š£ ) what my inner voice – has in her mind for me otherwise I couldnāt be really happy. I canāt be šÆ satisfied with my life no matter how many covers I have done, no matter which famous designers, photographers I have been working for / withā¦ which celebrities I have been partying, which 5* restaurants I have been eating in, cool parties, film festivals, important gala events I have been attendingā¦ no matter how rich and famous were the guys they wanted to take me out wereā¦
All of this was never really making much sense to meā¦
ā¤ļø I still have the same questions in my head what Iāv had since I was about 3 years old; WHY AM I HERE?
AND WHATāS MY PURPOSE?
WHY ALL OF THESE FORā¦? | Posted on 31/Aug/2021 18:26:11